Friday, March 03, 2006
hihi..today feeling very sad..the SC thingy..ceremony i mean, was terrible..went up stage, take my certificate, went back down, the heel of my court shoe came out..wah!!! So embrassing!! Everyone was laughing at me.. :(...later Red Cross training..ask the sec 2s whether they know wad is CPR and how to perform CPR, no ans..second time, also no ans..then i shouted, "CADETS, CAN'T YOU HEAR ME? I AM ASKING YOU ALL A QUESTION! CAN YOU ALL ANS M?!"..ran off crying..feeling very stressed..then somebody said i cry about little things..hey, if you dunno anything, then keep your mouth shut! OK?! When i cooled down, saw Weiyang, Yanyan and Youzheng getting them to perform CPR..later got break then footdrill, supposed to be games, but the seniors are not happy with their performance today. Then later, made me angry again, say "Guys, i am here trying to control my emotions to try to teach you, could you all at least try your best to do footdrill?" Later, got improved a bit..but obviously dissappointed..regret saying tat you guys improved, last wednesday..was wrong in my judgement..Guys, are tired, so am i..k? Morever i have got only 1 pair of eyes! and i have to look at 15 people..you think its easy? Ok then, come and try then! After footdrill, view the FDC comp squad, stayed back for camp while the rest went back home, eat dinner..after that rashes coming out again, Ms Anne Tan asked me to go back home and rest and come back later, she actually wanted me to go home but i said i need to stay for the appreciation nite for the squad..went home, came back half an hour later with a ironing board, so that Wingting can iron the uniforms of all the FDC peeps. Appreciation nite was nice, regret not joining the squad..haiz..wad can i do anyway? I was the one who told Ms Oon that i didn't want to be in the squad..really regret.. :'(
Ranks means nothing..wad means he most is the respect you get from the cadets.
11:57 PM
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