hi..feeling pretty lousy right now.. yesterday was my last day of work. supposed to work for 2 more weeks but not possible right now, since my parents just grounded me. yesterday supposed to work 12-5, but end up doing FULL shift, cos 1 of my friends cant make it to work, so i have to replace her. Work till closing..tired..cos ytd new yr's eve went out to see the fireworks, then go Cathy there party..actually not really party, more like sitting down there and talk..the fireworks were nice..went home at 2.30++, wait tilll 3 am still dun have cab, about to call one when 1 came over. Reach home around 3.40, close to 4 i tink..went to sleep at 5.30..woke up at 9.30am the next day..so, can see i didnt get to sleep much.. after closing, which is around 10.15 or 10.30, which is considered early, went for supper at this hawker centre, with Louis, Chun Le(dunno whether its spelled correctly). Stanley, Pebble and Kristel. After supper they say want watch movie, then parents say cannot, then i about to go home then they all saydun like that la, last day already lei.............then i call back home, mum answered, then thot she say yes, then went to watch, Stanley went home first, then watch at Shaw, Sprit of the Victim. Quite scary, for the first quarter of the movie was covering my eyes, then later heed kristel's advice, cover ur ears, like tat wont be so scary. The story very complicated..dun quite understand wad it talking about. after that went home. take cab..of cos..so late already, where got train. reached home, got scolded by my dad. oh well, i deserved it. my mum say to come home, but i thot she said can watch. then he tinks my friends are leading me astray... wad a way to start the new year..totally sucks. everyone at home avoiding me like i have got aids or something..wad the hell..very disappointed with them. Yesterday they baked a cake, to think i can bake it together with them. So excited for nothing. just make me feel like crying..:'(
i hate u for wad u have done. i despise u! how could u? using this kind of excuse to prevent me from meeting my friends. shout at me for all u want! i no longer think of u as ****** figure. U dun deserve my respect. u deserve nothing!
