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Thursday, August 30, 2007


HEY YOU!
WHO DO U THINK U ARE?
ARE YOU THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DO WHATEVER U WANT TO DO,
AND I CAN'T?
HELLO? WTH?
IF I DO SOMETHING THAT U DUN SEEM TO LIKE, U GONNA SUE ME?
AND U ARE ALSO FREAKING BIAS!
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?
AND STOP LYING THROUGH UR TEETH!
U THINK I AM STUPID OR SOMETHING?
I MAY NOT JUDGE PEOPLE ALL THAT WELL,
BUT AT LEAST I KNOW WAD'S RIGHT AND WAD'S WRONG!

U GOT SPLIT PERSONALITY OR SOMETHING?
THE WAY U TREAT ME IS DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS!
WAD? AM I JUST A TOOL FOR U TO MAKE USE OF?
AND THEN WHEN U ARE DONE,
TREAT ME LIKE DIRT?
HELLO! GET THIS CLEAR INTO UR HEAD ALRIGHT!
THE REASON AS TO WHY I AM HERE IS NOT FOR UR OWN CONVENIENCE!
THIS IS SHIT MAN!

i am just so very frustrated right now!
maybe i am too sensitive,
but i know wad's going on!
i am not blind nor am i deaf.
god, damn u.

i wonder when i will then really wake up.
and forget i ever knew u.


i know i look stupid right now, but this is my way of letting out steam.


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Tuesday, August 28, 2007


HELLLLOOOOO!
LOL.
it rained heavily today,
on the way home, shared an umbrella with a sec 1(i think) girl.
she's so nice,
dun mind sharing her umbrella with a stranger,
and she gt drenched partly because she held the umbrella towards my side.
LOL. so nice of her rite, and she keep refusing when i want to hold the umbrella.
but in the end still got drenched, cause waiting for Yeeling, Jianing and Jingwen to cross
the 'bridge'..LOL.
anyway, exams coming,
so its time to study!!
sigh.
but i dun feel the tension getting to me yet.
i am in danger.
sigh. i need to get my priorities rite man.
if not i will die a terrible death.
LOL. nah.
but still...

kk..gtg now
cya!


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Sunday, August 26, 2007

HI ALL!
i just came back..
whew...feeling dead tired right now.
anyway here goes,
yesterday, went for my english tuition before going to PasirRis, where the bbq and chalet is held.
went with dad.
sis, shishi, yanyan and mum went out at ard 2 plus, went to settle, and then buy all the
food and stuff.

FERRIS WHEEL! (photo taken from the balcony.)

then during my break, sms-ed shishi,
asking her whether they started bbq-ing already,
she said haven, fire won't start.
then i replied, go ask bro help la, they expert in starting fire wad.
then she sms-ed back, "yeah la, but they so ungentlemanly la, sit down dere do nth!"


Lol. so typical of Shishi, taking pics of herself. (too many pics of her and sis, too lazy to upload them. haha.)Sis helping out in bbq-ing the food.FISHBALL!
....bro dun seem to like smiling. LOL. heard that when shishi took it with him, she keep persuading him to smile, but of cos to no avail. lol.food! too bad they have gone cold when i reached. sobs*
Shishi and MUMMY!2nd bro, Yanyan and Shishi. See, its so not typical of Yanyan to take photos. she's so camera-shy. LOL.wad's up with sis's face?

when i reached. See, Sis looks so happy to see me here! LOL.


LOL. when dad and i reached, it was already 8 plus?
sigh, and they(shishi they all) are like done eating, they were taking photos. lol.
wanted to bbq, but the fire dying out, and no more fire-starter, so too bad.
then not after went up to the room to watch TV.
lol. then the rest soon followed.
MUAAHHAHAHA!

in the room.THE PENG SISTERS! FROM LEFT, SIS, SHISHI, ME and YANYAN!

munching away on chips.
see, this is one of the pics they took ytd afternoon, there are like dunno how many pics of shishi and sis.


then watched a bit of TV and then went to bathe, and then just laze around.
big bro went home, while 2nd bro went to play pool with Shishi.

then went to sleep at around 1 plus.
BUT COULDN'T SLEEP.
LOL. its a wonder how yanyan and shishi (plus 2nd bro and mum) can sleep through all that noise.
me and sis was up till 2 plus, and then woke up again 4 plus.
in between, me and sister was talking, or should i say whispering?
LOL. yanyan and shishi keep 'shh'-ing us. LOL.
woke up at 9 plus, feeling very disgruntled.
sigh, is of course la, my precious sleep deprived because someone snore too loud.
LOL.

then went to bathe, since my hair's in a mess and i highly doubt combing through it will help.
then went for breakfast at the nearby food court,
and then went to play archade.

me, sis, shishi and yanyan played this game where u have throw the ball into the basket,
something like basketball,
but it WAS FUN!!!
LOL. but after bobbling up and down to throw it into the net, my neck hurt,
since the net is like so high up.
then played some other games then played pool.
sigh, i admit i suck at it, but i am a beginner ok..
LOL. i will practice and first win YY and the SS and then dad and then 2nd bro.
MUAHAHAHA!




sister and yanyan!
2nd bro. Shishi playing with him.
me and sis.
LOL. yanyan!
Mum playing pool! she's a good sport!
on the way home. lol. shishi and sis was sitting opposite us. didn't koe she was taking pics.

kk. not going to blog anymore, i need to do some studying and stuff,
BYES!

p.s-ur definition of fun is different from mine, cause we are 2 different people.
so if u see something u dun like, think again. like the saying goes, 'One man's meat is another man's poison.'


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Friday, August 24, 2007

HEELLLLOOO!!!
LOL.
i am in a H-A-P-P-Y mood.
LOL.
because,
its a SATURDAY tmr,
and,
i will be going for a family barbecue tmr!
i am like so excited!!

anyway, my mood won't be so good if not for barbecue.
had a really bad day ytd and today.
yeah.
buts its over now,
so,
WHATEVER!
haha.

today, after focussed test,
went back home to put down my books,
and rush out to JP, NTUC.
Mum, Shishi and Yanyan were there getting stuff that we need to use for tmr's bbq.
then went popular get some stationary,
and then went present-shopping for shishi's friend.
then head back home!!!!

btw, was really busy for the past 2 days,
so now its now TIME-OUT for me!
WEEE~
LOL.
gtg now.
bye!


FIREWORKS TAKEN BY YANYAN,
when she went on a field trip to Marina bay, to take photos.
she's from the photography club.

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

god.
puh-lease, cant u just stop?
darn it.


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Saturday, August 18, 2007

drawings!

HUITING!ME!
JIANING!

YEELING!
JINGWEN!
CAOLINE!


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hello all!!!!
had a interesting day out today.
went to school for the ss workshop,
conducted by a very interesting but experienced teacher.
LOL.
from 8 to 10 plus.
after that went home,
changed by bedsheets, (every 2 weeks.)
and then went out, to BUGIS!!
LOL. going to the Bugis branch of Kinokuniya to get a book.
on the way, while waiting for the traffic light to turn green,
a bus drove by, and i didn't notice a puddle of water on the road,
and then it SPLASHED WATER ALL OVER ME!!!
(GASPS*)
and i am like so wet, but i dun wanna go home to change, since it's a complete waste of time,
and then just took off my jacket, because its wet.
luckily the tee inside is not. (whew...)
then board the train, all the way to BUGIS.
when i reached, i remember that time where i have to work,
meaning boarding the train from BL to B.
lol. then the smell, the scene all very familiar.
sigh. so long never go back le. but its under renovations now,
so i dunno where the rest are now.
but the shopping centre remains the same. =D.
then went Kinokuniya, and i got Eclipse!!!!
HAH! I AM SO HAPPY!!!! CAN JUMP UP TO THE SKY LIAO!
LOL.
kidding.
then went window shopping..then not long after,
go back home.
on board the train, i was squashed in between 2 very big size people.
sigh.

and then home sweet home.
K!
GOTTA GO NOW.
CYA.


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Thursday, August 16, 2007

time to face the music.
no more running away.


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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

hello all AGAIN!
LOL.
separate post, cause this and the previous post COMPLETELY no link,
so i put it in another one. oK?

anyway, just wanna direct this question to the people involved.
as per normal, not gonna mention names,
cause, no point also, since the people its directed at will know its them,
so u know now. and if u think its u, then its u. if not, then nevermind.

Wad's 2.90 worth to u people?

am i that insignificant to only be worth this amount?
to think i harbour the thought THAT we are SDNEIRF.
or should i put it as 'were'?
sigh. u guys are really magnificent, do u all know that?
the things u all do just take me by surprise. or maybe not.
cause i somehow expected this? in my sub-conscious mind perhaps?
and to the extent that u all still want to list down the credits. HAHA.

and till today, i still remembered wad happened.
even if its meant as something else, it still stings.
CAUSE that's a really mean thing to do.
i mean, there's a certain limit to everything right?
u just expect me to take it in my stride and continue smiling.
i mean, if u were the one, how would u have felt?

when i found out all this,
sigh. and the pieces fall into place.


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this was quite long ago, when DJs from Power 98Fm came to give the school a talk on radios, etc.
and i gave her a letter, meant as a dedication.

ticket stub.

hi all,
anyway its a pretty nice day today.
other then the few incidents, everything was fine.
other then the falling down part and scaring part, i mean.
anyway, for today, went to bio lab for practical,
then next was PE. Have to run 16 rounds round the canteen, cause i failed my 2.4km #$!@&!
then blah blah blah.
anyway, decided to retake Chinese O'levels.
trying to get better score. MUAHAHAHHAHA*
then had SS workshop, on how-to-ans-SBQ.
very interesting and i learnt a lot from this workshop,
and the teacher is really funny too.
make people laugh, with jokes and all. LOL.


this video is taken by SHISHI, and the dolphin is my sis's. LOL.



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Sunday, August 12, 2007

and hello all.
went to watch "The King and I" yesterday,
it was a nice experience, the theatre looks very grand and all,
plus, i think its a great show!
altogether very interesting.
though the king died in the end. LOL.
anyway ytd, before assembling at school, went to MAC, met MH and YL.
wore new shoes,
ouch* got 4 blisters on my 2 feets.
wad a scary thing to happen to me,
i think that it worsens as i was rushing for tuition after the play.
its like me and shimun were practically running there.
LOL. then we missed like 1hr and 30 mins worth of lesson?
but i still think we are lucky to have been there, important lesson, at least we learnt something.

anyway, today went for maths tuition,
totally not feeling well.
went there, was late i think, cause everyone seem to be seated already.
then did math papers, tough, LOL. maybe because i can't remember all the formulas. :P
then after that went home,
and sleep.
and here i am now.
awake.
k, gotta go finish the rest of my holiday homework. (gosh*)
cya all.


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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

OH MY GOD.
i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u.
and i just can't take it lying down anymore.
ITS JUST SO IRRITATING!
YOU, ALWAYS SAY THAT EVERYTHING U DO IS FOR MY OWN GOOD.
U WAN ME TO GO JC, BUT I REALLY DUN, I WANT TO GO POLY!
WAD DO U EXPECT ME TO DO?
BE LIKE ******? BE YR PUPPET? WAD U WAN ME TO DO, I DO.
its not nice ok?
u do everything on the pretense that it benefits me.
when i want to buy something, u dun let me buy, even if its my hard-earned money.
and yet when u wan to get something, u take MY money and others too?
is tat even fair?
and now u done it.
from now on, i swear, i would go bang my head on the wall if i were to ever, EVER approach u on any matters.
now u know y i prefer her to u?
she knows wad i wants, she support me and give me advice.
meanwhile, i need a little help, and u claimed it to be a nuisance,
and make matters worse.
and i can fairly well say that my impression of u does not stem from the rumors.
i dunno wad happened to u, except u changed.
its like person that i used to looked up to, have just fallen from the podium.

u always think that the friends i hang out with before are bad, JUST BECAUSE THEY SMOKE.
bloody hell.
u know something?
they never tried to influenced me to smoke before.
not even once!

i think u are too out-dated?
its getting on my nerves, seriously.
when i come to u, i expect u to lighten my burden, not make it heavier,
u know?
and its like shit shit shit shit SHIT.
kns.


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Saturday, August 04, 2007




can't bring myself to think about wad will happen.

just can't imagine what i will do when that happens.

so just live life as it is!



p.s-omg. stop talking about wadeva shit on lack of creativity and all tat!
its not like u are the FIRST one to have found the picture ok?
and its like i have seen these cartoon pics before, just tat i didn't go look for them?
my god.
1 pathetic picture and yet u wan to complain.
so wad if we all put the same pics in here?
doesn't matter rite?
when ss put those in hers, u wanna complain that she took ur pics. -.-
y can she take it? u know wad sharing means? S-H-A-R-I-N-G. Understand?
and when i go look for them myself u also wan complain.
fine FINE! i dun put any one of them, ok?!


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Friday, August 03, 2007

HELLO ALL!
LOL.
just changed my blog skin.
lol. wanted something different for a change.

anyway today,
played cards with the girls,
lol. we were like so noisy can.
we were playing OLD MAID, SNAP..etc.
we haven started playing, and i found 2 old maid cards with me!!
SO SUAY**
then when i managed to get rid of it, it came back agn. hmpf.



EH HELLO!!!
WAKE UP LA CAN.
just WHO do u think u are???
omigawd.
and btw, i have a name u know, i am not called ai ai ai.
kns.
and pls la, for god's sake, TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT URSELF IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR.
wad u do is like so funny la.
and also, spare a thought for others can?
and not for urself!
if u were in her shoes,
how would u feel?
i bet u will shout back rite? for u feel insulted.
my god.
just hate people like u.


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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

HEY ALL!!!!
lol.
anyway i have too busy lately to blog..
so,
will be gone for quite some time..
maybe a few updates every now and then,
depends la, lol, when i feel like blogging.
haha.
but should be alright la, since,
nobody's gonna read anyway. LOL.
sad la.
lol.
so honest.


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