Wednesday, June 13, 2007
hihi..
mum's back!!
finally!! so happy to see her back home.
she came back yesterday. or should i say the day before. lol.
anyway nt sleeping yet,
cause i sleep too much in the afternoon..so..
hah..
but i guess i cant sleep cause i am kinda troubled.
oh well. just glad to see mum back!
though she's still not feeling too well..but at least she's smiling! :D
i managed to see wad yanyan's capable of!
when mum's nt around, she did most of the chores, with sis..
but i am really surprised.
cause she always look so blur and all. lmao.
but now she's back to normal. childish. one word to describe her.
yeah..she's a kidult. only acting like a adult when the need be.
is it so difficult to have someone around me to talk to?
no, its not difficult. people around me can do that.
but will they understand me?
yeah, some, but some choose pretend not to,
meanwhile others choose to increase ur burden instead of taking it off ur shoulders.
so yeah. WAD am i expected to do?
i can help u out when u need it, in fact i can help all of u out there!
but who will be there to help me out?
yeah. u can be there for me once or twice. but when i really need it, are you there?
p.s-its a REAL complicated world out there.
i am confused by all these stupid things going on right now.
thinking of the best way to handle them.
trying not to think so much..about this and tat, and things just happen simultaneously with one another.
so i won't blame u if u can't understand wad i am saying, as a lot of things are on my mind right now.
so maybe when i am done blogging, with a load off me, i might be able to go to sleep. =D
are u given the right to snap at me just because u are irritated?
no..i dun think so...
i will gladly listen to wad u have to say..
but its only a matter of whether you CHOOSE to tell me in the first place!
isn't it?
so stop crapping, saying that i was NOT there when u needed it!
BECAUSE U NEVER DID GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO HEAR YOU!
yeah. u wan sympathy? yeah, u have it now. happy?
3:26 AM
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