Saturday, January 21, 2006
I hate u! How could you! How could you...not standing up for me when somebody says bad things about me..crying so hard..do u understand my pain! DO you! And you! Who cares whether i am affecting you a not! You r my elder sister! I look up to u! And this is how u treat me! Sick of feeling so left out, sick of everyone around me..With their big fake smiles and stupid lies..While deep inside i am bleeding. To be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like..lyrics from welcome to my life frm Simple plan. Describe my feelings perfectly. Gonna start turning on the water taps now. So lost and confused..Who theres for me when i am sad? Only one person. Wad about my family? Where are they? I am so non-existing..you know sumthing, Shishi? I am just the shadow of u..forever, people will just tink i am the evil stepsister..and u r cinderella..so funny..hahaha...u will never understand how i feel..YOU WILL NEVER! MS POPULAR..YOU ACT LIKE U R CARING FOR ME, BUT U R JUST ACTING, GOT THAT? YOU HURT ME A LOT! YOU HURT ME! I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THAT. I WILL TALK TO U LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN, BUT DEEP DOWN, U JUST STAB ME WITH A VERY SHARP DAGGER, AND THAT WILL NEVER HEAL!
5:40 AM
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