Lead a happy life!

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

2010-05-23T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hello!

went to watch Shrek Forever After yesterday with Mum, Shishi and Yanyan.
It was hilarious! Especially Puss in Boots. LOL.
Cheers for all 4 Shrek movies!

anyway, new song! ENJOY!

bye

haiku - Tyler Knott Gregson

2010-04-25T02:23:00.000-07:00

hello.

was surfing the net, reading other people's blogs, and
through a former teacher's blog i found this.

http://tylerknott.com/

read and enjoy!

Some that i liked:

Am I strong enough
to carry the immense weight
of all we have missed?

Will you be my wings
when the feathers that I need
fall around my feet?

I wish you could know
how many times every day
my thoughts run to you.

Hearing your laughter
smooths and flattens the wrinkles
of my ruffled life

All by Tyler Knott Gregson

2pm's New Songs!

2010-04-24T14:15:00.000-07:00

Hello!

2pm just released their new album!
Enjoy!

Don't Stop Can't Stop and Without You

One of my favourite songs from the album! =D

2010-04-13T00:34:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Back with another video!
and Yes. its the same singer for the 2pm-tired of waiting cover.
ENJOY!!

Original Singer:

Love both versions. =D

Tired of Waiting cover by Janet

2010-04-12T00:26:00.000-07:00

Enjoy. found this video while surfing for 2pm's songs.

2am-I Did Wrong

2010-03-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

Hello!

a very short entry today.

2am's new song! 'I Did Wrong'
Enjoy!

p.s- I actually liked the live version better than the MV. =p

Nodame Cantabile The Movie Part 1

2010-03-13T00:59:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

Went to Cathy Cineleisure to watch Nodame Cantabile The Movie PART 1 with my MUM!! =D
OMG WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
Too bad. due to the fact that i had to rush from school,
we were a little late.
and when we reached the cinema, the movie started already. =(
missed the beginning. oh well.
ANYWAY THE MOVIE IS SO NICE!! IT WAS HILARIOUS!
AND I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO PART 2 of the MOVIE! =D
seems like something's wrong with Stresemann..
and then the ending of Part 1. Chiaki told Nodame that they shld live apart.
oh the suspense! CAN'T WAIT!

okay, i know i am sounding a bit hysterical.
pardon me. its been a long day for me.
I had lessons in the morning, till late noon. (there's a 3 hour interval btw)
k. gotta go.

p.s- here i attached the trailer for Nodame Cantabile The Movie Part 2. ENJOY!

http://toho.channel.yahoo.co.jp/index.php?itemid=23

Free.

2010-02-02T23:52:00.000-08:00

Yo!

ShiShi introduced me to this song! didn't really like it initially but after listening to abit more, liked the song! reminds me of Ne-yo's way of singing. HAHAHA

anyway, soon i will be able to take off my braces and also
i will be officially leaving my job at CCS.
i am really happy, but not too sure about the latter though.
hmm. will start registration for exams soon!

anyway i gotta go. BYE!

p.s-the picture in the blogskin is gone!
boo! well, no time to find another blogskin.
so i shall leave it.

Ashleigh Brilliant

2010-01-30T00:59:00.000-08:00

this was drawn by Ashleigh Brilliant.
pretty interesting isn't it? =D

far far away

2010-01-25T22:36:00.000-08:00

today is one of the days where i am really feeling the monday blues.
hahaha. i am quite immune to that,
but it seems today was really a bad day to start with.

first, there was a lizard in one of the flasks,
in which the lid was kept open so it can dry.
(i left it on my desk over the weekend).
Fransin discovered it when she was about to take the flask down
for an event in the afternoon.
thanks Kelvin who helped remove the lizard and disinfect the flask.
(was tempted to really throw the whole flask away)

went to clean my whole workstation after that.
wat a traumatic experience it was.
(this will definitely leave a v.deep impression on me even after i leave CCS.)

anyway nt gonna continue.

today was a SP Intern's last day.
he came over and said bye to us.
then he went ahead and said, "all the best for your studies! good luck!
especially your maths!!"
upon hearing that, 2 things on my mind.
tats really nice of him to say that.
how had he know about my studies?
LOL.
talked to him abit today. too bad didn't get to know him better.
seem like a really nice person.

gotta go.
sick day it was today.
Bye.

p.s-is there a land called far far away? if so can someone bring me there?

Tik Tok-2pm

2010-01-23T17:21:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

Back after so long! might nt be blogging much
since i will be busy with studies and work.

anyway 2pm released a new song titled 'Tik Tok'.
didn't like it initially but am addicted to the song now! =D

ENJOY! Lyrics below.
Tik Tok - 2PM ft. Yoon Eun Hye

Nobody knows how much I miss you everyday
As I embrace you behind the stage, my heart thumps

We may greet awkwardly in front of other people
But to tell the truth, I’m the one who knows you best

The way you glare, it’s louder than words
The way you want me, the way you’re thirsty
We are so crazy for each other.

Secretly loving someone,
The fact that you’re my girl,
It drives me crazy everyday,
I just want, want you so much

Come here, Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok
When I see you, Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok
For the entire day, Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok
My heart goes Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok

Nobody knows
That we’re in love like this everyday
In my heart, there’s no room for anyone else but you

Tik, I knew it from the start
Tik, There was something about you
Tik, The way you looked at me
Tok, Your exciting love
Tok, And I’m always thirsty for that love
Tok, I always end up searching for you

You’re my only star
No one knows about it so don’t worry
Look into my eyes, I will protect you
I will stay by your side just like this

its our secret its our secret its our secret
It’s taking control of me

I’ll take the burden of our secret rendezvous
Us, proudly holding hands together just like everyone else

Even during my busy day, my work and dreams are forgotten because of
Our love ticks like a clock that doesn’t know how to stop

Body Worlds

2009-12-30T21:39:00.000-08:00

Hello!
today was our CA Bonding session.
all of us went out to lunch at Pastamania.
had carbonara. too creamy. plus the heap of Parmesan cheese Joyce sprinkled on my plate, it became dry. lol.

then off we went to Science Centre!
sat in Selena's car with Cynthia, Kate, Joey and Karen.
while the rest take cab.
Joyce didn't join us as she had to be at the reception.

reached! Took a group photo then i join Cheryl and went to explore Science Centre first.
but first we went to Mac to eat desserts- ice cream! hahaha.
walked around Science Centre. most of it i have seen, so nothing special. =P
we went to look for Cynthia and the rest since they're out.
went to the Body Worlds exhibition alone.
prefer to walk alone as i can take my time looking at the exhibits and all.

*Don't scroll down if you are one of the faint-hearted! but its not gory and all.

here are some of the pictures i found on the net!

the creator of all these amazing creations is Gunther von Hagens!
while looking at the exhibits, its really hard to imagine tat all this are real.
lol.
the exhibition also tells you abt the process of Plastination.

too bad the exhibition closes at 6.
didn't manage to finish looking.
oh well. will be going back again soon!

gotta go now.

Merry Christmas to all!

2009-12-26T21:03:00.000-08:00

Hello.

last thurs, we had the christmas eve celebration in the office.
reached work, saw Joyce's daughter, Weini. =D
haha. went around my rounds after distributing the gifts. chocolates and whats-not.

went over to Cynthia's cubicle, she brought her daughter today too!
done with my rounds, went back to my own cubicle and waitied for time to pass.
Kelvin went around distributing gifts, and suddenly came to me,
with a bottle of cocktail, which is non-alcoholic.
the first thing that came to my mind was,
"are you for real?" and he said "ya."
LOL.

before the party started,
went down to Watsons to get some chocolates, on behalf of Joyce.
went with the temp, XiangYing and the intern, Weilin?

anyway, the party started in the boardroom.
Gingerbread man making time!
was reluctant to do anything and hence engaged the help of Joyce's daughter to help me create my gingerbread man to give to my Santa Claus.
haha. when done, it was talent-time.
First up to perform, was Mingjie, Jack and Raymond singing Christmas Carols with their guitars.
Next was Fransin, playing her chinese guitar. Really cool!
Third was Kelvin, Fizah, Corrine and Danlin playing rock legends.
singing Micheal Jackson's Beat it!
unfortunately, halfway through i left the boardroom.
for what reasons, i can't remember. LOL

a phone came from a vendor, looking for either Joyce or Fizah.
went to get them at the boardroom, tripped on my own shoe. lol.
Fizah's nt free so got Joyce to answer the call.

stayed outside till the end of talentime,
and waited for Chairman to come.
went to talk to Cheryl. was bored and have nothing to do. LOL
and then Chairman reached! Yay! went bk to the boardroom.
Chairman gave a speech and then time to view a ppt.

lunch time!
lunch was buffet held at MR2. kinda crammed if u ask me.
waited for the crowd to clear before going in to get something to eat.

went back home together with Joyce and her daughter.
lugging a big canvas bag filled with choc and presents.

reached JP. went to shop for presents for Yanyan and Shishi.
Shishi saw me at Artbox but didnt go in to find me cause she notice i am
carrying stuffs and knew its for them. Lol.
went to Stationery island and met up with her.
home sweet home!
went to sleep after changing. hahaha.

had a fun day at work today.
thanks to everyone! =D

life

2009-12-19T23:42:00.000-08:00

hello.

lately, i have been thinking that my life revolves around my life more then anything else.
see, when i try to write another line, i tend to alt enter. LOL
that's wad u have to do when u are in microsoft excel.
haven't been keeping in touch with my ex-schoolmates.

hmmm..
anyway Fizah introduced me to You're beautiful.
it's a korean drama about this band.
omg the lead singer is so handsome!
even more so when he smiles. HAHHAHA.
but Bro and Shishi says he look stuck up.
maybe its cos of the show?

that's the main cast of the show. the lead is the one on the right.

oh ya.
ytd went for dinner with Fransin, Joey, Cynthia, Kate, Zhihao and Kelvin.
i intended to set off at 6.30pm but we ended up waiting for Cynthia.
when we decided to set off first, something cropped up.
Kelvin
we went to this italian restaurant in liang court.
the food is affordable and the ambience's nice too! =D

Joey and Kate went off after dinner.
the rest of us went to Clark Quay, to Brewerkz.
we wanted to go somewhere else, but cause of the fact that
i didn't bring my nric
and the fact i am wearing what they call a 'kiddy' tee,
we settled down at Brewerkz.
cause they wont check my nric. LOL

we ordered a jug of cocktail.
when the jug came, and when the waiter wanted to pour a glass for me,
Cynthia told him its okay. she will help me pour.
she poured half a glass for me.
Both Cynthia and Fransin was watching me drink.
well its only half a glass.
as if i would get drunk. haha.
talked abit and then we chilled there till 11 plus.

went back home.
watched Valkyrie on blu-ray.
(honestly i still don't get the diff between blu-ray and dvd)
nice movie. very interesting plot.

k. shall stop here then. GOOD BYE

Christmas is coming!

2009-12-06T21:39:00.000-08:00

hello.

christmas is coming, and CCS has planned a few events!
namely the christmas gift exchange and the christmas eve lunch.
sounds interesting eh? =D

30th Dec, will be going to Body Worlds @ Science Centre as part of a division outing.
glad to be invited too!

anyway, am excited that christmas is coming~~

ytd went to 313@ Somerset with Mum, ShiShi and YanYan to visit the Uniqlo store.
when we reached, we had to queue-ed just to enter.
so ShiShi asked Mum and YanYan to walk ard first while we queue.
the queue moved quite fast, so we tried to call YanYan and Mum.
but both couldn't be reached. hence when they reached us, i just lost my temper
without finding out what happened first. Sorry. =(

finally got in, saw nothing i liked, perhaps 1 or 2 but not exactly what i was looking for.
got out without buying anything.
went for late lunch at food republic then continued shopping there.
around 6 we decided to go to orchard.

wanted to go takashimaya but sort of lost our way.
went to G2000 and got a knitted blouse.
asked for directions and reached taka.
after that we went to look at the christmas lightings.
wasn't very impressed though. =p.
could be cause i was in a rush hence.

went to Jp.. had dinner.
then went to shop for pants.
after a few shops decided to stop by G2000 at Jp.
tried on a few pants, decided to get that.
then home! tired.

p.s-enjoy.

the irony of it all.

2009-11-25T22:30:00.000-08:00

hello.

sigh sigh sigh.

bye.

Shopping at Lot 1 with Mum and YanYan

2009-11-14T12:23:00.000-08:00

hello.

went out with Mum and YanYan today to LOT 1! =D

when we first reached, we went to have lunch, at some Hong Kong Restaurant.
YanYan and I had baked rice while Mum eat dessert.

then we started shopping.. went to Cotton On.
didn't spot anything to my liking so we went to BHG.
look here and there....... got some stuffs.

and then we went back to Jurong Point.
went for my eye check regarding the contact lenses,
while Mum and YanYan went to John Little.
we had dinner at Burger King. lol.
was deliberating between the Ayam Penyet stall outside NTUC or BK.
settled for BK in the end.

on the way to NTUC, i went to Jigsaw Puzzle World and bought a puzzle!
Had been eye-ing it since last month. =D
the picture of the jigsaw is as shown above.

and then we went to a video shop to buy the movie cartoon, UP!
YanYan insisted on buying it.

off to Fair Price Xtra.
Bought some necessities and went home.
it has been a long day.

well i had fun. and thanks Mama! =D

Bye

2pm

2009-11-10T23:57:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Been listening to alot of korean songs lately!
due to Shishi's influence of course.

Heard of this 2 bands called 2am and 2pm.
Both bands are from One Day. (before they sub-group to 2am and 2pm.)
i listened to 2am's songs, dun really like.
and then 2pm's songs. =D REALLY NICE! (no offence to fans of 2am though.)

here's one of their songs, Tired of Waiting.

I’m getting tired of waiting
You know
Do you know how I feel?

I’m getting tired of waiting
Do you still remember me?

Even as a day goes by, I can’t forget you
Even if a month goes by, I can’t let you go
Do you know that I still want you?

I’m going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I’m waiting
I’m getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I’m just getting tired, I’m just getting tired

I fall asleep in case I see you
I’m still waiting for you
A month could pass and I wouldn’t forget you
A year could pass and I wouldn’t let you go
Do you know how I feel?

I’m going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I’m waiting
I’m getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I’m just getting tired, I’m just getting tired

{RAP}
My head feels so complicated, I could explode
I’m waiting and waiting but no word from you
There’s no way you could leave because of me
It’s so hard for me right now, so hard for me

I’ll wait even if it’s a year
I’ll wait even if it’s 10 years
I don’t care if I get tired of waiting for you

I’m going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I’m waiting
I’m getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I’m just getting tired, I’m just getting tired

Well, enjoy!

Byebye

p.s- work is going from bad to worst.
am i not trying hard enough?
why can't i just be true to myself.

Ring Ding Dong- SHINee

2009-10-24T19:22:00.000-07:00

Hello.

ShiShi introduced this video.
i think it has a catchy tune, hence i like it.

Anyway i can't update my ipod?
cause i infected the comp with malware. (unintentionally, of course)
who knows how to reformat a comp? TEACH ME PLEASE.

work's been okay. starting to see everyone's true colours.
but thats okay.
since i am also just faking it.
sorry you had to witness it.

gotta go. BYEBYE.

just cut to the chase

2009-10-14T20:26:00.000-07:00

Hello.

long time no blog.
its been 2 months and 2 weeks since i started working in CCS.
many things happened and it had been a real eye-opener.
office politics, back stabbing, hypocrites.
but still i try to maintain a smile, in front of them at least.
my contract has been extended. 3 more months.

wondering if i should go ahead or leave.
my colleague make me wonder today. and this is what i say.
If u think i am more of a burden than a helping hand, do tell me.
i know what to do.
don't come round beating about the bush.
and don't think you got a hold over me.
i am only a temp, hello?
i can leave as and when i like. only thing being it will leave an impression of me being very irresponsible. but like i care?
this is nt the first time i left without a care too.

but with this, you have hurt my feelings, so thanks bud.

2009-09-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

hi.

work has been busy for the past 2 days.
i like. cos when busy, time flies by faster. =D

ytd afternoon, it was raining cats and dogs.
i went down to the food court, to get cream puffs.
through the shelter.
after getting the cream puffs, i wanted to walk back to the office via the shelter
bt i forgot my way there!
and i didn't bring my handphone out either!
(otherwise i would have called Joyce for directions. LOL)
so like after trying to find my way back,
decided to just rush to the building even if it means i will get drenched.
then saw my colleague! HAHAHA. wad a kind soul.
he lent me his umbrella. thanks.
had to do photocopying of some stuffs, wasted alot of paper man!
i know its for the chairman, but aiyah, u dun let me get extra help,
i also v.hard to maintain tat PERFECTION.
i nt octopus, got 8 hands.
i only have a PAIR of hands, i need press down on the book,
and then press start button at the same go.
still say want courier, i faint.
need rush out the work.

HELL-O? why do u bother if i give u attitude?
honestly speaking, i am trying my best to keep neutral,
but u just keep forcing it out of me.
10 minutes before 6, u told me the pantry stocks,
which arrived in the afternoon,
is still in the cozy corner. and tat rmbr to keep them tmr.
WAH LAU! Keep them till tmr? wad if 1 of the item goes missing?
Joyce told me tat she asked her, and she said she will do it! (Keep the items.)
i am trying to finish photocopy-ing so i won't have so many things to do tmr.
(tmr everyone will be going for a course = i solo)
i went to keep the items, lest they disappear tmr morning.
i don't mind working after 6,
but give me a good reason to do so without feeling indignant.
Cynthia had to wait for me too.
a) u wait till the eleventh hour before telling me.
b) god knows what u were doing.

i do go in facebook, but it lasts less than 5 mins,
and i only do so when i am ABSOLUTELY-FREE.

so, dun give other people a reason to think bad of u. or bad mouth u.
cos i am seriously, honestly, trying to control my temper.

having said so much, i myself ain't no saint either.
i complain and all.
but i hope people with eyes can see i dun laze around while working.
unfortunately, i heard from a fren, most people are "blind". xD

p.s-can you dun look for me only when u need something from me?
if u want to cut off contact, by all means, please do so.
dun come looking for me after months of nothingness.
especially when u are looking for a job.
suddenly i log in msn, and they say 'yo! u got any job to introduce?'
its like wtf,
the first qn out of ur mouth is to ask me if gt job?
i was like happy! u came and talk to me.
well. its all false hope.

manhattan fish market.

2009-09-01T05:57:00.000-07:00

hellooooooo...

stayed back after work to wait for Fransin.
didn't want to go home so early, since no shows to watch.
we were in the office till 7.30 plus?
trying to persuade Karen to join us (Me, Fransin and Kelvin) for dinner.
but she say she today nt free.

decided on Mac, nearest to us, but then changed to KFC cause got coupons.
i am like anything? but they keep asking me to choose somewhere else,
since i like dun really like KFC, which is nt true la. lol.
so while walking to chinatown keep asking me whr i wanna go eat.
long john? mos burger? carls jr ... etc.
then they decided on manhattan fish market.
at first i dunno what they were talking about? LOL.
i thought we going some place selling curry fish.
took the train to Clark quay from chinatown.
walked to the central. then i am like, "OH. so tis is what u two were talking about.."

was quite expensive, hence abit reluctant.
decided to eat fish and chips! (the cheapest item on the menu) =p
then Fransin say share the seafood platter.
her treat. =D
i was starring at the scenery outside the restaurant,
Fransin and Kelvin thought i emo-ing. LOL.
but seriously, i wasn't. i was just enjoying the view outside,
and thinking.
hence, i was brought back to earth several times.

after dinner, went down and sit by the river.
talk to Fransin abt alot of things.
xie xie ni.

k. i am dead tired. good night!
byebye.

doubt.

2009-08-28T20:20:00.000-07:00

hi.

sigh. work was a-okay today.
pretty disappointed with somebody.
can feel the tension between us.

its getting worse.

gtg. byebye!

i wont.

2009-08-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

Hello!

went to watch UP with Neville! in 3D!!! =D
so cool. though the 3D glasses is a bit of a hassle to wear.
cos it keeps weighing my own glasses down.

anyway, i met Neville at Orchard Cineleisure.
was LOST. lol. i took the train with Cynthia,
then got off at Orchard MRT stn.
first went in the wrong direction.
had to walk bk to the mrt stn.
then walk walk walk, wrg wrong direction agn. i walk towards taka.
then i dunno head left or right oredi.
so just walked to the path i tink leads to orchard cine.
WRONG. AGAIN. zzz.
leg suan* oredi lor.

luckily Neville called, and gave me some directions.
even with that, i still can walk wrong way.
end up asking for directions.
YAY! Reached. 7.25pm. just nice. the movie starts at 7.25pm.
to think i reach at 6.50. lol.

the movie was funny!
and cute. the dog in the movie is v.funny too.
but i dun find it touching? LOL. contrary to wad my frens say.
okay. so we went for dinner at the basement's foodcourt.
didn't finish eating cos mouth having ulcer after ytd's dental appt. =(

got Neville to send me home! HAHAHAH! its the 7th mth.
and i dun like go home alone.
so we chatted about somethings.
DAO JIA LE! thanked him for the movie treat
and for lending me his history textbook and notes. =D

okay. gtg. byebye.

p.s- i won't make the first move unless u do.
cos if anything, i won't want to lose this friendship we share.

this is ridiculous!

2009-08-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

hi.

work was hectic.
initially it was quite slow.
i was just milling around. then come 2 plus.
boardroom need set up projector. keeps giving us problems.
i tried to tell Fizah, tat they will be LOOKING AT THE powerpoint slide.
not the computer. so if can see the slide its good enough wad.
say wad, need fill the screen. zzz. fine fine.
go waste ur time. i went bk to wat i was doing.
then waited for the Singtel staff to come collect letter for courier service.
STILL HAVEN COME. okay, call singtel. they say there was no such booking.
and just so happen, Fizah lost the booking number too.
sigh. lost the booking number = how they trace?
but Singtel also lor. keep calling, either they say all their operators busy,
or got through liao, keep putting us on hold. hold hold hold then the phone went,
duuu..duuu....duuu. fed up lor.\
and the letter die die must reach the recipient by today.
and hello? its oredi 4 plus~
Singtel won't accept another booking, even though its their fault.
so Fizah decided to deliver the letter herself.
thanks to them i couldn't finish my name card thingy.

then this person come deliver mail.
i ask him where to sign, cos i dun see any RECIPIENT or wad, so i ask.
and u know wad he say. Miss, u got go to school?
WHAT THE HELL?! Trying to test my patience, at the time,
i still didn't know he taunting me. so i say ya.
but after realizing wad just happened, feeling v. pissed off.
NEXT TIME U COME, I MAKE SURE I SIGN AT UR COURIER COMPANY LOGO.
I WON'T EVEN LET U ENTER THE OFFICE. WHAT THE F***.
combine this and the singtel incident, i am oredi boiling inside.

i email-ed a quick reply to one of the elder staff,
who thanked a bunch of people,
including me, for helping out with some stuffs.
he replied, and tat made my day. cause being in admin, people take u for granted.
but someone actually appreciate the work i did.
HAHAHA. SO HAPPY CAN. =D
oh well. there sure are good times and bad times.
though most of the time its bad. LOL.

kk. gotta go.

p.s- got to know some colleagues better today.

knock on the head

2009-08-15T01:12:00.000-07:00

hello.

its the last day of the week!
and so, tmr is the weekend! MEANING I CAN SLEEP.
work was fine. at least there's things for me to occupy my time.
and today, i had to move papers and stuff down from this cupboard?
it's really back-breaking work. i am nt complaining.
but i did injure my back.

i started and then when i wanted to turn bk to face the cupboard,
i knocked into the cupboard door. WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL!
IT HURTS. there's a bruise now.
i tried to calm down and continue.
then i nearly lose my temper when i walked out of the library,
and told my colleague there's a bk, and i need her to check whether it can be thrown.
then she refuse to budge frm her chair?
and its like she's NOT BUSY? in fact, she's fb-ing.
so like when she asked me to bring it over to her,
i just walked bk to the library.
i got better things to do then bringing it over to her.
so like i took almost an hour clearing that cupboard?
ya done. went bk to sorting out files.

collect mail. when Joyce's bk, asked her where am i supposed to
park the bags of paper. the recycling paper company wont be here till Tuesday.
so like she ask me to unload the confidential bin's papers too.
i am like, oh okay lor..
then later she came to help.
seeing as how i injured my back just nw, (cos i keep holding my hand against my back)
she unload the bin while i hold the bag.
thanks Joyce.
then she told me some things, keep making me laugh.
hadn't had such a good laugh recently.

like always, waited for Cynthia and go bk home together.
people thought i trying to earn OT by waiting for her.
but its not? on my timesheet, i start at 8.30, end at 6.
even if i did stay bk to finish my work, which i did, on some occasions,
i still write 6pm. fri is 5.30 la.
i dun mind waiting, cos got company on the way home wad.
i can do abit of revision while waiting too.
what's wrong with this people? SIGH.
gtg. bye.

knock on the head

2009-08-15T01:09:00.000-07:00

hello.

its the last day of the week!
and so, tmr is the weekend! MEANING I CAN SLEEP.
work was fine. at least there's things for me to occupy my time.
and today, i had to move papers and stuff down from this cupboard?
it's really back-breaking work. i am nt complaining.
but i did injure my back.

i started and then when i wanted to turn bk to face the cupboard,
i knocked into the cupboard door. WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL!
IT HURTS. there's a bruise now.
i tried to calm down and continue.
then i nearly lose my temper when i walked out of the library,
and told my colleague there's a bk, and i need her to check whether it can be thrown.
then she refuse to budge frm her chair?
and its like she's NOT BUSY? in fact, she's fb-ing.
so like when she asked me to bring it over to her,
i just walked bk to the library.
i got better things to do then bringing it over to her.
so like i took almost an hour clearing that cupboard?
ya done. went bk to sorting out files.

collect mail. when Joyce's bk, asked her where am i supposed to
park the bags of paper. the recycling paper company wont be here till Tuesday.
so like she ask me to unload the confidential bin's papers too.
i am like, oh okay lor..
then later she came to help.
seeing as how i injured my back just nw, she unload the bin while i hold the bag.
thanks Joyce.
then she told me so things, keep making me laugh.
hadn't had such a good laugh recently.

like always, waited for Cynthia and go bk home together.
people thought i trying to earn OT by waiting for her.
but its not? on my timesheet, i start at 8.30, end at 6.
even if i did stay bk to finish my work, which i did, on some occasions,
i still write 6pm. fri is 5.30 la.
i dun mind waiting, cos got company on the way home wad.
i can do abit of revision while waiting too.
what's wrong with this people? SIGH.
gtg. bye.

knock on the head

2009-08-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

hello.

its the last day of the week!
and so, tmr is the weekend! MEANING I CAN SLEEP.
work was fine. at least there's things for me to occupy my time.
and today, i had to move papers and stuff down from this cupboard?
it's really back-breaking work. i am nt complaining.

i just started, when i wanted to turn bk to face the cupboard,
i knocked into the cupboard door. WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL!
IT HURTS. there's a bruise now.
i tried to calm down and continue.
then i nearly lose my temper when i walked out of the library,
and told my colleague there's a bk, and i need her to check whether it can be thrown.
then she refuse to budge frm her chair?
and its like she's NOT BUSY? in fact, she's fb-ing.
so like when she asked me to bring it over to her,
i just walked bk to the library.
i got better things to do then bringing it over to her.
so like i took almost an hour clearing that cupboard?
ya done. went bk to sorting out files.

collect mail. when Joyce's bk, asked her where am i supposed to
park the bags of paper. the recycling paper company wont be here till Tuesday.
so like she ask me to unload the confidential bin's papers too.
i am like, oh okay lor..
then later she came to help.
seeing as how i injured my back just nw, she unload the bin while i hold the bag.
thanks Joyce.
then she told me so things, keep making me laugh.
hadn't had such a good laugh recently.

like always, waited for Cynthia and go bk home together.
people thought i trying to earn OT by waiting for her.
but its not? on my timesheet, i start at 8.30, end at 6.
even if i did stay bk to finish my work, which i did, on some occasions,
i still write 6pm. fri is 5.30 la.
i dun mind waiting, cos got company on the way home wad.
i can do abit of revision while waiting too.
what's wrong with this people? SIGH.
gtg. bye.

sorry. i don't mean to probe.

2009-08-13T22:37:00.000-07:00

hi.

yesterday and today have been a boring day.
GOD DAMN IT! GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO, CAN A NOT?
i dun want to be seen as a slacker.
but at least,
a) i dun go to facebook often.
b) i use the time to do something meaningful.
(like recap-ing some of my history text)
ANYWAY, IT's LIKE I CAUGHT MYSELF THINKING,
'WHY AM I HERE? DO THEY REALLY NEED PEOPLE?'
at least tat's wad Cynthia asked me.
i looked forward to 2pm ; opening the mailbox.
then nothing much either. like WTH?
i know i shldn't be grumbling.
cause people would be saying, i rather slack then work.
true. but come on la.
i really dun like to be caught doing nothing.
i dun want to earn my keep just by doing nothing.
okay? SO PLEASE! LET TMR, THE LAST DAY OF THE WEEK BE A MEANINGFUL ONE!
thanks for listening. GOOD-BYE.

deciding.

2009-08-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

HOWDY!

work was okay today, if not bored...
bored because i was given a boring task,
of check all the telephone models in the east wing,
and recording the serial number.
couldn't really tell which one is the Serial Number.
so just pick one tat seemed likely. HAHAHA.
but need bend down, and my back hurts.
like at the end of the day, my back like gonna break liao. LOL.

after lunch, was looking for things to do.
so wandered to the Cosy Corner, to take a flask for TEA.
saw Shamsiah and a Intern, whose name i dunno how to spell. Sorry.
this intern saw me come in, and asked,
Intern: Hey, u want to play UNO?
Me: No... i am working.
Shamsiah and Intern: We both also working. One game only la.
Me: After some consideration, decided to join them.
Lose to the intern.
then decided to play one last round.
STILL LOSE TO HIM! BOOO!
after the game, the Intern asked me,
"After playing, u feel relaxed right?". i just smiled.
then Shamsiah replied, she oredi very relaxed.
then Intern, then nw she even more relaxed la.
dunno want to laugh or frown at tat.
we like have affinity.
i went to the wet pantry to wash the flask.
then in came Shamsiah and the Intern. HAHAHA.
then while clearing Boardroom later tat day,
saw them again.

and then, 3 onwards, i just worked on labeling the cupboards.
then clear MR 2 and Boardroom. wanted to go the pantry top up water flask.
but pple having meeting inside. so nvm lor.
tmr morning then do. then wait for 6 to come.

waited a while more for Cynthia.
haha. there was an empty seat on the train.
wanted her to sit but she pulled me down instead.
bt i am nt tat tired as compared to her.
thanks still.
on the way home she told me more about the company.
k. that's all! nights. bye!

p.s- i am really touched tat u actually said u had invite me to the passing-out parade if u made it to become officer. Not considering the fact tat we hadn't been in touch for quite some time oredi. well, even if u don't, i am still elated to know you have tat intention. Thanks for making my day! =D

i made a mistake!

2009-08-11T23:50:00.000-07:00

Hello.

still trying to settle myself at work.
everything's fine but somehow, i feel as though i am still struggling.
maybe it's just me.

at the start of work, i was wondering,
"Strange, not a single person asking for courier service".
normally there's is one or two packages to be couriered.
then Siew Wah came and asked me to fill 6 consignment notes.
then Lilian, with 8.
had trouble calling Singpost. the line went dead.
after countless attempts, Joyce got through.
then Joyce had to double check for mistakes.
if nt heads will roll. (i'm serious).
then the Singpost guy came at 4 going to be 5pm.
kinda rushed cos Siew Wah not done yet.
so like in the midst, there was a mistake la.
the postal code for one of the package has 7 numbers.
normal 6 mah.
then uh-oh. i didn't realised tat till i key-ed them into the computer.
hope it's nt that serious.
cos even if the postal code is wrong, ON the consignment note,
the post man can still refer to the envelop.
but oh well. i am going to work early tmr to call them to clarify.
dun want any unwanted trouble.

i think ever since i started work there,
there's been problems. with the photocopier, the water boiler.
this morning i poured water into the boiler,
but no reaction leh. so i thought it would boil later.
like last time, i pour, nothing happen.
but awhile later it's boiling.
then ard 5, someone come say the water nt hot at all.
LOL. it's my fault for not informing Joyce.
stupid me.
maybe i am a jinx after all.

then worked past 6 to finish recording all the consignment notes.
meeting May. she's coming from JE so she won't reach tat early.
hence i stayed to complete some work before leaving.
as usual, i reached earlier! =D
went Kopitiam eat dinner, then walked around.
got donuts from donut factory, and eat ice-cream.
as always, nice talking to her.

k. gotta go. NIGHTS. BYE.

...

2009-08-08T23:47:00.000-07:00

Hello.

went out at about 5?
to change the ezlink card.

then i went to cut my hair @ JP.
i told the person i want my hair long. shoulder-length la.
then now. so SHORT!
its hard to describe in words. but its so much shorter than i expected.
but still quite nice. maybe its cos they blow-dry it so its straighter.
when i go home, after a bathe, my hair will become frizzy and all.

okay. tats about all.

byebye.

dead tired, ok.

2009-08-07T22:14:00.000-07:00

HELL-O.

hahaha.
i had a real strange dream last night.
i dreamt of a person i least expected.
in the dream i saw him working in the same place as me!
LOL. anyway, he's a real nice guy.
sort of like a brother to me.
and then suddenly, i woke up.
CHEY! its only a dream. all tat happiness was for nothing.
used to talk to him about wad's bothering me.
he will then offer advice.
he now in ns la. so seldom talk oredi.
also dunno wad to say to him.
awkward.

oh ya. work was A-OKAY today.
reached the work place, got a few things to settle oredi.
lucky Cynthia was there.
and also Joyce was reachable*.
then go on my rounds at abt 9.
settled down.

saw Fizah. haven seen her for 2 days oredi.
learned some new things agn today.
like setting up the projector and lan cable.

today afternoon got this business Chinese course or something.
then got extra sandwiches! WEE~~~
i love sandwiches.
eat one when there are left-overs b4 continuing wadeva i was doing.

went home with Cynthia.
she live at Boon Lay too!!! Wad a coincidence.
it was nice talking to her.
though i felt like i talked too much.
and just realised i was quite mistaken abt some things too.
like wad someone said. its easy to doubt. Sorry.

kk. its a long entry. just like the previous one.
Hahaha. just felt like sharing my experiences at work.

byebye.

p.s-sorry but sometimes its hard to hear wad the other person
on the line want to say,
when u are talking, no. shouting.
feel so apologetic to the person.
she keep saying sorry cos she speak too soft.
but its not her fault.
the volume cant go any higher.
and i cant hear her when someone is shouting........

define inferior.

2009-08-06T23:09:00.000-07:00

hi.

woke up at 6.30 this morning.
first thing tat comes to my mind,
"AW man. why does it feel i barely slept at all last night"
struggling with the temptation of going bk to sleep.

went out, reached Boon Lay interchange.
there was an announcement.
something like there will be a delay of 35 mins.
i was like. SERIOUS?
Looking around me, the hordes of pple waiting to board the train,
all going to work.
and here u tell me there is a DELAY?
i board the train to Joo Koon. (Dun like standing in an oredi-crowded train)
at Joo Koon stn, waited till 8.05am before the train MOVE-ed.
still v.slow la.
every station, will stop for at least 7 mins.
i reached my workplace at 9am.
by right, if there's no disruptions, i had reach by 8.25.
i know i shouldn't complain,
cause problems like this rarely happen.
but i am caught off-guard.
i don't even have the number of my colleagues
to inform them i will be late.
when i reached, Joyce was like,
'I thought u were not coming oredi! And tat i gave u too much to do ytd'
i said no la. i tried calling Adecco to get the HR manager's number,
so she can help me inform my colleague.
but 8 plus, the person not even in!

work was okay today.
hope it remain tat way.
i learned how to use excel. but its really basic.
i dunno how to use the formula to calculate or something?
anyway, tmr i think i have a pile of consignment notes
to help record.
work was satisfying today too.
if all goes well, i just might extend my contract.
but still too early to say.
its only the 3rd day!
they dun have tat much expectations for me yet.

my colleague Joyce has a daughter.
and i can just see the love she has for her daughter!
i once heard her saying, i wont want to go travel alone.
i rather stay at home and be with my daughter.
sweet right.

anyway, suddenly feeling v.inferior.
haven felt tat way in like a long long time oredi.
and i really mean ages back.
really shocked.
no point saying more.
i wanna talk to someone, but nobody seems to come to this blog anymore.
the person i wanna talk to is nt online either.
and its not like i can talk to Shishi about this.
Yanyan won't understand a word i am saying.

p.s-now u know why.

good bye.

tmr, 7 August 2009, at 12.34am,
its 12.34.56.7.8.9. HAHAHAHAH. Shishi send me this text message.
rmbr-ed this silly thing tat happened once in this life time.

work.

2009-08-05T21:06:00.000-07:00

hello.

started work at CCS. it stands for competition commission of singapore.
working there as temp admin.
quite interesting. first day ytd was quite slack.
today quite busy. cause my colleague keep finding things for me to do.

tmr go in got some tasks to do oredi.
used the shredder machine today. scary.
so far, i managed to get up on time.
hope it stays this way. dun like get scolded by sis.

ANYWAY. 11 weeks and 2 days more to go!
I MUST TAHAN TILL THEN.
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

new job.

2009-07-31T00:10:00.000-07:00

well. Hello.

i just finished typing one entry.
and then i pressed the wrong key.
not gonna re-type.

went for interview in the morning,
then surrender my stuffs to borders in the afternoon,
and then dinner with May.

wish her luck for her remaining weeks of I.A.

k. gotta go. bye

jobs. depression.

2009-07-29T17:30:00.000-07:00

hihi.

haven been blogging lately.

my apologies.

been looking for jobs.

but they dun seem to last.

i am determined to stay at borders,

at the very least give it a try,

but something happened.

ARGH!!!! I just can't seem to sleep early.

looking for another job now.

feel like asking kino if they hiring.

i prefer kino than borders too. =D

maybe its cause i am more familiar with kino

while in borders, just so strange feeling and lots of pressure.

kk. i am done. CYA

big bang - lies

2009-06-19T03:12:00.000-07:00

hey hey.

just wanted to share this song.
Big Bang(buang, the way Shishi keep pronouncing their names to irritate me)- Lies

i like the chorus. "i'm so sorry but i love you ."
the video gt story one. =D

p.s- been reading vampire knight. hahahaha
kk. gtg. byebye

Escape theme park!

2009-06-13T01:32:00.000-07:00

hello!

haha. went to escape last wednesday, with Yeeling, Huiting, Jingwen, Jianing and Xuelin!
i met Xuelin first, and then Ht, Jw, Jn came.
went kfc for lunch while waiting for Yeeling.

then set off to pasir ris!!
hahaha. was feeling abit tired oredi.
cos i slept at ard 6am in the morning the night b4. LOL

when we reached, we were told tat some rides are nt available.
kinda wasted.
went on the pirate ship for 3 times.
the 1st time, i thought my heart was gonna fly out.
the 2nd time, it was still okay. keep laughing bt didnt scream.
the 3rd time, feel dizzy oredi.

the family roller coaster was fun!! i like.

went to the haunted house. OMG! so scary la.
grabbed hold of Yeeling's arm all the way.
the sound effects only make it worse.
much less the displays.

and then went to tampinese 1, for dinner.
then to the old tampinese mall. Jianing wanted to go to Cotton On.
I went home first. cos wasn't feeling so good.
and then home sweet home! =D

was really glad i came out and had fun together with them.
must thanks Huiting for organizing this outing.

so ya. gtg. cya. bb!

Night at the museum 2

2009-06-03T15:10:00.000-07:00

hello!

went to watch Night at the Museum 2 with Yeeling.
fortunately, the queue wasn't long.
got the tickets and then walked ard Jp while waiting for Yeeling.

i think the movie's funny.
unlike what Shishi said. hahahaha.
after tat went to get a headset plus mic.
then Yeeling treat me to lunch.
the spicy and sour soup, reminded me of
those shark fin soup u normally buy at pasar malam.

then went to look for Huiting,
and then home.
weee~ tried to plug in the headset after dl-ing skype.
lol. then talked to my fren.
Shishi and Yanyan keep thinking i am talking to myself,
until i passed them the headset.
their reaction was. HAHAHAHAH

kk. tats it for today.
byebye.

p.s- whats wrong with you?
sometimes i keep thinking about you.
along with it comes disappointment.
terribly upset.

hello!!

2009-05-29T15:03:00.000-07:00

hello!

haha. again, sorry. haven been blogging.
last week went to the asiasoft game fest with May~!
we went to the maplestory booth,
and tried walking ard to see the other booths.
but too crowded.
we hang ard for a little bit.
cos i was thinking whether anot to buy some of the items on sale.

then we had lunch.
and then shop around suntec.
May got me a pair of earrings which i admired but
didnt buy the last time we were there. =D
its made to look like a angel. v.nice!
shall take a picture and post it here next time!

she told me stuff that was going on in school.
then we went on separate ways.
May going to watch Angels and Demons with her sister.
and i went to Yeeling's house.

haha. watched tv then she say help me apply make-up.
SO COOOL!
played with Lucky.
then went to had dinner at the food court near her house.
western food.
i order fish and chips and ham and egg.
LOL.
Yeeling ordered pork chop and ham and bacon.
like alot right.
but i was kinda hungry then.
alas, didnt finish. so ta-bao the fries.

Yeeling brought Lucky down for a walk, then i went home.
tired.
Mum, and the rest thought the make-up was nice. =D

p.s- thanks May and Yeeling for the presents!

kk. gtg. byebye.
shall try to update more regularly.

i was wrong

2009-05-01T00:46:00.000-07:00

hello all!

haha. there's a new baby~
v.cute but also naughty.

ytd morning, hear him cry.
got up to see wad happen.
he throw tantrum. cos don't want to drink milk.
lol.

bro play with him,
his reaction come 5 secs after.
hahahaha.

kk. nth else to say.
byebye.

long time no see

2009-04-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

hello all!

haha. haven't been blogging for quite sometime.

gonna post some screenshots while playing maple.

lol.

i dunno what else to blog about.

goodbye then.

take care all.

byebye.

Nobody - Wonder Girls.
i saw the title of this shop. LOL

true.

2009-03-31T00:18:00.000-07:00

get lost.

i don't want to see you.

serious.

i wasn't angry. maybe a little.

nor am i disappointed.

yeah. i have been a disappointment.

can i run away from this freaking house?

yeah. i am addicted to maplestory!

too bad. when i start working, i will still play.

Mum, sorry for bringing u down with me.

YanYan, thanks for lending a helping hand!

why does this happen?

yup. i was the cause of it all.

thanks.

do you know...?

2009-03-10T00:13:00.000-07:00

hi.

my Mum says i am starting to look like 1 of those comp addicts.
who face the comp all day long.
play play play.
ya. i am a lazy bum.
hahaha.

do you know how it feels like to be trapped,
suffocating you?

is it a taboo for me to be happy?

i wonder.

bye.

Come back to me

2009-03-06T23:22:00.000-08:00

hello.

sorry. haven't been blogging.
but the point is. who comes in to read?
my life's too dull.
haha.

i realised that i couldn't count on you for help.
never.

listen to Utada Hikaru's new song! COME BACK TO ME!
she look so different.
the lyrics sound a little weird to me, but still, i love it!

looking for a new blogskin.
lol. tired of looking at the same one.

btw. i am a hypocrite.
remember that.
in the midst of changing, 70% left to go.

bye.

Come Back To Me - Utada

excuse me?

2009-02-13T04:30:00.000-08:00

hello dear friend!

what's up?
how's life?
has everything been well?

can i ask you something?
what's with the animosity?
huh?
what happened to the last few months we spent together?
chatting happily, hanging out...etc?
yeah. it was so short.
so short a time that we were really friends.

there's only 1 person on my mind,
as to who tagged my blog.
and that's you.
yeah. it could have been some passer-bys who dropped by.

so? whatever.
just wanted to say, right now,
i feel like pointing a gun at you.
Shishi says i am too violent.
well, so what?
i know i hurt you before,(how many times have i repeated this?)
and i was genuinely sorry,
but now? payback time?
thanks. its hurting a lot now.

what goes around, comes around?
no need to waste time writing out.
1 word will do.
Karma.
man, i am not stupid.
...

gotta go.
bye.

p.s-i laughed so much that it hurt.
did you realise that it was all just a facade.

how do you define despair?
disappointment?
fear?
sadness?

its only a matter of time before i _ ...

i'm left speechless.

2009-02-10T22:41:00.000-08:00

Hello!

hahaha. didn't blog for the past few days. or is it weeks?
well, whatever.

i notice that i am more prone to falling sick these days.
must be too much soft drinks and stuff. lol.

so today's post will be a short one.

bye!

p.s- i am utterly disappointed. what happened? what's with the cold shoulder?
you are hurting me..
i know i hurt you a few times before with my arrogance.
but i have changed. so its payback time now?

i'm left speechless.

2009-02-10T06:37:00.000-08:00

goodbye.

2009-01-20T00:05:00.000-08:00

hello!

haven been blogging for the past few days..
sorry!
was sick for the past few days.
haha.

finally.
went to see a doctor.
while on the way there.
i realized that Jigsaw Puzzle World, at JP,
relocated to the basement there,
connecting the new JP and old JP together there.
which is a good thing.
yay! i love jigsaws!

i have made up my mind.
thanks for everything.
i will come back whenever possible.
take care everyone.

thanks.
see ya soon. =)

thanks.

2009-01-15T02:39:00.000-08:00

hello.

finally. got to talk to him.
but it wasn't a very nice one.
couldn't stop crying.

***,

when will you listen?
why do you like to assume all the time?
does it mean that when i start working,
i won't be able to stop working and go study?
the point here is for me to work and save up money so that i can go to MDIS,
to pursue a course in psychology.

i know that if i want you to pay,
u won't want to.
and so i make things easier for you.
all i need you to do is agree.
i don't need you to help me pay, not even a single cent.
i just want your approval.
is that so hard?

why are you so bend on making my life difficult?
first, u said i didn't discuss with you.
now that i did, you turn a deaf ear.
for god's sake.
this is my life!
i can always turn my back against you.
but i did not.
despite of all the things you have done.

Mum told me i should fight for my own rights.
but how am i suppose to go around doing that?
tie you to the chair,
hold a knife to your face and threaten you?
or better still.
chase me away from this house.
you don't have to.
i will leave by myself.
just say it!

i still hold the slightest respect for you.
but u just blew it away.
how could you?
HOW COULD U SAY THAT?!!!
FREAKING BASTARD!
IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I ASK MYSELF 'WHY'.
CAUSE U ARE CRAZY.
U GONE INSANE! THAT'S WHY.

When you witness a crime,
the fact that you didn't go forward to stop the crime from happening,
you are as good as the criminal him or herself.

(i saw this phrase in a book, long ago.
but i keep remembering this few sentences. though nt exact.
couldn't rmbr which book it came from.)

P.s-i am starting to find myself at a loss of words.

thanks to all who listened to me when i was down.
your listening ear was good enough.
thanks for being there. =)

what a bitch.

2009-01-14T01:32:00.000-08:00

first him.

now you.
you wanna declare a cold war?
bring it on!
washing my hands off you.
why waste my time being nice to you.

everytime i ask u to lower your voice,
u pretend to not hear me.
yadda yadda yadda.
hello.
i am human. i got emotions.
i am nt a ROBOT. who don't get mad no matter how bad you treat them.
wtf.

stuck.

2009-01-12T15:27:00.000-08:00

hello.

i just looked at my o'level results.
maybe nt just. an hour ago.
saw it. and went, 'OH MY GOD?!'
indeed.

after which, i told my Mum,
and went into my room.
locked the door.
listened to the songs in my ipod on full blast.
looked through the book of courses in polytechnics, etc.

after a while, i came out.
and asked Mum.
Me: Are you disappointed?
Mum: No.What are you doing in the room just now?
Me: Looking at the courses available. Why? You think i am going to hurt myself?

and then i told her abt NAFA, its a Arts School.
and that i might quit school,
and work and save money to go into MDIS.
she agreed that since i dun have the heart to study in ITE, in biotechnology,
i should quit school. and work.
since i am that interested in psychology.
but Dad confirm want me to finish my studies in ITE.
and the problems begin again.
ShiShi thinks i should finish my studies too.
Don't do things halfway, she said.
but hello?
the certificate i received after graduating is nt a diploma cert.

yeah. whatever.
its my life.
and its not going to be easy to fight for my rights.

gotta go.
byebye.

2nd day of school.

2009-01-06T00:59:00.000-08:00

hello!

i am like exhausted,
but i still find time to blog.
haha.
friday maybe going eat Sakae Sushi with May.
muahahaha.
sunday, depending on circumstances, bring Mum go Ma Maison eat.

k. no more mood to blog. =(
bye.

work?

2009-01-02T00:39:00.000-08:00

hi.

its the 2nd day of the new year!
i won't say i had a extremely good day at work,
but thanks to colleagues, and Serenena,
i feel better. =)

went to eat breakfast with Yeeling.
after that, walked ard the new JP,
and then went to work.
was very surprised when i realised i reached at 11.20.
sit outside of kino,
and then while walking towards the restaurant,
saw Douglas.
ask me company him while he go smoke before going to work.
reached.
wasn't very tired throughout,
but keep dropping stuff.
went to the bank.
came back, went for break.

and then blah blah blah.
went home with Vernon.
he came to eat at Ma Maison.
lol.
tired.
night. byebye.

why?

2009-01-01T23:14:00.000-08:00

why why why why why.
why do all this.
you asshole.

why do you insist on degrading yourself.
its already this low. (showing a teeny little bit.)
you want to make it even lower?
like on a scale of 1 to 10,
it was 4. now 1.
wtf.

Happy 2009!

2009-01-01T02:59:00.000-08:00

dunno why.
first, i got stepped on by Douglas, then Linda (or was it Net?), then Alvin.
and then Vanessa stepped on my apron.
RAWR!!!
dunno why.
am i that quiet that they didn't realise i am behind them?
put me in a really bad mood.

anyway, while serving the diners at table 6,
they were having a good sense of humor.
haha.
anyway, while repeating their orders,
they said i speak too fast.
i repeat, slowing down.
and then they still said i was fast.
and then one of them said, its okay.
its the last day of the year, pple tend to go crazy.
and i said. no. i always speak like that.
and added, i am sane. LOL.
seriously.

yeah. after work, tried to send New Year messages.
failed. like wth? i tried frm 11.20 to 11.50.
still waiting. end up i cancel. and then went back home.
dun feel like going home though.
rang Yeeling and asked if i can go her house.
but i cant!! cause its late, and last bus is at 12.20am?
like, i reach, put 1 feet in, and then i have to turn around and walk back to the bus-stop.
HAHA. k. i am exaggerating.

yeah. went MAC to eat supper, all alone, by myself. HAHA. no la.
went home. talked to Mum, bathe.
and here i am. B-L-O-G-G-I-N-G.
haha. kk. gotta go.
tmr working 11.
cya.
bye.

day out.

2008-12-30T22:37:00.000-08:00

hello.

ytd i was invited to go drinking with my colleagues,
but i didn't go.
cause;
a) its very late, and i dun think i have enough money to cab home,
b) i will probably be drinking soft drinks, since i dun "drink"
anyway, they were at Carpenter's Street.
kinda miss the oportunity to see what a pub is like.
MUAHAHAHA. nvm. next time i go. earlier. lol.
tmr will be Alvin's last day!
haha. dunno what to say,
except that's he's a pretty good manager. =D

today, woke up, saw Mum and Hayden.
he don't look like he wants to sleep.
considering how hyper-active he looks. lol.

went out and meet Vernon.
was chilling out at Starbucks,
when i saw Valerie and a ex-student councillor.
actually while waiting for my frappucinio,
i find her familiar, and then Valerie came up to say hi.
long time no see!
Good luck for your barista test this thursday!! =D

and then, we went to Orchard, to Kinokuniya.
walked around, saw Yati.
but didn't go over to say hi.
haha. last time i did, she cant rmbr who i was.
saw Beekoon at counter A!
haha. Yati came over, and again, she cant rmbr my name.
LOL.
after that went to HMV at the Hereen.
saw a lot of OSTs.
and then went to Cathy Cineleisure.
wanted to watch Bedtime Stories, but tickets were sold out.
settled for the 4.50 slot. kinda late.
went to Koufu, and then Vernon's cousin reached.
slack there for a while more,
and then followed them to Famous Amos to get cookies,
then upstairs to the Candy bar for popcorn and drinks.
salted for me,
sweet for them.
kinda regret, cause the salted popcorn looks really dry.

went into the cinema,
incidently dropped some porcorn.
haha. nt considered a lot. brush them off.
and then as Vernon was passing back the bag of popcorn,
i didnt hold properly, it dropped again.
now its like a lot?
was laughing a lot.
and i pity the person who have to clean the cinema later.
so sorry.

Bedtime stories is really funny!

haha. the guinea pig look really...
anyway nice story!
yup.
after that went to the Paragon,
and then back to JP.
nice meeting his cousin, Royston.
had BK for dinner!

muahaha.
gotta go!
will be working everyday till sunday!
boo!

Like a Star by Solbi

2008-12-28T00:40:00.000-08:00

Solbi's one of the brides in We Got Married.
like the song. its like a star.

back.

2008-12-27T01:52:00.000-08:00

hello everyone!

i am back!!! =DD
haha. the plane landed at about 12 plus ytd morning.
seriously. i don't think i had want to fly on a plane anymore.
i feel like throwing up half of the time.

anyway, last Wednesday, woke up at about 3.30.
actually i didn't want to sleep, but i did, for 1 hour. only.
hahaha. yeah. everyone was like grumpy.
sleep derived. don't blame them. lol.
but i still went "Why do you look so tired?"
MUAHAHAHA.
waited for the maxi cab downstairs while talking to Vernon.
yeah. i knows its 5am in the morning.
haha. Thanks! :)
reached. had breakfast. Dad was rushing me.
hello? i haven't had breakfast, k?
wth.
went to board the plane.
it was raining.
had to take umbrella, some which are broken,
and walk to the plane. sigh*
got a window seat!! haha.
and then...reached Bangkok, at abt 9.
went to checkout. was the first to come out.
look around the baggage chain, trying to look for our luggage.
and then i realised i went to the wrong one.
HAHA. Dad oredi take 1 oredi.
i took one, the other i cant recognise which one.
and then Sis came and took the last one.

took taxi van to the hotel.
its The Bangkok City Suite.
the driver brought us to Bangkok City Inn.
lol. reached. have lunch at the hotel.
the food was so-so.
went up to rest for a bit.
then went to Platinum Shopping Center to shop.
got a black blouse!! =DD
and a bag, which is quite cute and a watch.
had dinner at the food court.
lol. had teriyaki chicken with YanYan.
after dinner, the rest went to shop somemore. i was tired.
so went to sit down somewhere while the rest continued shopping.

second day;
went to Thailand's FLOATING MARKET.
seriously, so cool. while the boat is moving,
water slashes up. so nt nice.
but the experience is a very nice one!
shopping on water. haha.
bought some souvenirs.
Mum and Dad were bargaining with the shop owners.
haha. the expressions on their faces when they say Noooo.
but not bad. most of them use the calculator to tell us the price of that product we want to get.
which is quite good. since they dun speak our language,
nor do we theirs.
after that. ride in the taxi van for like 2 hours or more,
before we reached our next destination.
its a temple cum palace i think.
but its closed for the day.
then the policeman brought us to a place.
walk so fast. he keep pointing to his pouch or sth. which has a police badge or sth.
he brought us to a harbour in which the lady working there took over.
the lady say taking the boat can lead to another temple.
its 900 bath per person. which is like 37 SDG?!
haha. conman. the policeman also.
thought he so nice to bring us there. tsk.
went to another temple, which took like another 1 hr.
went in to pray, took pictures, walk ard.
went back to the hotel, had dinner at the same restaurant.
since got 2- free 30 minutes internet coupons,
went down to the lobby and talked to Vernon and Yeeling,
using e-buddy.
went to bed.

third day;
Mum shook me awake.
went down for breakfast, then the Uncle who drove us around ytd,
brought us to MBK. its a shopping center, which its kinda outdated.
for my sisters and me. HAHA.
went back to Platinum to shop.
not me. Shishi and my Sis, cause they didnt finish shopping the other day.
went to the food court to chill.
got a glass of apple juice.
kinda irked by the person blending the apple
throw the apple with such force as if the apple let her down
but when it comes to the person next to me,
nice and polite. like WTH?!
Yanyan went to joined Shishi and sis,
while Mum and i sat down somewhr.
had dinner, went back to the hotel.
watch Super Junior M, and some other korean stars.

fourth day;
went to the much anticipated Chatuchak! =D
its only opened during the weekend.
went in, saw some tees which i think suits me more than those seen in Platinum.
actually got la. but during the 1st and 3rd day,
feeling very moody, so didnt bother to search, just tag behind.
muahahaha. but today feeling abit happy since going back to SINGAPORE.
see something i like, buy. haha.
got a pair of shoes, a few t-shirts.
theirs quite unique. gt 2 tees frm this brand. Punk Berry.
something different .
ard 2, went back to the hotel to rest and pack up.
and then leave for the airport.
reached, waited to check in.
check in oredi, had dinner.
very angry, cause Dad keep rushing us.
seriously, everyone's being so paranoid.
and then gt a incident. dun want to talk abt it.
rushed down to the departure area.
the door's nt even opened yet?!!
lol. board the plane.
feel so sick.
after some time, reached!
Dad went to get liquor, and asked me if i want to get anything.
got absolute vodka. LOL.
was so surprised.
went home. yay!

Christmas Party

2008-12-20T00:53:00.000-08:00

hello.

woke up vomitting.
feeling so sick but took no initiative to go see a doctor.
all they give is cough syrup.

anyway. went out with Mum in the afternoon,
to pray at the temple near Bugis Junction.
after that, Mum said she wanted to go visit the Hindu temple,
which is only next to the temple we went to.
and it opens only at 4.30pm.
admired the architecture, while waiting.

then after that, Mum went to the boutiques to look at some clothes,
and then we took train back to Boon Lay.
suddenly, i received a msg frm May.
she's also in Bugis, Food Junction with her sister and friends.
too bad couldn't go find her.
rushing for time. haha.
cause i told Vernon that i had reach before 6pm.

end up, i reach at 6.30pm,
in which Vernon and Danny came to fetch me.
i was told of the lame reason why Danny came down with Vernon.
haha. really funny.
reached, and saw the food.
well. i think i believe they spent the day preparing all that food.

finished eating, wait for a while.
and then go up to Vernon's room to play daidee with Danny.
lady luck is on my side today,
seeing as how i keep winning.
muahahaha!
10pm came, and i gotta go.

took cab to JP.
went to the new 24 hrs fair price to get tang yuan.
tmr is the day for eating tang yuan.
was flooded with people and terribly cold.
Danny's face was flushed.
kept asking if he was drunk. lol.
Vernon appear a-okay.
(they drink a bottle of Tennessee before leaving.)
i drank lemon tea and then lemonade.

apparently, i told Vernon that i like lemon tea and chrysanthemum tea.
they got 6 packets of chrysanthemum tea, and a carton of lemon tea.
haha, but i am nt a water bucket.
can't possibly finish them all. but still, thanks!

went to Mac to chill for a while
before going home. thanks for the company!
byebye.

thanks for everything

2008-12-19T03:05:00.000-08:00

found this song by accident.
isn't it nice.
enjoy.

have been sick.
cough cough*
thanks for caring. =D

p.s-this video only have the lyrics,
but the quality is way better.
enjoy!

thinking.

2008-12-16T01:51:00.000-08:00

ma maison, at japan.

hello.

reached bugis junction quite early,
so decided to head to mac for some fries.
(hadn't had my breakfast)

went to work.
again, my punch card is quite messy.
not like i can help me.
puh-lease. its automatic, but u need to push the card down a little to reach that row.
like today's 16, it skipped to 18 or 19.

saw Linda, Douglas, and Janet.
Linda is a new staff, just like me.
Douglas and Janet have been here for months.
a incident happened ytd and Linda told me to beware of someone.
i agree. haha. i mean we are the new staff.
dun expect us to know EVERYTHING when we just started out.

this's my first time working on a weekday!
wee~ kinda busy.
working with Linda was nice.
she's so helpful! thanks for asking me whether i want to buy contacts.
break at 3pm.
went to Food Junction and had chicken rice.
linger around for a while more before heading back.
saw someone unfamiliar.
realised that he's a staff at central's Ma Maison.

went to slp for a while. 5.30pm came.
get back to work.
not so busy. night came. and a couple was drinking glasses of red wine.
while walking ard, saw their faces kinda red.
and after that, they were slping. LOL.
but they woke up.
wasn't that busy.

10pm came. can go home.
but decided to stay for supper.
haha. tonkatsu pork cutlet in tomato sauce.
interesting. waiting till 11 plus.
down the food and hurry to the train station take last train.
with Janet and Douglas.

Janet live at AMK.
while Douglas at Bukit Gombak. i also dunno where.

Bro fetched me home.
thanks a lot. i know its late.
when we reached home, he wrote something on a post-it pad.
here goes "there's poo on the floor near the lifts. be careful of whr u step. "]
haha. so considerate. he pasted it on the door.

Serenia (dunno whether the spelling correct),
told me that if i find the job at BJ tough,
she can transfer me over to Central.
which is half the size of BJ's Ma Maison,
and less hectic. muahaha. sometimes, its nt the environment.
not gonna elaborate.

kk. gtg now.
byebye.

why should i bother?

2008-12-15T02:24:00.000-08:00

i shouldn't be putting in so much effort.
since its not going to work out.

damn it.

2008-12-15T02:09:00.000-08:00

hello.

tmr working 12-10!
so boring. lalala. shouldn't be complaining!
dun be angry even if your colleagues keep asking you to do things,
just because you look very free,
and you can barely hear them. =)

i went to shop at the new JP.
really huge! and its linked to the old JP..
cool.

anyway, i dunno how many times i will be saying this.
but, i will be quitting my job at Ma Maison.
but i will be looking for another one.
someone got a psp 3000 from her bf.
so jealous. i mean, i have been wanting a psp, way back.
and she's nt a gamer. i mean, she's not that into games.
no offense, jie.

why must i feel so down?
she got a psp.
and you have a office job.
me? just some waitress. with my hands sprained.
yeah. who cares?!
just some wastrel in the family who keeps spending.

omg. feeling so sad.
did i do something wrong agn?
why. why must you do this?!
if you think i am such a burden, then pls.
by all means, tell me to shut up.
i will. and forget i ever had a sis like you.
i mean, WHAT THE HELL?
if you got a problem.
dun go around whispering shit things.
just come right up, and say it right to me.
why be a coward.
we can settle this. i am not a unreasonable person.
btw, a habit is nt a habit if its easy to change.
remove the h, you get a bit,
remove the a, you still have bit,
remove the b, u still have it.

i am not all perfect like you.
you got the job. what else did u want?
really. sick of this stupid game.

bye.

time for a QUIZ.

2008-12-12T02:29:00.000-08:00

hello.
a quiz i picked from ShiShi's blog.

1. Do you have secrets?

-Yes. I have a very dark past. LOL. kidding.
but yeah. there are some things that i prefer to keep to myself.
ask me and maybe i will answer you. again. kidding =D

2. Would u fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?

-Nope. Thing is. I think their mindset is that of a kid. (no offense)
But not all guys are. Depends?

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

-Till eternity? When u say 'someone you really love', its hard to let go.
when its tat precious.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars.

-Give one quarter of it to my family to enjoy life.
half of it to charity, MAKING SURE ITS PUT INTO GOOD USE.
the other quarter put it in the bank for rainy days. (who knows what will happen in the future?)

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?

-Working at Ma Maison. 3 till 10.30.
i wonder how i will pull through.

6. Which is more blessed ; loving someone or being loved by someone?

-Of course its being loved by someone.
but loving someone is something blessed for them, i hope.

7. What do you love doing?

-Reading!
and going to the movies.
a scary movie every now and then is like an apple a day,
keeps the doctor away. lol.
i love cycling. but i haven't done so in (god knows how long)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

-Wish them eternal happiness?
yeah. i know it sounds extremely fake.
but thats the best present you can give them.

9. Is there anything that make you extremely happy?

-i dunno. i am quite simple-minded in a way that if u help me,
no matter how big or small the matter is, it moves me. :)
or getting me something i really wanted.

10. Do you secretly dislike anyone without them knowing?

-i like to play good, cause last time i was really bad.
but if i dislike someone, i will let them know it!
so they can feel my anger! ROAR!
but i do have pple that i dun like but they just don't know it.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

-i can't see yet.
i may have decided on the path i wanted to go. but my parents dun support my decision.
if i really go ahead. maybe. our relationships will be like that of a tightrope.
u fall, be ready to say 'BYEBYE'. maybe to XXX.
or it could be a comfortable life with no worries, with my Mum and family.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

-My Mum, siblings, (even though 1 of them also make me angry), and my best friends.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?

-hmm. my family. except for XXX.
if not for them. i won't be here. well and alive. =D
although i do have some bad habits, like my phone ringing in the morning,
keep waking my sisters up. =p

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

-Married but poor. Poor won't be poor when you are the happiest person on the earth.

15. What is your favourite colour?

-Black and sky-blue. i wear black mostly. but sometimes, shades of red are quite nice too.
when i look at the sky, it gives me a sense of comfort.

16. If you are attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?

-Leave him. I need a sense of security.
if i don't get that from him, then there's no point in staying right?
maybe it will change when i really fall in love.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?

-Nope. So sorry. but everytime i think of what you did,
i can't just let go. i know i hurt u first.
but what you done is unforgivable.

unless that person is really sorry about his/her actions, i had forgive and forget.

18. What would you want to tell someone you like?

-i dunno. i haven't meet someone i really like.

19.What if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs (only god knows what) with other girls/guys?

-Wash my hands off him. Bye!
I won't smile like wad my sister, Shishi said.
but i will later. having know what he's really like.

20. Do you believe that there is "Love at First Sight?"

-I do.

kk. done. hope i am not too long-winded. =D

you're the bitch.

2008-12-12T01:41:00.000-08:00

ytd, my teacher asked me to kill you,
for bringing the whole team down with you.
ASSHOLE.

i know my teacher is kidding.

been dancing in the rain

2008-12-11T23:43:00.000-08:00

hello!

gonna squeeze past week's events into 1 entry.
cause i am lazy. LOL.

recently, found a job at Ma Maison.
tired. stressed. over-worked.
the last part is a joke. but seriously.
the time pass by so slowly.
even though it seem like its running. but it seem to be on a standstill.
My sisters and i!Mum and I!

anyway, last sat, went to my cousin's wedding!
it was very nice.
after the wedding, went to gather for a while.
bonding session. haha.
its not often that Mum come back and visit often anyway.

then left with Auntie, who drove in front.
they were heading back to Singapore, so we parted ways near Johor Bahru.
we were heading to Dad's sister's house.
got lost, and went to a nearby coffee shop to have supper,
while Aunt and Uncle came to pick us.
went to their new house, which was very neat!

took some photos and played UNO in the room,
while Mum and Dad was downstairs talking to Uncle and Aunt.

next morning, went for breakfast.
shopped around, and we were on our way back to Singapore!
stopped at GIANT to get some stuff.

reached Singapore at about 7.
could have been earlier, but there was a traffic jam at the check point.
but not as worse as when we went there on Malaysia.
it stretched all the way out.

today. lesson starts at 8.
so early. saw QinYi on the MRT. =D
went to school together.

no PM1 today,
and since lecture is at 1..
May and I headed to East Point, to eat, and shop a little.
got a pair of earrings and some,
and then went to Kobayashi to eat lunch.
couldn't say the food was tat fantastic.
lol. took cab back to school. because it looks like we were somewhat going to be late.
though we can walk back to school.

got back our Lab Math test results.
Congrats to May for scoring so well!
after lecture was tut.
end at 3pm.
like early?! went to cafe 1 to chill.
4pm we had to go to comp lab to do resume, for IA.
boring. reached there at about 3.45. the room's oredi open,
and some pple were oredi done.
haha. i got mine done in 15 minutes.
send to teacher, wait for May, and then we are free to go!

but its raining heavily.
booboo. decided to "dance" in the rain with May.
we were totally drenched by the time we reach the bus-stop.
haha. the security guard near the gate so unkind.
didn't offer us his umbrella. LOL. jk.
but its kinda fun.
haven been running around under the rain.
need to apologize to May for making her run with me under the rain.
SORRY! lol. was cold and wet while on the train home.

last day of school tmr.
quiting my job soon.
byebye.

Terminal 3

2008-11-23T00:35:00.000-08:00

hello.

today, went to Terminal 3 of Changi Airport.
hohoho. being the good person that i am,(kidding)
went to send Vernon off. he's going to Japan for a holiday!!
omg. damn envious can. haha.
i will go there soon! just u wait.
kk. enough.

when i reached,
went to change.
i came directly frm school.
technically speaking, i can take a bus just outside school.
lol.

reached, and Vernon told me that i had to take a skytrain.
but i am oredi at Terminal 3.
wandered ard, waiting for him to reach.
i wasn't wearing specs, so i cant see v.well.
it wasn't until he was a metre away before i could see him.
LOL. he dyed his hair bright red,

surprise surprise.
walked around, and he had to go for dinner.
i went to the coffee bean to chill.
their peppermint ice-blended coffee is really nice.
go try it when u're there.
but i dun really like the gingerbread man biscuit..

its oredi 8, Danny and their friend Nicholas haven't reached.
and i'm like bored.
dump my biscuit and went to walk around.
huge place. Vernon came back.

decided to wait for Danny and Nicholas.
called home to tell Mum i will be home late.
they reached.
and Vernon need to go in to the departure hall?

bid byebye,
and then train home.
yeah.

bye.

Singapore Expo.

2008-11-15T02:27:00.000-08:00

i saw this pic on deviantart. v.unique.me and my friend! weee~

hello..

sorry readers, i keep starting my blog entry with a 'hello'.
it could be a tradition or simply because i am running out of creative juice,
whatever it may be, just be glad i am blogging.
kidding. but yeah.
sometimes blogging seems to be a hassle to me.
but since today is a special day, (like any others, whether its happy, sad or angry)
it should be kept, in case i forget, and look back at memory lane.

sometimes i tend to re-read some of my older entries,
and laugh at myself. haha. the stupidity in it and such.

today, i went to the Singapore Expo, for the first time in my life.
i know what you pple are thinking, but i'm serious! i am not kidding. =D
for the Asia Pacific Food Expo, with Mum and YanYan.

took train to tanah merah, which they complained that the journey was long,
and i replied, i travel there everyday before taking a bus to school.
lol.
then alight, took another train to Expo.

we were lost initially when we reached.
went up the escalators, where there is a sale,
v.crowded. lol. wanted to go back down, but both escalators were heading the same direction-up.
so we went to the other end, walk down the hallway.
wanted to go toilet, but only 1 cubicle!!
and people are like waiting. walk down, still 1 only,
gawd. gave up and decided to wait for 1..

after that asked 1 auntie where is Hall 5, where the food expo is held.
its downstairs. and we were like "..." (thanks Auntie)
haha. when we went downstairs, there's a croc sale, and the Q was like so long,
all the way to the lobby.
lol.

walk straight and i saw a MPH book sale!!
then i went, "Mum! Got book sale!!! i want to see!!!!"
muahahaha, and Mum and Yanyan was exchanging glances,
which i replied with a sarcastic, "what?" lol.
went in, and saw lots of books, and started to pick up 1 here, and another there.
basically hunting for books.
found a few Series of Unfortunate Events,
and i accidently picked 2 of the same book, but differrent design,
where i only realised when i get home.
how unfortunate. 8 bucks just flew away.
and some other books.
yay! i am a happy person.
but we need to Q to pay for the books, and like crocs, the Q was like long, but not that long,
where, even though Mum and Yanyan were Q-ing while i get the books,
still a long way to go.

thanks Mum and Yanyan for helping me.

after that went to the food expo,
which is like crowded with people.
and its super uncomfortable when the stack of books i was holding,
is quite heavy.
halfway through, we decided to go back.
since it's late, didn't go Bugis, head to JP.

had Pizza Hut for dinner.
hohoho. i had pasta, Mum had tom yum baked rice, Yanyan had baked rice too,
and i had pasta.
the ice lemon tea there is so bitter. yucks.

then we had to go NTUC buy some snacks for bro.
he went to friend house watch scoccer i think.
and finally, home sweet home!
yeah! =D
gotta go.
byebye.

10 Minutes - Lee Hyo Ri

does miracles exsit?

2008-11-13T11:35:00.000-08:00

hello.

went to school today.
bet everyone missed me after MIA-ing for 2 days.
LOL. kidding.

the day before, went to see the doc,
went for a blood test. the person who drew blood from my left arm,
asked me this question.
nurse: are you scared of injections?
the thing that first came to my mind was,
"what? why is she asking such a stupid question."
she should thank god that i was screaming or anything.
but it seem to left a small bruise in my arm.
she can still say, "okay, done"
when i turned back, the syringe is still in my arm.
oh, how reassuring..

i didn't take any of the medicine prescribed for me.
muahahaha!

okay. today's lessons was like slack.
i reached class to find 1 person present in my group, only.
so i went to Joanna's group,
play DJ MAX on her psp. =D
talked albeit. i saw the cards they were making for PM1 project.
it looked like a lot of efforts were put to make those cards.
think i am going to get one for Mum's birthday.

and then do Lab Math tutorial..
boring. also don't know how to do.
when May and WeiXuan reached, we played daidee.
hahaha.
went for lunch, play dd again, then GM lecture.
WAS SO BORING.
Ms Fong just went on and on.

and then Lab math tut, done by 4, Yippee!
and went home.
so many 'went' in today's entry.
lol.

and and my comp choose to broke down.
maybe the 'broke down' is too exaggerated.
i accidentally disabled the internet connection,
and can't seem to get it back on.
asked Bro for help, and you know what he said?

bro: you know, now when the comp breaks down, you have to pay me to fix it back.

me: why? btw, it didn't break down. the internet connection is down.

bro: and you know why? because you all always like to put rubbish in. and to be fair, pay a fine.

me: fine.

after he left, i was cursing to myself. (kidding. i am wearing a halo. i am not that evil. =D)
i mean, my god. it's not rubbish, ok. wth

gtg.
byebye.

i hope everything remain the same as they was.
thanks.

so long, pal.

2008-11-09T02:10:00.000-08:00

hello.

haven't been blogging lately.
either playing MapleSEA or Audition, or,
trying to download Audition on this other comp.
in which i have been trying for5 days now.
i mean, first it won't start,
then what, errors, need to download patch, and stuff.
damn freak-ed out.

i started knitting. again.
i am so lousy.
but just feeling like knitting, so went into a shop and bought 2 sticks, and a yarn ball.
now my second finger hurts,
cause both sides of the stick are pointed, not so narrow,
ouch.

okay. enough thought.
gotta sleep. its oredi 2am in the morning, for goodness's sake.

bye.

i start thinking about the past.

long time no see.

2008-10-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

does it reminds you of anything?

hello.

woke up like 6 in the morning,
and i was out by 6.30am.
so early!
went to Jp's Mac, got something to eat,
before heading off to the interchange to wait for JiaNing.

initially we walked over to the traffic junction.
but later decided to cab to Boon Lay Secondary.
yeah. i admit. its a very bad decision.
cause, the cab we took, the driver doesn't know where the hell the school is.
and even wanted us to look at the street directory.
ass****. hello, uncle. if we know how to go,
still need to take cab meh.
and then drop us off at some isolated place surrounded by factories.

and we thought we are going to be late.
cause, goodness gracious me, its oredi 7.20.
luckily we managed to see a empty cab.
first, the taxi driver headed to JWSS.
then we were like, No!! u-turn back.
and then we found the school, which is such a relief.

sorry Jianing and Yeeling. i tend to get very agitated at times like this.
and i lost my momentum.
did some last-minute revision, before entering the examination hall.
the paper was quite easy.
but i didn't finish. :(
and one of the questions, i only realised the solution to solve it, while heading back home.

after the paper, went to JWSS.
to collect my cert. which is like released so long ago.
haha. i saw Mr Aziz!
long time no see, teacher! (pronounced as ~cher)
lol. yeah. good to see him fine!
and then we were discussing some of the qns that came out in today's paper.

got my cert plus my testimonials and all,
in a nice folder. =)

gotta go!
got to work harder for paper 2!

so much for the efforts.
i think i just let you down.

goodbye.

tired.

2008-10-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

hello.

only a few more days to maths paper 1.
do your best, everyone!

i need a cuppa coffee everyday to keep me alert.
maybe i should start trying espresso.
haha.
so tired.

went to school for lessons today.
(i've been skipping a few ever since school started.)
General Microbology is interesting!
but i got a bit of a sore throat because of the experiment i did today.
inhale too much.

gotta go.
byebye

story

2008-10-20T01:31:00.000-07:00

i just realised that i am not part of the story.
and i wonder what will happen.

i can't speak.

2008-10-19T01:26:00.000-07:00

hello.

had maths tuition today.
lots of careless mistakes.
must be careful! no point losing marks because
i didn't read the qn properly.
yeah!

anyway, i updated my post!
here's the music video for I hate this part by The Pussycat Dolls.
I hate this part - Pussycat Dolls

i must say, i regret.
regret thinking tat maybe we can save this from falling to pieces.
but i realized it was so stupid of me,
to keep thinking you had changed.
look. you may not be human,
i am. and i have got feelings.

reality can hit you hard sometimes.

bye.

i saw my mistake.

2008-10-17T02:58:00.001-07:00

hello.

i just looked.
this will be my 400th post. =)
hahaha.

i am on a sugar high!!
lol. no no. kidding.
feeling pretty stressed, but i dun paste it on my face.
(or it's going to worry pple. when i don't want them to.)
the one obvious symptom to look out for,
is, when u see me munching on snacks or desserts.
one after another.

we are on a high rope now.
facing each other.
don't move. or it will break.

gotta go.
bye.

hear me roar!! RAH!

2008-10-15T02:06:00.000-07:00

hi.

skipped practical today cause,
i am tired, though i have been sleeping before 11 everyday.
May skipped with me.
haha. sorry. i am a bad influence.

had lab maths today.
quite boring, like learn how to multiply..etc.
the lecturer was like saying,
"Yeah, all this stuff i am teaching now is wad u know.
but we are just building your foundation." and so on. LOL.

while on the way to the bus-stop,
i was munching on some fried stuff.
then i accidentally bide down on my right gum.
and there you have it. an ulcer.
and then, suddenly, i feel pain at the top of my gum.
when i touch, it feels disgusting.
but i try not to panic.
quickly rushed home and check.

and i notice one of the wires came loose again. gawd.
how frustrating is tat.
its nt the first time, but this time, the wire is protruding,
and some of the bands came loose too.
and it's super painful.
serious. i am not trying to be whiny or anything.
it just hurts!

anyway, these days, feeling very short-tempered.
hence, everybody, STAY AWAY FROM ME.
i warned you all oredi.
if something happens...:)

gotta go.
bye.

its raining

2008-10-13T20:29:00.000-07:00

hello!

today's the first day of school of sem 2.
and i seriously dun feel like going to school today.
but i pulled myself out of the bed.
boo-boo. i am so tired!
holiday's over! beep beep beep.

today's a monday.
got my new timetable, and aww shucks,
tues-thurs, class start at 8am!!
gawd. how early is tat! it means i have to wake like ard 5.30?
gawd.
next, tues, there is 2 prac sessions on tues?
and and class ends at 5 everyday except friday.
sobs sobs.
okay, i gotta quit complaining.
first lesson today was LLA, and after that is break-time,
and when May and I went down,
Cafe 1 and Campus Haven was like so crowded.
so we went to the library to do some studying,
before heading to Cafe 1.

we lost our way and had to call for help.
lol. kk. now i know where the other lecture theatre is.
General Microbiology.
feel like falling asleep half of the time,
but i am like a few rows away from the lecturer.

released early. go home, play with Hayden.
cute!

okay. i gotta go. i need to sleep.
:)
byebye

Colours

2008-10-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

Colours-Utada Hikaru

Colors - Utada Hikaru

Wanted

2008-10-10T12:20:00.000-07:00

hello..

i went to kinokuniya on wed,
saw some of my ex-colleagues!
haha. they asked me whether want to go back and work this christmas.
=) honestly, i had like to, but,
my school holidays is ending soon,
and the next hols, is in dec,
which is like so long? LOL. no time, no time.
today also. went to Polar to collect my cheque.
Lucieeee asked me to come back work part-time.
haha. maybe. but maybe i want to go back to waiter-ing. haha.

yeah. while i am at kino,
bought a book, Fraction of the Whole by Steve Toltz.
yeah!! lol. i heard its a good read.
and i also wanted to get Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult.
actually i have a lot of books i want to read.

Body of Evidence by Christopher Golden
Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella
And of cause books by Jodi Picoult.

kk. gtg.
bb

Lot 1

2008-10-01T23:17:00.000-07:00

Hello..

today, went to Lot 1 to go shopping with Mum and YanYan.
lol. haven't been shopping for quite some time.
good thing.
anyway yeah. Actually my sis insisted on JP,
but Mum disagreed, hence Lot 1.
yeah. when we reached, looked around,
before settling for lunch at New York New York.
quite cool. i got a sandwich, Mum; beef lasagna, my Sis; Chicken fillet spaghetti in Alfredo sauce.
shouldn't have ordered the lasagna for Mum,
it contains cheese, which she doesn't like.
and sis let her have the spaghetti, which i forgotten is in alfredo sauce.
bad choice. should change with them instead.
Sorry Mum.

and then we went shopping around the boutiques.
nothing suits us. (should have gone to JP)
went to Zinc, Sis and i bought a bag. =)

after that went to JP to get dinner.
but first headed to jigsaw puzzle world,
and i got a puzzle! haha. its of Totoro and company. =)
yeah. then went to the basement, buy dinner.
lol. yeah. gotta go.
byebye!

all i ever wanted.

2008-09-23T02:25:00.000-07:00

hello.

while surfing the net, heard this song!
decided to share with everyone.
i can't find the original, most are 30secs, others remix.
hence i uploaded the song. so i think sooner or later it will be changed to 30 sec again.
meanwhile, enjoy!

Basshunter-All i ever wanted

All I Ever Wanted - Basshunter

its not that simple.

2008-09-22T02:47:00.000-07:00

nice.

haha.
1 more month to my exams.
still doing nothing over it.
its like what my sister says,
i haven't found any motivation yet.

sorry to interrupt,
but i need to get this off my back.
here goes:
you keep breaking your promises.

trying to act dumb?
say..u know something? your acting really sucks.
you were the one who suggested it.
and yet, i received nothing. Nope.
nothing at all. and stupid me, waiting for it to come.
gawd. what a shit.
and now, everything went down the drain.
not that i need it either.
you aren't the only one in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
goodbye.

man. i feel so relieved.
finally. good bye.

it was funny

2008-09-17T19:49:00.000-07:00

hello..

haven't been doing anything lately.
haha, so free.
though i am supposed to be doing more Maths paper which i hate,
but i keep delaying.
better start now.
dun like to do last-minute work, (which is what i have been doing. LOL)

like this song. Tao Yan by Rui En.
quite long ago.
haha. maybe not that long.
anyway, enjoy!

hate the weather.

2008-09-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

lo.

for the first time in history,
i managed to get up so early,
without the need of a alarm clock whatsoever,
without any particular reason.
i am up!! haha! behold! new record!! bwahahahaha!
kidding. lol

okay.
time to go back to sleep.
bye.

p.s-song is from a drama series, Young Warriors of the Yang Clan.
nice.

TWENTY YEARS OLD - ZHANG MENG MENG

Mid-Autumn Festival

2008-09-14T00:30:00.001-07:00

hello..

Happy Mid-Autumn, everyone!
lol.
went out today to buy mooncakes with Mum and YanYan.
(sorry ShiShi, no more green tea flavour mooncake left.)
and also to do some grocery shopping.

i tink i met my primary school friend,
she's working at JP.
while waiting for Mum and Yanyan,
i asked her something. and i was like, she's so familiar.
but didn't went to acknowledge. lol.
like ask her where's she studying now, or how's her mum.
why act so fake, u say?

bye.

p.s-in a dilemma

1 more to go.

2008-09-13T03:40:00.000-07:00

hello!

my exams just ended,
all that's left now is Maths!
haha.
gotta work hard!
when i did organic chem, i went thinking, i prefer Maths.
(but drawing the different isomers for Organic Chem is fun!)
now when i am facing maths, i went thinking, i prefer organic chem!
haha. both require effort to understand.
so, pointless!

love her songs! but sis only like this song. She prefer Ayumi. LOL.
ShiShi prefers R&B. today, i told her to listen to different genres. haha.
YanYan like chinese and jap songs best! especially those from drama series or animes.
for me, i am fine with anything!

p.s-everytime i try to talk amiably, u just refuse to listen, and its like you have gone deaf?
look, its really frustrating when i have to keep repeating myself, just to get your attention.
i wonder how is it like with your friends.
maybe not so much.
you know like what they say,
you only know what they are really like when you live together.
so, maybe that's it. har-har. like i care.

you know? sometimes habits are picked up unconsciously while observing other pple.
so that's the case with you?
haha. good riddance.

Prisoner of Love-Utada Hikaru

Another cinderella story

2008-09-07T17:48:00.000-07:00

hello.

i stumbled upon this movie ytd.
it was great!!
typical cinderella plot.
evil stepsisters, stepmothers, blah blah.
hahaha.
but the best thing is that the actors and actresses can dance, and sing!
like their songs.
ok. gotta go back to studying.
cya!
byebye.

New Classic (Single Version) - Drew Seeley & Selena Gomez

la la

2008-09-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

HAYDEN!

hola!

lol. i am back!
been staying at home doing last minute assignments.
hohoho.
exams coming!
but the study weeks come after the exams.
isn't that like, stupid?

nvm. that means extended hols!
yeah!
actually, nope. still got another one coming!!
BOOO!

kk. gtg.
bb!

maths

2008-08-24T01:58:00.000-07:00

helo.

every sunday
when the maths tutor comes,
she always ask me to do more Maths papers.
but i didn't.
cause i have been busy with tests and exams.
hahaha. sorry.
not to you, but to myself.

gtg.
bb.

Unintended - Muse

wad am i supposed to say?

2008-08-22T01:21:00.000-07:00

beautiful sky! taken from inside the school!
is this a joke? LOL. both buttons pointing downwards.

hello..

i have like, a bad day today?
rotten. right down to the core.
at first, its like i was talking to one of my group-mates,
and she kept giving me the attitude.
i was like, my god, what now?
and after trying, just gave up talking to her and the others.
excuse me? if u need or want something, the least u could do is,
open you mouth rite? how difficult can that be?
and puh-lease, dun act like the QUEEN and
expect everyone to do things for you,
depending on others to print your notes,
remind you when the next phase test is,
what to study for, and such.
HEL-LO? do i look like your secretary?
u dun even say your Ps and Qs!

wtf. oh, and btw, i got a name?
its not A. its PeiPei.
if you can't even remember it, u better stay away from me,
before i snap.

p.s-so much for trying to keep a conversation going.
sorry if it made you unhappy.
thanks for sparing my feelings earlier.

its a good thing i haven't promised you anything earlier.

kk. gtg. bb.

uh oh..

2008-08-20T18:09:00.000-07:00

hello.

arghhhh!
my exams are coming!!
and i am still here, blogging.
hahaha.
i intend to put my whole in the end-of-module exams,
but that's like so irresponsible.
what about my class test?

oh well.
good luck to me.

bb!

what does 'sorry' mean to u?

2008-08-18T19:47:00.000-07:00

look, dude.
dun keep saying sorry to me.
please, i dun need it,
when you can't keep it up.
when you apologize, it may make you feel better,
but it doesn't to me.

god darn it.

Singapore Flyer

2008-08-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

aloha..

today, went out with Mum and Yanyan to the Singapore Flyer.
cause we got coupons for it, and it expires today.

I went out first, to Lot 1 to get some stuff,
before meeting my Mum and Yanyan at Raffles Place,
and then we took a train down to Marina Bay Mrt Station,
and found ourselves surrounded with construction sites.
after asking around, we were told alighting at City Hall will be nearer.
then Yanyan was like, "See, see, i say alight at City Hall, rite?."
i silence-d her by giving the evil eye. lol.
when we reached City Hall,
we took a cab down to the Singapore Flyer.

over there, we went to get the tickets first,
and then went to Popeyes Chicken and Biscuits for to eat and chill,
while waiting for Sis and her friend to reach.
(they were at Science Center)

oh, and i saw Mary!! =DD
hahaha. haven seen her for so long!!

Sis reached and we went to board the cabin.
the view was impressive.
but it was interrupted by 3 kids crying their lungs out.
GAWD, can't stand them. Mum offered sweets to them.
then they quietened down.
and then the parents of the 3 kids and Mum share the same thougth,
"kids are all the same."

after the ride, went to the souvenir shop.
hahaha. Yanyan got so excited over some pens.
Mum bought them for me, Yanyan and ShiShi for memento's sake.

Sis and her friend went off first,
while we shopped ard.
saw Build-A-Bear workshop!!
hahaha. been wanting to go there for like so long!
went in, and its like woah!!
so many bears and other animals! bears mostly.

i bought one, its called Bearemy, acutally i wanted to get another type,
but Bearemy is more unique, and Mum and Yanyan liked it too.
so the staff there had it filled with cotton, while i stepped on the paddle.
and then i have to pick a heart, rub it between my palms,
then i had to rub it against my cheek, forehead, nose, shoulder, and i have to make a wish, and turn 3 times.
We were like laughing, especilly Yanyan, when i was doing these actions.
the different actions held different meanings, but i can't remember all.
for example the shoulder is tat it will have someone to lean on.
yeah, then brushed it,
and finally, dressed it! hahah.
got a faded demin overalls for it.
then made a birth certificate, name it and then paid for it. lol.
after paying, i have to make a pledge, and while doing it, a family was next to us.
and after the pledge they clapped and one of them said "Good job. "
hahaha. so random.

headed backed to City Hall,
took the train to Boon Lay MRT,
went to JP for dinner. it was Macdonald.
and then we went home. thinking back on the day's events.
hahaha.

byebye!

p.s-erm, HELLO? how disappointing it can get. u can't even offer me a minute of your attention.
what do you take me for? am i transparent, invisible or in some way nothing to you

Front of the shop
Bearemy!

Workings of the Singapore Flyer

The sea! With so many ships!

i like the sky!

Esplanade!
NDP'08

School outing

2008-08-15T20:50:00.000-07:00

hola.

today, went to Science Center for lab practice.
haha. but before gathering in school,
went for breakfast with Chuyun and Yvonne.
they were both late.

and then we have to rush to school,
cause we heard that we were late.
but when we reached, its still early.
meet May at the Forum,
and not long after, we went to board the bus.

we set off at around 9 plus,
reached Science Center ard 9.35?
haha. quite fast.
we went to the lab, didn't do anything for the first 2 experiments.
quite irritating in fact.
for the 3ed experiment, May and I went to Joanna's group.
haha. at least we get to participate over there,
and we spoke in English where everybody understands.

yeah, after that, we washed up,
and then we were free to walk around Science Center!
haha! so excited. i haven been there for like so long.
first, we checked the paintings near the stairs.
it was amazing! most are paintings of illusion.
or i think its all.

hoho. went for lunch.
then went home.
wasn't feeling so well.

kk. gtg.
byebye.

lecture

2008-08-12T01:06:00.000-07:00

hello.

ytd, no school, because of national day.
so went out to watch THE MUMMY with Mum.
lol. i think it's great!
but my sis begs to differ.
she thinks its lame. gawd.
whatever. At least Mum, YanYan and i thinks it nice.
=DD

today,
went to school for IC lecture.
after that, went to Kino at Bugis, to check out a book.
but dun have!!! BOOOO!
sad la.

after that, rushed to NDC for my dental appointment.
aww. and it's like back to day 1 again!
the pain and uneasiness of putting on braces.
totally sucks.
hopefully it will pass soon..

oh yeah,
while on the way to Outram Park today,
i think i saw Yeeling. LOL.
didn't hit me until i woke up from my nap.
haha. yeah, maybe because i was too pre-occupied.
but i did remember waving.

haha.
okok.
gtg. bb.

why?

2008-08-10T20:33:00.000-07:00

hello there!

know something?
sometimes i really like to run!
run away. far far away.
but i can't. cos it's either i'm too cowardly, or,
people will be hurt! i mean emotionally. (like duh.)

aww..
i am stuck. in a dilemma.
yesterday, i really feel like getting out of the house.
yeah. its childish. i know.
but my sis told me if i did, Mum would be upset.
now, that was something i didn't thought of before.

so what can i do?
stay put, of course!
and wait for whatever it is to hit me as hard as possible.
oh man. i feel like crying too.

gtg.
byebye.

oh whatever.
back off, bitch.

went to eat at Kuishin-bo

2008-08-08T22:48:00.000-07:00

hello.

went to school for lecture,
which lasted for about an hour,
(Ms Tan released us 1 hour before. =D)
yeah. after that, we had to wait for our CAs to bring us to the respective venues.
for my class, we went to the stadium,
to watch a soccer match,
under the scorching sun.
and isn't that like funny? who had want to sit under such terrible weathers,
just to watch people play soccer.
haha..after like a while, May and i went to cafe 1 to chill.
lol, much better. was already sweating in the stadium.
and then we saw QinYi, and the rest, and went to sit with them,
and then soon, YingYing came with some others.
the table was then filled with people from my class.

after that, went to take bus at the bus-stop opposite school.
we waited like 30 mins, came 2 buses, but v.crowded.
so May and I went to take a cab to Tampinese Mall.
and i went to JP for lunch.
went to the Japanese Buffet restaurant, Kuishin-bo.
it was a treat from a friend.
didn't eat much. what a waste.
ate mostly desserts. =DD

went to Billy Bombers, saw QiuPing.
i bought a slice of cake. yummy!
then went shopping ard Jp,
before going to Popular to buy some ring files.
seriously, my file can't hold anymore notes.
it's oredi over-flowing. no la. kidding.
then went home!
and sleeep.
haha..was like tired la.

kk.
gtg.
cya! bye!

p.s-thanks again for the treat.

and you are?

2008-08-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

hello..

have been feeling so frustrated lately.
there's this friend of mine, oh wait.
she's no friend of mine. puh-lease. who want to be friends with her?
the thing she is good at is to roll her eyes at E-V-E-R-Y little thing.
gawd. and that's so irritating, having her roll her eyes at you.
when its like i've done nothing?

looky, i dun care whether you're having pms or morning grouchiness,
but i really feel it's like unfair to me and the ones ard you?
oh, except some people..
like when u see them, u brighten up immediately.
IF THAT'S THE GOD-DARN CASE, GO HANG OUT WITH THEM!
stupid attention-seeker!
gawd. everytime have to keep cool.
even when i try to ask what's wrg, u just shake your head.
and my futile attempts to cheer you up.
its not until later did i realise that the prob lies with you.
not me, not anyone else.

oh, and i have only a pair of hands, pair of eyes, and pair of ears.
i can't hear you talk and then another person simultaneously.
can't you wait for even a teeny bitsy bit?
and when i apologize, u roll your eyes!
OMG. is something wrong with your eyes?
u need a optician or something?

oh and, and since u like your opinions heard and done,
find someone else to be your puppets, alrite?
its like, just because i dun want to go, then i dun want to go rite?
yeah, roll your eyes again.

oh my.
wad a person.