Thursday, February 16, 2006
hell0 people...yesterday feeling very pressured..and problems arising everywhere and my rashes getting worse..so stressed..so yesterday..is sooner or later, i will explode..so when i watching The twelve kingdoms ytd, got beetle on my hair..i was very angry, so i get beetle off my hair, went to the bathroom to wash hair..to found that the beetle was entangled among my hair..and that was when i really break down..i shouted and screamed..soon, i heard my parents knocking on the batroom door..i left the shower on, and was wet when i came out..my dad was asking me wad happen..then i cried pointing at the beetle..i was stressed, so stressed that i really wanna scream! My parents was very furious with me and started shouting at me..say wad-only beetle u screamed for wad..wad rubbish..stop crying! small matters like having a beetle in your hair, get so worked up for wad?!..i was really angry..i went tomy room and couldn't stop crying..my Mum came in and shouted hurry go change ur clothes lar..so wet.then i say leave me alone! then my mum was screaming again..you not feeling well say lar! I dun bother to reply her..wadeva i say is rubbish to her..i went to change...hear my brother making fun of me..imitating me..i ignore him..myrashes hurt a lot at that time..it was appearing again on my face..all swollen..i went back to my room, crying to myself..no one came to an wei wo..so sad..not shishi, not yanyan, not my parents and my other siblings..I finally realised my worth here..nobody cared..
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