Sunday, July 08, 2007
MY GOD.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY dunno what's wrong with you.
and heck, i dun give a damn either.
because, all you do to me is treat me like a punching bag.
KNS. what am i? someone for u to vent ur frustrations on?
COME ON!
ASKING 1 or 2 PATHETIC questions that hard to answer?
and dun BLINDLY ACCUSE me of being TOO LAZY to search for the answers!
even if the questions that i am doing are pretty indirect, i still do it, trying to find a hint on to wad its related to!
if i REALLY AM asking u ALL the questions, then i can get things done in, like wad? half-hour?
U ARE NEXT TO ME AND U CAN SEE ME WITH MY HEAD BURIED IN MY BIO TEXTBK FOR 2 HRS!
AND WAD? I KEEP ASKING U QNS?
yeah. i do ask u qns. BUT BEFORE THAT, I MADE SURE I CHECK THRU MY TEXTBOOKS LOOKING FOR THE FORMULAS OR WADEVA THING THERE IS TO FIND. BUT WHEN I REALLY CANT, I THEN TURN TO U.
I TRY TO DO THEM MYSELF U KOE? but the impression u get is i'm not EVEN TRYING.
my my...i think u think too much.
i think u are trying to gain sympathy like wad u did last time?
wad a liar. liar liar pants on fire.
and, i know u are facing some kind of difficulty in school.
so, SO, i try to do something to cheer u up. and wad do i get in the end. SHIT.
y me then? and nt yy and sis?
y? because u koe i will let u off everytime? just keep my mouth shut?
LOOK. I HAD ENOUGH OK. I TRY TO HELP U. U REFUSE. U DUN WANT ME TO HELP.
fine fine FINE! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE OK.
AND DUN COME EXPECTING ME TO APOLOGIZE A FEW DAYS LATER.
CAUSE, I WONT GIVE IN TO U ANYMORE, LEST U GET THE IDEA U R EASILY FORGIVEN AND DO WADEVA U LIKE.
AND I AM THOROUGHLY GETTING SICK OF IT.
I TRY TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT U'RE BEING CRAPPY MOST OF THE TIMES.
I JUST FORGET IT, THINKING U HAD UR REASONS. BUT WAD U DID THIS TIME IS JUST WAY OVERBOARD.
i cry not because i am sad. i cry because i am angry, outraged.
i try to accomodate, u koe?
i curb my temper, so we can live in peace, and mum would stop worrying.
but look wad happen? i like u as sister. u are a good sister. but sometimes, ur personality sucks.
i accept that. i understand u need to let it out sometime. but when u give me THAT ATTITUDE OF URS, IT JUST SUCKS. HELL IT DOES.
WHY NOT SHOW THIS ATTITUDE OF URS TO UR FRIENDS?
why not lose ur temper in front of ur friends? let them koe the real u.
cos all they have been seeing all this while is just a facade.
and lets face it. u've changed. BIG-TIME.
i no longer recognize who u are, wad u are.
and lets just say sometimes wad u do just get pretty out of hand.
just because u are feeling irritated cos u dunno how to do something or solve it,
dun blame me or even try to use me as a punching bag.
all i can do is provide a listening ear for u to complain or maybe tell me wad's wrong, and maybe i can help u with it. but u dun want it. k then. fine. i dun want to bother anymore, cause my exams are coming, and i am pretty stressed right now too. we are on the same boat. but i try to control my emotions. UNLIKE U.
p.s-y cant u get my drift?
i try to reject, but u keep coming. and i dun wan to hurt ur feelings. thats y i am being so indirect.
i dun wan to hurt ur feelings. but if this goes on, i dunno wad to do.
too many ugly people in this world.
ugly not as in their exterior but their interior.
maybe i am ugly myself, too.
enough to make someone kinda depressed just to see so many of them right here, right now.
Labels: Bitch.
12:06 AM
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