Saturday, October 28, 2006
heyhey..
haven been blogging for quite some time now..thats cos i am working in billy bombers..
so far so good..lol..for the first few days, i have got muscle aches(my legs)..then slowly dun have le..now trying to get used to taking orders..
muahahaha..on the whole, everything is okay..but very tiring..cos work night shift, so when closing, need to do this and that..lol..aiyah..dunno what else to say..
today is my skool's i and e carnival..not much fun..last year's carnival was better..
sigh..i just dun get it..why is tat no matter wad i do, how hard i try, no one seems to bother? Its SUPER disheartening, u koe? super super super sickening too. i should just give it all up..why bother? when no one appreciates it? and pls dun tell me shit like u only treat me and ****** as sisters okay..sisters that u can rely on and all that..because like i just said, its bullshit! okay..when u are comforting me, u will just sprout out wadeva nonsense just to reassure me. cause i will really believe wad u r saying, but end up getting hurt because they are all lies..liar liar pants on fire..hahaha..so funny..i dunno whats going on in ur mind, alrite? i dun want to act like i understand u, its tiring and hurting..just when i am fine, happy and all, u just have to ruin it..oh, and also, what u r doing now, is only giving people the impression u r unreliable and not trustworthy..because whateva that comes out of ur mouth will be deemed as lies. okay? happy now?
work seems to be the only thing to take my mind off things..and besides, time heals all wounds, rite?
p.s-just changed by blog music to
Let Go by M-Flo loves Yoshiko
5:47 AM
Link to this post?
