Thursday, June 28, 2007
upset.
i am upset.
oh well.
btw, won't be blogging for the next few days.
cos i just got back my results not long ago. so, i am GROUNDED.
sigh. nvm. since there's some problems with my internet modem. so just lie low for the moment.
will probably be busy anyway. i wont give up.
i want to achieve wad i wan. and i won't listen to u anymore, since,
its MY life. not yours.
dun put high hopes on urself.
cause with the current state and attitude u are in,
i doubt u can even make it.
i am not criticizing u or wad.
i am just saying the truth.
nice song that i like.
KATHARINE MCPHEE
"Everywhere I Go"
It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me
I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you
Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore
If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be
Silly silly me
But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me
And that's the way it is
And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you
Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore
I tell myself
Get over you
It's over right
Right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pull me in for another run
I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I Won't do it
Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you
Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore
Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore
Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore
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Monday, June 25, 2007
heyhey!!
went to school with a VERY heavy bag.
%^#!@, before going to the gallery, went to the classroom to deposit some of my heavier stuff.
lol.
then went in, passed a b'dae present to Agnes!
SORRY!! didn't have time to wrap it up. and also HAPPY BELATED B'DAE!! =D
my god. the gallery is like so humid can.
and the worst thing being we were in there for like an hour?
stupid spot check.
then went for lessons..
lalalala...
then after school, went to Yeeling's house to make croquettes!
yeah!!! i koe more or less hw to make them!! =)
lol. i make one shaped like a star and another like a gingerbread man.
of cos, the gingerbread man ended up chaota man. LOL
was sweating like hell in the kitchen.
hmm..nth much to say, only that they taste good. whether with the sauce or not.
and also, and also, yah,
we substitute the corn with hot dogs. lol.
cos when we went to the grocery store, we only got the milk but not the can of corns.
so...yeah.
anyway must thanks Yeeling for letting me use her kitchen and
helping me with the cooking, so thanks! =D
and also sacrificing her precious sleep just to help. lol.
yeah la yeah la..u very wei da, ok? lol. but still, THANK YOU!!
UR HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED! :D
yeah..i think that should be all bah..kk gtg now. cya!
p.s-meet-the-parent session tmr. my god.
so damn nervous can. its like entry to hell lor.
i wonder how he would react. SCARY THOUGHT.
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
keychain given to me buy Yanyan. THANKS!
belated b'dae present by Agnes. THANKS AGAIN! =D (Looks a bit like mickey mouse..lol)
MUMMY HAVING ICE-CREAM!!
i think this is made by shishi. =)hihi.
had a bad day today.
and i mean BAD.
anyway, today went to school with Agnes.
met her at the school gate, and i was late. O_o".
lol..sorry!
then went to the art room. its empty. lol.
then when we settled down, not long after, Ms Ang came in.
take 1 look at the empty classroom, and started complaining to me.
gosh* so scary can. its like even though she is complaining to me, she looks like she's scolding me. T.T
then JingMei came. sat down do art.
then some pple from my class came. then Ms Ang went for breakfast.
she came back around an half hour later..
then Yingling and Shiyun came in..
then just keep doing art till 1plus..
went for lunch with agnes and jingmei.
then went back art room, just slacked around..lol..
then went home at around 2-going-to-be-3 plus.
rushed back home, have a change of clothes,
then meet Yanyan, then went to harvey norman to print some photos that i took for my art research.
then went to Popular, got buy some things,
and then home sweet home. =).
so tired can. ytd night, i can't slp. T.T
terrible i tell u.
meanwhile, when i got home from art, i am irked by some people,
WHO, first, refused to pick up the god-damned phone,
second, need me to explain dunno how many times the situations they are in,
and third, not even a thanks from anyone of them.
GOD.
IF, u feel the urge to defend urself,
u feel pissed off, dun do it in front of me. cos i am ONLY passing on the message.
OK? can't u all just spare a thought for me?
u think i have a easy time today in school?
pple all over were saying, "wah, peipei, u only girl from 5n3 lei!!"
wth.
my god...
i am feeling so pissed, so irked now!
i am like so stunned? u koe sth?
THE WAY U SPEAK, SOUNDS LIKE U ARE DIRECTING UR ANGER ON ME!
and let me tell u. its not fair k. all i can do is help tell them. wad more can i do?
i am no influential figure, no way can i influence them to come.
i dun mind u complaining, but the way u complain is just like u venting ur frustrations on me.
and i dun feel good about it, ok?
and u people!
bunch of morons. only koe how to think about urself.
then others? yeah. NONE OF UR BUSINESS RITE?
becos of u pple, i have to undergo all this stupid crap.
yeah. u are the centre. pple around u is shit. rite? RIGHT.
and NEVER EXPECT PPLE TO SERVE U.
wad u expect, pple to call u just to tell u sth?
OMG. PLS GROW UP. how old are u all now?
around the same age as me? then can u all pls be a lil' more responsible?
cannot make it to a certain event or SIMPLY not interested then tell the teacher la.
wan pple call u and tell u wad to do then can is it.
wad are u pple? bunch of 5-yrs old? HUH?
dun u feel any shame at all? u like pple criticize u?
if u TRULY wish to get out of this school and enter a good course in poly,
then think for urself! dun expect pple to spoon-feed u ALL the time!
wad she is doing is out of concern for u pple, and yet u guys just slam the door in her face.
give her some respect. if she can't be bothered with u pple, i doubt she will even bother to try to call u or sth.
kns.
KNS! U WAN SLAM DOOR SLAM LA!
EVERYTIME WAN ME QIAN JIU NI! SUXS LA K!
I CANT EVEN A BOOK USING MY OWN TABLE LAMP, JUST BECOS U WAN TO SLP.
AND I HAVE TO USE A STUPID TORCH TO READ. WTH.
THEN SOMEMORE I IN THE LIVING ROOM TALK ON THE PHONE CANNOT IS IT!
WTH. SORRY LOR, THE DOOR IS NOT SOUND-PROOF. WAD U WAN ME DO, PROVIDE U WITH COTTON BALLS TO STUFF UR EARS WITH?
HAH! THIS IS SO FUNNY CAN. WHEN I TRY TO GET SOME SLP, I CANT, COS U DUN EVEN BOTHER TO BE QUIET. TALK ABOUT THE POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK!
sorry.
was in a bad mood today.
when i was out going to JP, throughout the whole trip, i am multi-tasking,
and i got pissed by some people, but it was resolved later, but still. its irritating.
i hate to multi-task. distract myself from wad i am doing.
on my way out, i had to:
-comfort someone(as i was in a extremely bad mood, i just cut off that person and refuse to reply. sorry.)
-print photos
-explain some nonsensical stuff to some people who deemed it important to them
-asking who wants to buy the adhesive spray
-yanyan beside me telling me lame jokes.
and a lot more.
so naturally, i am not happy.
THE END.
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
SHISHI AND I!AHHHH!!
the holidays are ending soon,
but but but,
MY HOMEWORK are not done yet!!!
LOL. GREAT. my last week of holidays will be wasted. sigh*
wad to do? HAH. nth. since i have been slacking for the past 2 weeks or so.
was quite busy last week, so not considered slacking. :D.
anyway gtg now. CYA!
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hey.
feeling very VERY irritated right now.
i dun want to talk about it.
i mean. wad's the point?
i have been blogging about it, but it doesn't change anything.
just letting off steam? perhaps.
this is hilarious.
i CANNOT believe what i just heard.
i REALLY cant.
but guess wad. i realised something after all.
its not going to work out. and thats for sure.
i given up on u a while back, but then i dunno wad happen, but we're friends again.
and maybe we just dun click.
its like i try to do wadeva i can to keep it going.
but if u choose not to tell me wad u r displeased with?
and then i keep going, not knowing that wad i am doing make u unhappy,
then so?
WAD AM I supposed TO DO?
i mean, wad the HELL am i supposed to do?
so, isn't this lame or something?
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Friday, June 15, 2007
YOU=STICK IN THE MUD.
NO RESPECT, NO WADSOEVA, FOR THE OPPOSITE PARTY.
AND ALL U KNOW IS TO ACCUSE PPLE OF DOING SOMETHING THAT THEY DID NOT DO.
THIS IS SO FUNNY CAN?
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
i am so freaked out by wad happened just now.
kns.
yeah. i am being SO paranoid. so?
so sorry to say this, but no matter where i am, i never felt secured before.
not even my own home.
k?
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
hihi..
mum's back!!
finally!! so happy to see her back home.
she came back yesterday. or should i say the day before. lol.
anyway nt sleeping yet,
cause i sleep too much in the afternoon..so..
hah..
but i guess i cant sleep cause i am kinda troubled.
oh well. just glad to see mum back!
though she's still not feeling too well..but at least she's smiling! :D
i managed to see wad yanyan's capable of!
when mum's nt around, she did most of the chores, with sis..
but i am really surprised.
cause she always look so blur and all. lmao.
but now she's back to normal. childish. one word to describe her.
yeah..she's a kidult. only acting like a adult when the need be.
is it so difficult to have someone around me to talk to?
no, its not difficult. people around me can do that.
but will they understand me?
yeah, some, but some choose pretend not to,
meanwhile others choose to increase ur burden instead of taking it off ur shoulders.
so yeah. WAD am i expected to do?
i can help u out when u need it, in fact i can help all of u out there!
but who will be there to help me out?
yeah. u can be there for me once or twice. but when i really need it, are you there?
p.s-its a REAL complicated world out there.
i am confused by all these stupid things going on right now.
thinking of the best way to handle them.
trying not to think so much..about this and tat, and things just happen simultaneously with one another.
so i won't blame u if u can't understand wad i am saying, as a lot of things are on my mind right now.
so maybe when i am done blogging, with a load off me, i might be able to go to sleep. =D
are u given the right to snap at me just because u are irritated?
no..i dun think so...
i will gladly listen to wad u have to say..
but its only a matter of whether you CHOOSE to tell me in the first place!
isn't it?
so stop crapping, saying that i was NOT there when u needed it!
BECAUSE U NEVER DID GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO HEAR YOU!
yeah. u wan sympathy? yeah, u have it now. happy?
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Saturday, June 09, 2007
hello~
have been going to the hosp. everyday.
just reached home, half and hour ago.
tmr might be staying overnight..depends.
today, went out with YL, to JE library.
first went to company her have lunch at this Japanese restaurant, Kobayashi,
if i am not wrong, then went to the library,
look for books by my favorite author, Christopher Golden.
WEE~~ I FOUND THEM!!
SO HAPPY! ITS LIKE JP DUN HAVE, THEN I HAVEN READ FOR QUITE SOME TIME OREDI.
then went home, get ready to go out AGAIN...
reached there..my Aunts and one of their daughter was there when we(Sis, Yanyan and I)
reached. lol..but they left not long after.
then stayed there till 6.30+, went down to the food court and have dinner with MUMMY DEAR!!
then go for a walk around the park, and then went up to watch tv..
then home!!
so nice to be home.
kk..gotta go now! CYA!!!!!
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Friday, June 08, 2007
-PIC drawn by Shishi!! Given to me quite long ago. CUTE RITE?-YEE's EXCLUSIVE REPORT-
LMAO.
lol..okay,
i have to thanks yl for helping me make the current blogskin i am using..
pretty nice, isn't it?
but i guess in her opinion,
it will be VERY NICE.
lol.
so, yeah, thks YL!!! (Claps*Claps*)
even went to her hse today to edit it.
added some more patterns,
and changed some things,
then she even treat me MAC.
lol.
so, thks agn!!
thereby, ur efforts are greatly appreciated!! =D
muahahaha.
but really la, thks for listening to be rant non-stop.
if nt the next day, i would be yelling my head off at some innocent by-stander. XD
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
my god.
my god.
my god.
stop whining and complaining that u r tireD!
cause u r not the only one k?
everyone feel tired wad.
so?
its just a matter of WHETHER u just keep it to urself a nt....
stop bothering me.
get off my back.
if i appear like i dun care,
it means i REALLY dun want to know, and i dun even in the slightest bit care. oK?
u koe?
sometimes when u do things,
take it one step at a time.
wad u r doing now is FREAKING me out.
oh.
the things i wan doesnt come true,
meanwhile,
the things i LEAST expect to happen, HAPPENED.
Guess wad? I am like so "LUCKY"?
wad i am going through now,
is like many others out there.
and i need time to cool down.
and when i DO, i wish people will just leave me alone,
and i will be back to normal not long after.
u can't expect me to SMILE, or LAUGH when i am feeling down rite?
if u were me, can u do tat?
NO RITE?
i am oredi troubled withs lots of problems!
and yeah, pple say i am quite emotional.
so?
i show my emotions clearly wad.
is tat a crime? something illegal?
pple say that its normal to have obstacles coming your way.
yeah yeah, liek reel u mean.
its like shit la.
wad am i suppose to do?
who can i turn to?
wth.
i am going through a tough phase now.
wad i wan is moral support!
not a whole lot of bullshit!
i dun even koe if i can pass by it.
oh ya, YEAH RIGHT.
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bored in the train ride..zzzz..
lol..:D pictuhihi..
been going to the hospital for the past 2 days to visit mum...
so beat...tired..
the day before yesterday, went there at about 6 plus..had dinner at the foodcourt
and then went to the surgery waiting room waiting for her to come out..
then when she is out, saw her..sigh. so sad la. its like obvious she is in pain, but
can't do anything, except ask her press the control for more painkiller to be released..
her face is so pale lor..
then stayed till 10 plus..went home..
then today, could hardly get up?
lol..cause the night before i cant sleep. sense of insecurity. hah....
shishi says the same thing too.
hah..she also have difficulty sleeping.
then went to school for maths remedial.
i am filled with guilt. LMAO.
lol..didnt turn up for english remedial,
thats cause none of the girls turn up, then i dun wan to be the only one, so skip.
then went yl's house, play swing..
then edit my blogskin.
then quickly rush back home,
mopped the floor and then sweep the floor..
then go bathe, then went out with sis..
went old chang kee get mum's favorite yam pie..
then take train to outram park, meeting shishi first at JE.
OMG!!! WHY THE BLOCK LOCATED SO FAR AWAY FROM THE MRT STATION???
the hospital have got lots of block, and then the block mum's in is quite far..
so u can imagine..O_o"
then went in..mum sleeping..
she's looking so much better compared to the day b4.
then she woke up. YEAH!
then chit-chat...
then she went back to sleep..
then me and sis went out looking at the food courts and shops.
stayed till 6.45pm, then went home.
train was so damn crowded!!!
lol..then went MOS BURGER eat. (courtesy of papa)
then went liberty get something for mummy.
then home sweet home!! ^^
tmr will be going back again..with sis and papa.
gtg now.
need to iron my own clothes. although korkor ironed some of them le.
p.s-FIRST time i see korkor ironing the clothes. LOL. but they are still kinda folded..lol..but nevermind la. lol
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
sometimes when we are faced with difficult situations,
we find it hard to react.
for your case, i really dunno wad to do,
hence the only thing i can do is to just act like u're nt dere.
cause wadeva it is u r doing,
u r definitely freaking me out.
i dunno how to react,
hence my attitude.
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
hi.
went out with mum, shishi and yanyan to JE entertainment center.
watch shrek 3.
we got 2 complimentary passes, but cant use it,
then the auntie at the ticket counter just refuse to tell us WHY we cant use it,
insisting that we look at the pass.
then me and shishi were like wth...
just tell us why cannot use jiu de le rite.
still want us read. read wad read. kns.
then saw xuelin and friends.
lol. they dunno wad to watch. cos some watch this le, some watch tat le.
anyway went in..the movie quite funny la. but some parts were quite boring.
i tink i dun really like watching movies anymore? hah..
after tat went back home, shishi went for RC campfire.
kk. gtg. cya!
real worried.
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Monday, June 04, 2007
hello
lol..
today, had my english prelim oral..
too nervous bah..then can't pronounce clearly. sigh.
lol..oh well..
after oral,
went to the library for breakfast,
then go borrow books.
hah. short entry for today.
nth interesting to write about today. :D
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wth
wth
wth
wth.
if u DUN like me.
say it straight to my face can.
stop giving me the evil eye can.
cause its just gonna piss me off.
and yeah, i did do something wrong, but wad trigger it?
and i did do something to amend it rite.
wad MORE do u expecT?
i have enough on my hands, k?
so just left me alone.
i dun want to keep fretting about this and that.
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
SUBWAY. i had the usual>Chicken Teriyaki. ^^
hohoho..MINISTRY OF SCIENCE. lol..nice TEE.heeeelllloooo....
went to the old folks home today for my class''s Service Learning project.
it was an class outing.
and weee~~ we get to wear outside clothes.
image the horror if we have to wear our school uniform and travel all the way to Yishun.
and furthermore, we will only be ruining the school's reputation. lol..
when we reached there, we were stoning..lol..
cos we were waiting for instructions.
then not long after, went to place our bags in a room..
then went back down, to the ground floor and started the feeding session.
lol..but we didn't get to do any feeding, cause by the time we reached the 2nd floor, the canteen,
the feeding is oredi done. :D.
lol..so we started playing bingo, with me and yl attached to a SN volunteer, Michelle.
both of us were to a elderly, but we couldn't do much communication, since they speak
hokkien, so Michelle helped us. lol.
we played bingo.
lol..
and then after tat went for break.
then got singing session.
we were split into 2 groups.
went around the HOME, singing either chinese or english songs to the old folks.
then we finally get to go home, but b4 tat got debrief.
then went back JP, had dinner with yl. >>> subway.
not very nice. lol..but the cookie is nice! lol.
i still like the one at Marina.
still the best.
=D.
kk. gotta go now. CYA!
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Friday, June 01, 2007
omg....
i am so irritated.
i am so bored!!!!!!!
BORED TO DEATH RIGHT NOW!!!!
fan si la.
dun feel like doing hw or wadeva.
wan go out but everybody busy. zzz....
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