Tuesday, February 28, 2006
hihi..second blog entry today..today very sad..a lot of things going on..first, quarrel with someone, then later get scolded by Mr Aziz, (wah..these days keep getting scolded..like ytd..)..haiz..me very tired of certain things..pple might say, u still so young, tired of wad? You still got long way to go, ya? Hahahax..true..but....sigh*..forget it..
Anyway, everyone's not perfect..we have got good points and bad points..ok? Secondly, u can't expect everyone to please you all the time..I myself have feelings, mood swings..these days i am feeling a bit touchy cause my rashes are breaking out again, so u can't blame me for being irritated at times.. yah..that's what i am trying to say..k? Another incident happen today, Mrs Valerie Ng brought the whole class to the library, to do some group work, and we have to prepare a speech to elect a class chairperson..(fiction)..then i contribute to 2 parts, then the rest wasn't doing anything..i stopped contributing and wait for the rest to do the rest..i wait, and wait and wait, i give up, i do it myself..Oh come on! Instead of playing with your pen, keeping quiet, can you just say something? (You know who you are!) Then later someone, say, "PeiPei, you don't do by yourself leh..must share wad!"..man, when i heard this i was really pissed! Hey! You guys are not doing anything! Is it that impossible to discuss or contribute?! YOU GUYS HAVE GOT BRAINS, THINK! THINK OF WHAT TO SAY! YOU TELL ME YOUR POINTS, I WILL BE HAPPY TO HELP YOU PHARSE IT INTO A SENTENCE! IS THAT SO DIFFICULT! HUH?! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF DOING ALL THE JOB BY MYSELF!(one was writing the points down, two others..i dunno wad they are doing) YOU GUYS COULD AT LEAST APPRECIATE IT, RITE?! A**HOLES..i am not your maid..alright..i have got feelings too..think before you talk! Imagine u being in my shoes, i wonder u will feel sad a not! and if i can respect you, can you at least show me some respect?! it sux, ALRIGHT! :'(
-sorry, for the use of some words..but..its the only way ro describe some of you..
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Monday, February 27, 2006
hihi..first period of the day in school was...PE! Hahahax..today, need to run 2 rounds at the 2.4km route..so tiring..too long never exercise oredi..lol..after the run, i and the others go do standing board jump..cannot reach the 150cm mark..so sorry, my legs not very long..hahahax..after that, is sit-ups, have to do 20, but I and 2 others laze a bit, while the rest never even do..lol..after that is play netball..wah..the pole so heavy!! very hard to balance and move it around..before netball, i went to the canteen to go refill my water bottle, but i go wash the bottle first, in which the water splashed around me, and after my water bottle is filled, i drank while walking back to where my classmates were,(ya know i am not very good at multi-tasking), so the water tumbled out of my water bottle, and my shirt and shorts was a bit wet, and since my shorts were dark purple it was quite obvious, u can imagine what happen when i went back rite? Hahahax.. after PE, went to go change into school uniform, and then go back class for biology lessons..after biology, was maths then recess, me and HT, YL and JW went to the Malay noodle stall, they bought Mee Siam while i got the Soto Ayam. Yummy! I add a lot of chilli, so by the time i finish eating, i was crying..lol..its too hot..hahahax..i drank finish my drink, so there is nothing to cool me down..hahahax..after recess, went back to class for Chinese test, quite easy but not enough time, after chinese is english, then maths..kk, gotta go now..bye!!
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
fading away..
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STOP ACTING LIKE U KNOW EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING! IT SUX ALRIGHT?! ALWAYS SAY THIS AND THAT! U THINK U ARE COMFORTING ME, BUT U R NOT! WE ARE DIFFERENT, NOT THE SAME!
sorry, got carried away, but just wanna shout at someone..not my parents, siblings..just someone i dun really like..anyway, bad day today, didn't manage to go with Mh, Yl and Ht..sian..My mum brought me to a chinese doctor..so sian..need wait 2 hours to see the doctor, first we went to a nearby hawker centre for lunch..though i am the one eating not her..then later wait outside for duno how long, then, its our turn! finally..doctor say must avoid curry, sambal chilli and butter..then its my mom's turn..after that, get out of the room, wait for the person at the pharmacy/counter to to "make" the medicine prescriped by the doctor..its interesting looking at the shelves full of bottles..she will take this bottle down, pour the solution into a plastic bottle, then yakyakyak..after that, go cut my hair, dunno whether its a man or a woman cutting my hair, very hard to see..he speak like woman, look like man..hu cares?! Wah! Cut my hair dunno like wad! Argh!!! Gimme back my hair..ask u cut short u cut dunno wad..qi shi wo le!! Later, go CK department, mom buy things, i help take..bought Yangyang 2 sets of clothes..ytd so cute, wanna eat dinner wif us, dunno eat from his own, hahahax..later his dad wanna bring him home, he dun wan..lol, hao ke ai! anyway gotta go now..btw, today my dad had a talk with me, and suddenly asked, wad kind of friends do u hang out wif..man, i was so angry! As if i hang out with bad people..#$!@%
ps-pic of yangyang..
5:28 AM
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Friday, February 24, 2006
harlow everyone..i am so angry!! My mum dun let me go out tmr!! Always like tat
one leh..@%#$!..i have my own freedom ok?! I am free to lead my own life! I dun
need anyone interfering in my life, much less, YOU! Where were u when i needed u
most?! WHERE?! Wad the..i know u care for me, but, u can't just ask me to stay at
home all day long!! (Dun u dare say i am in the same boat as you!) My friend is
organising a chalet and i am not sure i will be able to go a not..forget it..anyway the
March holidays will be coming, and then i will be able to go out..hahahax!! Today go
school, so tired..wanna take a quick nap during Music lesson, but the teacher on the l
lights, then is Maths lesson, and then chemistry..then go recess, after tat is Art..never
really draw anything, just colouring the dresses i have drawn. After school, rush back
home, eat lunch, change and then prepare to go back to school, for focus
test-Chemistry and then CCA..managed to finish 3 chapters, 1 chapter didn't really
get to revise much..CCA, was boring, nth much, YEAH!! Today get the footdrill comp
tee..nice!! At around 5 plus, Ms Oon send me and Shishi up to the AVA room for a meeting on
speech day..so cool, got aircon! hahahax..discuss about a lot of things, then, end of meeting go
back to the classroom..where the lower sec are having FA lessons..then not long after,
dismissal!! Very little people today because most of them went for FA duty at Juying
Secondary..end..anyway, just now i told u i came back from home for the Focus test rite? At
around 2.05pm, Jingwen told Yeeling, Xiumin ask her go up classroom look for her..up we go,
after a while went back down..then YL challenge me to a race, we reached the 3rd floor(where
4n3 is located), then i say i dun want, then YL keep pulling me, then i suddenly run, she was
caught by surprise, and i won!! So funny..was laughing all the way..a bit high..
by the way, you said you allow me to go out when i asked you on Monday, now you dun allow..
wad's wrong?!
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
hey, u know something? YOU ARE ONE DAMN LOSER, U KNOW THAT? The person i referingg
to, is not you or you, its "YOU"..hahahax..lame..anyway, anyone hu reads tis blog
should koe..LOSER=YOU!! Man, u just can't take any setbacks, u koe? U are a human,
not a robot, not perfect, like everyone of us! No one is perfect!! There will be
setbacks everynow and then! Sucker..i am telling you this now so you won't continue
tis..it does sucks okay? Anyway, pls dun give people attitude, ok? You tink others
will like it? SUCKER!! :(
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
harlow! hi there! Writing another blog entry today..muahahahax..anyway just now
someone sms me..just now also..come on lar..u want book 2 and 3, i know okay? You
know i not free still wan to sms me..the way u r doing things make me change my
impression of you, got it? ytd u say you dun want read le, fine, now, now u say,
u wan..wads up? Make up your mind..u are making me feel that you are one selfish
bitch who dosen't give a damn about others..sure! Go act innocent, go ahead! Always
wants to check whether u can gain something by doing this or that..finally know wads
"DUN JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!"
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Harlow..today Yeeling introduce one song to me, man, it simply rawks! Hahahax..anyway, today was fine just that, my rashes break out again..
sigh*..very painful one, ya know? today, go home after school, rashes became worse..
sobsobx..really unbearable..feel like knocking my head on the wall..haiz..see doctor no use, maybe should heed Ms Anne Tan's advice, see a skin specialist, other then the National Skin center..anyway, today during at the 2nd period of English, we went to the library..yahoo!! Got air-con!! If my parents were to read my blog right now, they would just shake their heads murmuring, "weaklings", and start their lecture about when they were still young, wif no such things as air-con or fans..hahahax..today's blog entry will be quite short..nth to say..lol..byebye!!
p,s-Book 5 of Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaiden is out!! XD
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Monday, February 20, 2006
Harlow everybardi! How was ur day today? My day today was fine..today i get back my
english focus test paper-compo, very statisfied wif the results!
Hahahax..anyway..ysterday i get the 7 deadly sins test and envy was the lowest..i
can't believe it!! Dun tink its true, cos i envy my sis, Cherrie a lot..sigh..she
got the looks, the brains and talent..unlike me..have got nth..:(..get so upset over
it for wad? its not gonna change..ya..(nodnod), wonder how is she..gonna visit her
during the weekends. If i can get out i mean..anyway, was gonna go visit her but
Yanyan remind me that i have a appointment later with a chinese doctor in which i
know wads she's talking about(god knows)..and who gives me bitter medicine in liquid
form..yucks..then go home, Mum says is next week..should know go out with Caroline
and Xueli..sigh..anyway before i go home, i went to Yingling's house with Agnes..lol,
go there play the swing, then go back home le..on the way to Yingling's house, Agnes
ask a lot of things..hahahax..anyway gotta go le..bye! Ciao!
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
Greed: | Low
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Gluttony: | Low
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Wrath: | Low
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Sloth: | Medium
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Envy: | Very Low
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Lust: | Low
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Pride: | Low
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Seven Deadly Sins Quiz
OmG..i am so lazy..can't believe it..
8:12 PM
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

-Xiang Ni De Mei Yi Ke-
Harlow Everyone..today go Orchard with Minghui, Shawn and Yeeling, everyone meet at Leisure, 10am, go take MRT, get off at Jurong East, wait for Shawn..wah..that Shawn hor..made us wait for so long..not a gentleman at all..&%@!#..anyway, we all take MRT to somerset, get off, looking for directions, then after following someone else who is also going to Orchard Cineleisure,(where we r going), we stop following them and went to a 7-eleven store..we all buy lunch, except for Minghui, then settle down outside Watsons..I eat nasi lemak, Yeeling eat mee siam, Shawn eat mee goreng..i offer Minghui my nasi lemak before eating, but she dun one..later eat finish le, make our way to Orchard CIneleisure, then saw a carnival going on..then we first walk into a booth which sells fruits dipped in chocolate..so yummy..then i turned to look for Yeeling, cos she say she wanna try something like tis, the last time we are in Orchard..then she say latr then eat..go look around first..we saw booths that sell hats that characters in anime wear..gloves, clothes..its fantastic..i saw a pair of gloves which is really gothic-like..if Xueli wanna hold a hallowen party one of these days, these gloves will come in handy..lol..went to ask for the price, OMG..so exp..$30? The person gve discount, $25.50..still very exp..then dun want buy le..then she say..if u dun want buy nevermind..u can take photos wearing it, i dun mind..so nice..anyway, after a look around..me and Yeeling went to buy the fruits dipped in chocolate..Yeeling bought strawberry, i got peach, but the person gave me banana..strange..but forget it, since i like banana..XD..hahahax..it was really nice..while eating, saw a band performing which really rawks! Wanted to take photo with the lead singer-Grace, a bit shy, then dun want..:P , after that we went to a shopping centre..dunno wad name..lol..went to the kopitam..buy drinks and fries..then later after talking for dunno how long, we wnt back down..walk around Orchard Road..then went to Kinokuniya, Minghui bought a comic book, after that we all went home cos Minghui later got "service learning", sth that our school has introduced for us for Community Involvement Programme, and service learning is one of the activties you can choose. yah..so later everyone went back home while Yeeling and I go Jurong Point, cos Yeeling wanna buy new bag, and later go third floor, dunno go wad shop, which sell a lot of things concerning nails..then later went to Missha, she bought 2 bottles of nail polish, black and bright pink, while i bought one, transparent, for fun..XD..gotta go now! TATA!
p.s-Picture of L and Light(death note)
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Friday, February 17, 2006
harlow everybardi..today is Red Cross collaborate with NCC 's promotion ceremony..sigh..stupid sia..Red Cross ready oredi, waiting for NCC..not gentlemanly at all..hahahax..but its true wad..anyway, Red Cross is the first to start..lucky Ms Oon and Mr Liew then talk a lot, or else my leg oredi very *suan*..I am the first to go on stage, to represent the Sec 2s take their ranks..lol, then later is CinLee(Sec 3's representive), then the rest is the EXCOs, some promoted to Staff Sergent- Liwei and Haizirah, Warrant Officer-ShiShi, YouZheng and Farisha and lastly, me!! Senior Warrant Officer! Ms Oon started clapping, and then the rest start clapping too! Seriously, never in my life as a cadet, would i have dreamed to pass the Unit Leader Course!! Much less get the rank..when i first get my certificate, tat states i passed, i was happy, but my chances of getting te rank is very low, thats because only 2 person from 1 unit get it, and thats none other then the Chairperson and Vice-Chairperson! But ShiShi and Liwei did not attend, so they couldn't get the rank, and QingXiang sir says that i am only promoted to WO, but then he managed to persuade the YOs to promote me now instead of NEXT year!!! Man!! I was so damn proud of myself, and nearly cried..hahahax..anyway i couldn't scream out how happy i was because i was having a very bad sore throat..too bad! Hahahax! :)
5:50 AM
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
hell0 people...yesterday feeling very pressured..and problems arising everywhere and my rashes getting worse..so stressed..so yesterday..is sooner or later, i will explode..so when i watching The twelve kingdoms ytd, got beetle on my hair..i was very angry, so i get beetle off my hair, went to the bathroom to wash hair..to found that the beetle was entangled among my hair..and that was when i really break down..i shouted and screamed..soon, i heard my parents knocking on the batroom door..i left the shower on, and was wet when i came out..my dad was asking me wad happen..then i cried pointing at the beetle..i was stressed, so stressed that i really wanna scream! My parents was very furious with me and started shouting at me..say wad-only beetle u screamed for wad..wad rubbish..stop crying! small matters like having a beetle in your hair, get so worked up for wad?!..i was really angry..i went tomy room and couldn't stop crying..my Mum came in and shouted hurry go change ur clothes lar..so wet.then i say leave me alone! then my mum was screaming again..you not feeling well say lar! I dun bother to reply her..wadeva i say is rubbish to her..i went to change...hear my brother making fun of me..imitating me..i ignore him..myrashes hurt a lot at that time..it was appearing again on my face..all swollen..i went back to my room, crying to myself..no one came to an wei wo..so sad..not shishi, not yanyan, not my parents and my other siblings..I finally realised my worth here..nobody cared..
5:19 AM
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
hey..i have got sth to say..let me tell u sth..i am not someone tat you can made use for, ok?! I live for myself, not you..y should i entertain you all, all the time, in which i get nothing in the end? WHY? I am sick and tired of it? You guys tink its funny but i don't..you guys never bother about my feelings before..imagine u in my shoes..how would u feel? You guys act rashly without thinking, especially one person, who always say wadeva comes to mind without thinking first, whether it will hurt the others..thinking we will let it off easily..oh please! I say u, i doubt u like it, always giving me tat stupid face of yours..u know wad is the meaning of bigwords! So wad?! You know them but dunno how to use them..sorry for being sodirect..i am just doing wad u do all the time..criticize others! You know also no need to show off rite? Write in a piece of paper, paste on the cover of ur file..you want everybardi's attention then say lar..say wad hate to have a bf, then y on a prank i played on u previously, u still can type 2 names..wad bullshit..then once, i say her blog wrote with perfect english, then suddenly got "tmd" or "kns". Then she say, "Really perfect english ar..?"..at that time i really tink i should not have compliment her..her head grow so "BIG" le..then ask other people whether got read her blog a not, then say perfect a not..wad the..wanna show off, dun show off in front of me can? Back to wad i am saying..you guys really sux..only know how to think of yourself..the world does not revolve around you! SO WAD IF I AM SHORT-TEMPERED? YOU CAN'T CHANGE ME! I TRY TO BE NICE, BUT SOMETIMES YOU GUYS REALLY DUN DESERVE IT! wad a bunch of suckers.. :'(
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
on a emotional rollercoaster rite now..too tired to do tis or tat..i dunno wanna tink about it anymore..STOP IT!
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she shout at me for nothing. I am hurt.
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harlow everybardi..having a fever of 38.3 degrees rite now..went to go tell Mum, she shout at me.
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
Harlow!! Today, went back to school in the morning to be helper..lol..so embrassed, reached there at 11 plus, while there are oredi up at 6 or 7 plus i tink..hah..anyway, go there do a bit of things..nth else, very sian..should know come earlier then can go there sleep..anyway, i didn't eat breakfast, only eat 1 piece of bread..then go there, nth for me to eat, lucky gonna be lunch time le, but its mee goreng, so i only eat a bit, then never eat le cos mee goreng contains chilli whick i abstain from eating, cos i am sort of allergic to it..i tink so cos everytime i eat something with chilli in it, my rashes react. Hahahax..so later, feeling very hungry, then Yanyan ask Ms Anne Tan whether can go home for a while so she can take more homework, then i also go with her. Ms Anne Tan also asked us to buy somethings, so later we went back home(which is very near), i go eat luch, which my Dad bought it, then Yanyan keep asking to hurry, then i choke..all your fault..then later go NTUC, wah..we bought 2 bunch of bananas, and 6 bottles of the sports drink, H20, heavy sia..by the time we reached school, our hands oredi very "suan"..lol, later do nth again, sit there read comics, lol..every now and then go take photos of the people doing footdrill..later Haizirah and me went to go up to the staff lounge, go make ice-milo, it was superb! Then later they got break, go eat bananas and drink the ice-milo,hah, then they got study session, then go do footdrill again..then eat dinner, dinner was fried rice, chicken wing and a hotdog..my rice looks a bit "chao-da"..lol..then later..blahblahblah, we prepare to go watch movie, then are given time to wash up. But i did not, cause, 1st, i never bring anything for me to bathe, and 2nd, i am too tired to go wash up. Lol..then just change into my home clothes, then we all get ready to go out..go watch "I not stupid too!"..very touching!! I cried again..my elder sis also watch with us cos, Ms Anne Tan dun want to watch then want me go ask my family, who want go watch.. so there she is beside me..then later go back home..wow, first time so late then go home..lol..yawn*..wanna go sleep le, byebye!
1:55 AM
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Friday, February 10, 2006
hello everybardi..i am supposed to be in school , camping rite now..but due to certain reasons, i am being sent home..hahahax..and the reason is that my rashes got worse..and that just now i went to the Red Cross HQ with Ms Oon(to go take dummy for TD day), then we hail a taxi, board the taxi..the driver drove us to the wrong location..then at tat time..very hungry, eat M&M chocolate..lol..then got gastric..then fall asleep, Ms Oon wake me iup, say we gonna reach le..then my head very dizzy, feel like vomitting..then reach the HQ, trip over sth..hahahax..very funny..then go in..very tired..since morning, have been yawning all the way till now..anyway, we got 2 dummys, called Little Ann, its wad we do to practice CPR..then we walk to the MRT station, then we went on separate ways..wad sia..the dummy so heavy..hand ache ar..then on the way home..wanna call my Mum to fetch me home from camp and help me take the dummy, then found out tat i forget to bring my hp, its with the teacher..then look at the person beside me..she sleeping..then i poke her..then she wake up, i ask her, "Erm, excuse me, can i borrow your handphone for a while?" At first she look bewildered, then i quickly add, "I pay you $1?", then she laugh and say "no need lar.." then she took out her handphone, then let me use for a while, then i call back home, my sis answered, then i ask her pass the ohone to Mummy, then the first qn she ask is, u eat dinner le mah? then i say haven, I am now on the MRT, very hungry, then i also tell her i not feeling well, then she say, "Must be you never eat anything, rite?"..then i say yah, i also feel like vomitting, then i asked whether can wait for me at the void deck downstairs, then she say, "Why?", then i say, "Cause i taking 2 dummys to school, very heavy, can help me take, then also fetch me home.." then she say ok lor..then i say bye, then return the hp to the lady, then not long after, she asked me, "You okay a not? You look like you are gonna vomit..", then i say, "Hahahax..thks for ur concern..but i am ok.."..then later she alight at the next stop...then i was like, wad a nice lady..anyway, when i reached, i hurried to the void deck, saw mum waiting for me, so sorry, Ma..she also brought some bread for me to eat..wah, i so touched..lol..then i eat the bread, while she help me carry the dummy..then go to school gate, she wait outside while i go inside..then i saw that in the canteen..then i asked Haizirah for the Red Cross(RC) room key to put don the dummys..then Ms Wong, asked me to sit down and have dinner, i declined, then i go look for my Mum, say i after eating dinner then go home..so sorry, Ma..later sit down eat dinner first then put the dummy in the RC room, went back down to get keys for the AVA room to take my stuff..then Haizirah and Yanyan offered to help me take, while i go and rest..(Yanyan look so excited when i said Mama got come, but then go home le..lol, her face suddenly changed to disappointed..)then i go talk to shishi..then cry a bit..cos really not feeling well..aiyah, i very sensitive one lar..lol..then later Yanyan and Haizirah offered to walk home with me, cause so late le, not safe..wow..very happy..lol..reach home, unpacked bag, go bath, then rashes got worse..haiz..when is it gonna heal? when? anyway, i wanna go sleep le..bye!
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006


harlow..just now went to read someone's blog..very sad and guilty..haiz..say wad i was not there for her when she need me..actually i was there to give u advice on wad to do.. i take u as my good friend..that's why i advice u all the time..yes..very little were there for me when i need help..but i seldom tell u wads the problem..just telling u how i felt..i am really sorry for wad i have done..but u hurt me a lot..u kept your feelings to yourself..u keep telling me you were agitated and frusrated tats why you wrote those things..but i know its true..i am really sad and hurt..u dun have to say sorry..
neoprints taken on monday..
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Harlow everybardi..recently..i have been thinking..if i were to live on my own..i will have to cook for myself, do the house chores myself, do the lundary myself and buy the groceries myself..hmm...so busy..anyway..that will be quite some time before i really get to have my own house..hahahax..sian..today's entry quite short cos i dunno wad to say..lol...byebye!
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Monday, February 06, 2006
Harlow everybardi..man..its gonna be a busy week..tmr need to stay back for art..then wednesday got red cross training..the Sec 1s are coming in..too bad we are not doing footdrill..then thursday, is meet Mr Authur, the t-shirt dealer..friday, got focus test, red cross training..then after training got camp..YEAH!! I am only a helper..i think i can manage..lol..
today, went to Lot 1, I go take neoprints with Veronica, Shiying and Valerie..actually we only intend to stay for a while..cos Veron got footdrill training later..then delay until 3 plus..haiz..pity her..she got back pain..anyway..erm, forget it..anyway..hey..show respect to the sec 2s..its difficult for them to enter the squad..having only 1 year of experience..and stop acting like you guys are better than them..everyone is equal..if you guys continue to look down on them..fine, go ahead!! The consequences await you..meanwhile..sec 2s! Work hard!! if you guys want them to respect you, then respect them first! ok?! Anyway..my rashes appear again..so disgusting..its all over on my hands, legs and my back..i wonder if there is sth wrong with the medicine?
4:43 AM
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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Hi there..went to go watch I not stupid too again..its nice..Shiying, Veronica who was beside me got cry..lol..i gave Veronica, who was beside me, tissue..the movie very touching..actually, we want to get the 3.20pm tickets, then sold out, then get 4.10 lor..then we go walk around..saw that the is a talentQuest comp going on in Jurong Point..heard them sing..then went to go see them..not bad..hah..then walk around a little longer then went up, go buy popcorn and drinks..then later they saw their friend..hu asked Shiying to buy the nachos combo..then after buy le..she say wanna call her friend..hu help her buy tickets..then asked me and shiying and me to help her take her drink and nachos..then while calling her friend, she heard tat her friend never help her buy..then she hung up, then me and shiying hand very suan*(cos we also carrying our own things)le lor..then she keep saying: "how? she never help me buy ticket.." then i by tat time a bit $@%#! le mah..its like she not carrying anything, then can take her things le mah..then i tell her politely: "Can u take back ur things?"..then she say very rudely, "wait lar..". Wad the..very impolite leh..pple help u take leh..then the movie gonna start le, we still wait 4 u..kns lor..then later help her take plastic bag, then she finally willing to take the stuff le..then she go home..by that time i oredi a bit pissed off..then enter the cinema..lucky show haven start..the show was fantastic..really..when we are on to the second part of the show..it was very touching..Veron and Shiying cried..i did..but not so much...then later..the end of the show..go walkk around Jurong Point..go wallet shop, Shiying bought a new wallet..then went up go comics connection..then later go home..then when reached home..eat dinner then asked Mum whether got go out tmr..(cos Yeeling asked me want go Kinokuniya a not..)then she suddenly scold, "Can dun ask me whether got go out a not?! New year is over!"..wah lau..she hor..then i say, "Then i can go out with my friends?", then she chided me again say wad dun always go out lar! you tis few days always going out, then blah blah blah..what the lor..shishi last time also like that..she everyday go friend house, go out with her friends..@%#&! Now say wad, can only go out during public holidays..oh come on! Dun be so biase can a not?! Big korkor everyday go out, u say nothing..and the money i take is from my own pocket not yours..so scared for wad?! I am a adult, no longer a child! No doubt, i am not a fully-grown! But pls! I give u what u want..so grant me wad i want! I obey you, do my homework..study and do assessment books..dun restrict me! I hate it!! Get OUT! :'(..you only know how to make me cry..nothing else..y couldn't i be the character in comic books that the artist creates? WHY? Y couldn't i lead the life of those characters..happy endings..
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p.s-crumbling..all because of you..
10:13 PM
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Friday, February 03, 2006

Hihi!! Today got focus test..oh no!! I did not finish my chinese letter writing..stupid sia..give 1 hour to write two letters..$#%@&! Hah..after focus test got training..i do a bit of PT(physical training) then never do le..cos hand & leg very itchy..then later do footdrill..i command the sec 2s..i am also the level I/C for sec 2 cadets..their footdrill improving..very proud of them although i didn't do much..hahahax..soon, i will passing out soon, and soon it will be time tO say goodbye to them..hahahax..will they miss me?? Haha..kk, i will stop all this nonsense..hmm some comments to make..sec 2s, rmbr..respect the new-EXCOs..do not drag your foot..give ur best when doing footdrill, pay attention..be nice to your own squad mates..and rmbr what i taught you all, dun always forget..ok..hehehe..sounds like i really leaving..hahaha..anyway..hope to hang out with you all soon..hahahax..anyway..take care!! See ya!!
Rashes came back..so sad..:'(..what you did today hurt me a lot..i dunno wad's wrong with you?!
p.s-pic of Chihiro
5:33 AM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006

harlow..today got quite a lot of things happen..haiz..why?! Sobsobx..anyway..today after school..accompany Agnes go Art room..then the stupid idoit go and trip me..then later, see her outside the ladies, i punch her gently at the back, then she just scold me lor..oh! Wad a colourful word she uses..so frusrated..man..she really change..she no longer the one person i know of..now u are just a big MEANIE! GOT ME!! And one day, it will be payback time!! I hate you!! You bitch! Man..i feel so disgusted..even just talking about u..:'( ..went back home after the councillor meeting..a very boring meeting..says that councillors not active enough when doing duty during recess time..whatever..after that, go home..eat lunch..then pass by Mum, who is ironing the clothes, say hello, then accidently knock into the fan..then Mum was like Shh!! YangYang sleeping..then i say sorry..then Mum a bit angry with me..sigh..hmm..i wonder..in Red Cross..i find it easy to communicate with the sec 2s and not the sec 3s..when QingXiang says that i am the level I/C for sec 2s..i was overjoyed..hah..all good things that happen..dun seem to last..so i will have to cherish my months left in Red Cross..cos other then trainings, i dun get to see them much..haha..you know something..when they first came in to this unit..i saw them as little brats..but slowly, i got to know them better..and also be friends with them..some of them will relate their problems to me, then i well give them advice..its also really fun to play with them..too bad i am leaving the unit soon, and will seldom come for trainings..haha..why do i sound like i am leaving this world? Strange..hah..opps..gotta go now..ciao!
p.s-pic from Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaiden
4:39 AM
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