Saturday, April 28, 2007
omg..
feeling so sick right now..been puking all night yesterday..terrible, i tell u..can hardly sleep..
to think i was so tired..hence when i finally get to sleep, i woke up at 1. :) haha..really tired..
maybe not tat tired that i can sleep till 4, 5 plus? lol..
yawn..now writing out a composition and then going out for a while..
kk..nothing much to talk about today..
i hate it here. i want to leave this place. for the only thing it does for me is make me cry. When u keep trying and trying..u will eventually get tired. so why bother trying in the first place?
when u thought everything is going to turn out fine after all, u r wrong.
sometimes i overreact. cos i hate to lose wad i have. selfish? u think its selfish? oh wadeva..
wad can i say or do? cos whatever i do, i did it out of concern. so u find me a nuisance? oh fine...fine..
i will leave..and dun expect me to do anything for u anymore. cos i know its only a BIG waste of time.
and u know something? whenever u criticize me about something, do u know u urself repeat the same thing?
oh come on! dun u think its lame? my god. this my life! i do what i like. i changed when i see the need to. ok?
wth.
for now, i am put everything to 1 side first and concentrate on my studies. cos my mum has high expectations of me when i grow up. i dun want to let her down when she's always spending so much money on me and everything. i want to make her proud of me.
p.s-Sis's small collection of toys.
Labels: hmm..just wad kind of person are you?
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Friday, April 27, 2007
oh yeah!! its friday!! MY FAV. DAY OF THE WEEK!!! XD!!
haha..hihi..
yawn*..very tired these days..keep rushing to finish my homework and stuff..
no wonder i was so quiet in the morning..during assembly got speech by the principal...
was sleeping most of the time..lol..VERY tired k..
during english lesson..doing some kind of group word..keep trying to concentrate on what i
supposed to do, but hardly possible. :P so glad when its art..can slack a bit..lol..
by then i am wide awake..lol..
then driving the pple around me nuts with some nonsensical stuff. lol..
then history lesson, went to the library..
then maths..go through maths papers..
then after school got chinese remedial..did composition..
then is Art focused test..it was a disaster!! lol..i really can't
colour..after that went home..yeah!! :)
so here i am now!! lol..feel like sleeping now..
ytd night, after doing my homework..in the living room,
went back to my room, then shishi told me my handphone
got message, then actually is she changed my handphone's
ext. and int. screen as well as the screen saver with her pic.
then i was like "what is this?". lol..lame rites..
kk..gotta go now..cyas!
Labels: FRIDAY-MY FAV. DAY OF THE WEEK
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Monday, April 23, 2007
hihihi..
blogging so late right now..
anyway it was a TERRIBLE day today..totally..
lessons were boring..as usual..:p..
then mo mo ren asked me helped her buy blueberry tea..
end up buy le, she not in school today..-.-..
then chinese a bit slack..doing something like fill in the blanks with vocab words?
yah..
recess time..stayed in class..went down 10 minutes before the bell rings..
went up to the hall.. ...... my god..so stuffy in there..in the middle of the assembly, went out
of the gallery, someone fainted, Matt called Shaamala, she called me..
at first shocked..cause thought wad happen..
then after looking around, got him to go down to the sick bay and rest instead of sitting on the floor, and advised him to eat something, if not get something to drink, like milo. if not even if he rests, he will still feel dizzy.
after assembly, PC lesson. nothing much..
after that was Chemistry, 1 period wasted on the checking of CA marks..more like the class mocking one another..especially one guy..damn sarcastic lor..$%@!^..the other period lessons..confusing..
after that was Social Studies..apparently, my SS teacher is not too pleased with the focused test-SS results, hence, from now on, every lesson spent memorizing facts.. those who failed to ans his qns when the bell rings will be punished-write a essay..scary..hate this..i hate additional stress..
AHH!! EXAMS COMING!! HELP!!!! SOMEONE COME AND GIVE ME 1 TIGHT SLAP TO WAKE ME UP!!! sorry..kinda high* right now. k..its late..gotta go! cya!
Labels: stress...TERRIBLE day today..
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
hihi..
went out yesterday...was in a bad mood..for 1 reason or another..
should know don't go out in the first place. just made everyone unhappy.
lalalalala..
after that went out for dinner. while having dinner, shishi keep looking over me.
curious, i turned back to see what she looking at. then when i looked back, tis person sitting behind us looked up. ........i turned back to see Shishi laughing..my god..so embrassing lor..to think that person thought i looking at him..after that, walked back home..played badminton. with shishi and yanyan. then shishi was so noisy..keep yakking..like wad "Cherrie the great..etc.."..then "GoGOGO!!"....totally lame..played till 9 plus, went back home. watched tv. Was watching this TV series where celebs are invited to this person's house, then they have to find suspicious things in the given time span. Ytd was Alan Luo. very funny lor..he went to the kitchen then he touched this drawing where there were crabs(they were real, nt painted.) then he didn't seem to notice..lol..
today..
woke up early today..thanks to someone..didnt get to lie in..so quite some time after breakfast went back to sleep..lol..pig? i koe...lol..but i doubt i will be getting much of that next week. lol..
nothing much today...did my english homework..summary..lol..spent 3 hrs doing it. that's cause i keep pausing every now and then to do some other things. lol...later watched my kor play game-Bully. hmmm..most of the time dunno wad he doing. but i am bored so just watched him play.
u make me sick...i dunno wad to do okay...1 minute i thought u were nice, the next..my god..monster.
if u intend to give me the cold shoulder, then pls dun be so nice to me. if not i will be left standing. wondering what i have done wrong, when in the first place, the problem is YOU!
Labels: u r the monster. not me.
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
hihi..
had a pretty boring day at school today..just came back from maths remedial..
nth much to talk about..just here to vent my anger. lol.
OMG..SHIT=YOU
can i ask u one qn? may i know what's wrong with u?
do u ever bother about the pple around u? oh, oh yes u do. yah yah..the pple u favour of cos.
then wad about the others?
oh i know i know! they are transparent rite?
hmm..i think u should go see a doctor u koe?
cos i think there is something wrong with ur eyes and ur hearing..how i know?
cos every time i talk to u, u can't seem to hear me or see me?
same goes to other pple..thats y?
u know the problem with u? u are too bias!!
there's nothing wrong with being bias, trust me. just dun over-do it.
and i will say that if u were in my shoes, u will understand that the feeling of being ignored all the time pretty much sux. :)
k i will stop here.
whew. feeling better now. gotta go now. i will update when free.
Labels: Shit=YOU
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
:)
looking on the bright side of things.
yup. spent the whole day watching My Girl. wad a waste of time right? lol..tmr is Monday...zzzzzzz....back to school..if not studying for the next test is doing homework. and it will all be back to square 1, hoping that it will be friday soon. haha..
kk. will stop here.
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
sigh..feeling like shit these days...
hahahahaha.....i think too much, ya? so much thinking not good for my body..when i am pre-occupied with something i am fine..but when i am free..sian..think about this and that...seriously...going insane! )': ahhhh!!!! SOS!!! hah..lame..like now..multi-tasking..thinking while writing this entry. can't seem to achieve my resolutions this yr. i rmbr last week, got focused test, promised myself when i get home, no more mapling, reading or slacking. is study study study..yesyesyes..its boring..but wad can i do?
lalalalalala..spent most of today watching My Girl. i like the drama. its interesting and nice. XD
in the afternoon, was mapling..$%@!^! wah lau..died 2 times today..my exp fell from 55% to 44% then to 32%..totally...off about it. then give up..dun wan play le..lol..
then evening went out for dinner..whole way there brooding about some things..so sorry to those who affected by my mood. was better when eating..then thinking about art final design..actually ytd start thinking le..got light bulb shining upon me now! lol..roughly know what to do but dunno how to go about doing it. nvm..there's still a LONG way to go.
been eating lots of chocolate lately. lol..hoho..i am going fat..going to be. lol..recently read a passage(compre) on stress-relieve techniques. and i realized that my way of reliving stress is to eat lots and lots of chocolate!! :P. hah..gotta stop this..if not not only will i grow fat, it will burn a hole in my pocket..maybe the fat part not so fast bah..seeing as how everyone at home keeps taking them away from me. lol..
p.s-tadaa! just changed my blog song. XD!
what can i do? i don't know. maybe i should give it all up and just concentrate. cause i really don't know how far i can go..whether i will make it to the finishing line..just let them get me. and hope that i will be alright. :)
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Friday, April 13, 2007
hihi..been busy lately..yesterday was horrible..so glad its Friday today. lol..so tired..yesterday do homework, then study for today's comb. science test..reeeeaaalllllyyy horrible..gasps*!
..mid-yr exams coming!! sigh..so tired these days..hmm..i have mentioned the word tired so often lately..whether in this entry or the previous ones..so bored man..study study study..
anyway today's was quite interesting..lol..international friendship day..past few days, spent time decorating the class noticeboard along with my friends...too bad we didn't win..:(...lol..played games after recess. Lame game. Nothing to say. Fashion parade..fairly interesting..lol..
after school got chinese remedial then got focused test..after that went home, watched My Girl!! so nice man!!! ITS DAMN FUNNY!! I LIKE IT!!! lol..
sigh...things haven't been going too well lately..maybe i should just isolate myself..or is it that everything i do, u just dun seem to like it? oh well..wad can i say or do? lalalalala..i can only be myself and change when i feel i am doing the wrong things. this is me.
understand the meaning of give and take? there's no such thing as giving in all the time. :)
p.s-changed blog song to Shape by the Sugarbabes.
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
hello everybardi!!
hah..haven been blogging tis days..meant to do so, but somehow one way or another, dun one blog le..lol..
anyway today was fun..not that bad...bio was okay, pe okay...
did i mention before i dread lab practicals? lol..dunno why just dun like..lol..today got a data logging lab session. was quite interesting..our data logger, got prob, so the lab technician helped us by changing another one for us. but at the same time need to prepare another set-up. luckily this was done in groups..was with HS and JN.
PE..didn't do much..sit and reach and sit ups..hah..then play games..
maths..got back our focused test..sobsob..fail by 3 marks..if only i koe how to do magnitude..(sigh..)waste marks. grr...sian..tmr got chinese test, thurs, is chem test, fri is comb. sci focused test. sian rite..kk..stopping here..cya!
p.s-given to me quite long ago..last last yr bah..nice rite? so cute. was during the footdrill comp, then got tis Angel and Mortal game. then at the end of the comp, the angel who writes to the mortal will reveal herself. lol..coincidentally, i gt the same person, Mardiyah! lol..hah..
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Friday, April 06, 2007
hihi..been down with flu and fever yesterday...but feeling much better today..lol..
anyway, yesterday was A OKAY...got the NE thingy going on..and u cant imagine how happy i am this is over!!! YAY!! lol..its so lame lor...the interview yesterday was horrible..the sheet of paper given to us (pertaining information related to NE)is used for decoration purposes? lol..the paper is like totally useless? hah. keep asking whether we have been reading the newspapers, then ask us about our views on this family who couldn't board the plane because the mum mentioned the word "bomb" to her son. she was explaining why they(the security guards) are checking them. .............. then its obvious we are thinking hard, then we came up with our views, but they are obviously not satisfied, keep probing for more. "is it right? to held them up because of the word bomb?" -.-...Yeah..THE BOMB...lame..
went back for class..then went back home..watch some MVs..Sis just bought Ayumi Hamasaki's compilation albums..BLACK and WHITE. (they are 2 different albums.) In my perspective, i like WHITE better. The MVs, very nice. More like interesting, cos she(Ayumi Hamasaki) keeps changing her image..from rock star to nerd to someone else entirely..hmm..interesting! i liked tis MV-Real Me. the video is real nice and the music is really good. :) U can hear the song on my blog..lol..yah, i changed my blog song again..lol...(why do i keep repeating the word nice today? lol..)
today...so-so day..quite boring actually..lazing around doing nothing
mum prepared quite a lot of fried stuff today..she says she's celebrating GOOD FRIDAY..but that's so weird..lol..we had french fries, spring rolls, drum sticks and also spaghetti..(i skipped the spaghetti..i dun really like eating spaghetti..XD)..quite nice...
kk..gotta stop here..:D
p.s-pic taken at last yr's passing out ceremony. :D
Messy desk..too lazy to clean up? lol..
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
hi...
bad day today...so tired...today, in the morning, nearly couldn't wake up..lol..after i have my breakfast, went to lie on the couch, then fall asleep..lucky for me, mama woke me up..lol..if nt i confirm late le lor..lol..went to school...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......so bored...
whole day not feeling too well..throat hurts a bit, then my chest pain...sian..then after school, did not finish my noodles, yl, carol and jn help me finish everything..lol..thanks..if not it will be a waste..then on the way up, carol keep acting like princess..hah..then i keep laughing and laughing..then never watch where i going when walking down the steps, then fall down..ouch*...
lol...very suai* lor..my leg like got blue black, cause got pain near the knee area..then dunno why we laughed harder..lol..you all ar...got liang xin mar..laugh at me...so sad..sobsob..lol..nevermind..i also laughing..lol..real funny la...
during maths remedial, keep trying to teach carol basics of vectors..then she like want to fall asleep liao..then got 1 time she looked away when i trying to tell her something..then i emphasized on the word when i was about to say..lol..funny..lol..then all thru remedial keep laughing..
then went home..
then i went out to buy this book written by a few authors..one of them is STEPHENIE MEYER!!! SHE RAWKS LA!! She's the author of Twilight and New Moon..few of my favorite books..do i sound nerdy saying this? oh well..lol..:P...and i am DEEPLY DISAPPOINTED!!! SOBS!!! did not get what i want..the title is Prom Nights from Hell..sounds interesting..lol..not available in S'pore..T_T...kns lor..went Kinokuniya in Takashimaya, then Borders, then to Vivo City-Page One..lol..waste my time..borders say they no stock..stock coming in at 3 weeks time...my god...mid yr exams coming...i think i will get it after mid-yrs...so long..walked for so long..my leg very suan*...quite painful, cos fall down earlier tat day..went candy empire..take a look..lol..nice..
in a bad mood on the way home..then so damn hot lor..stupid weather..then went JP, NTUC, dad want me get some things..sian..eggs, chocolate milk and peanut butter jam. HUH....so heavy....so here i am now...hah...
tmr's the NE interview..quite nervous..lol...scared i will get tongue tied..hohohoho..lets cross our fingers and hope nothing goes wrong tmr..kk..gtg..cya!!'
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