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Tuesday, May 06, 2008


aloha.

can i just say something?
i dunno why, but all of a sudden, i just feel so tired. Serious.
maybe i'm plain tired of pretending to be happy and content,
whether at work or school, even HOME! sick of pretending tat i like working,
that nothing is wrong in my life right now. Everthing's perfect. =DD
But that's bullshit. i hate going to school. Feel like i can't fit in.
Work's okay, but it can be quite mentally straining, what with all the problems.
HOME? Some things are just getting worse.
My Mum just called me stupid. but i don't blame her.
it's partly my fault, and HIS FAULT TOO!

so pissed off. and i really, dunno how to respond.
i mean, when Mum told me what happening,
i just break down. and then i was so very angry with him.
WHY SO CALCULATIVE?
Am i even ur kid in the first place?
Cause the way u're treating me now, is like it implies i am not.

got "bombed" a few times together.
first, my classmate told me something, and it wasn't very nice.
then i was like, Huh? Why the sudden statement.
Maybe its because we haven't known each other for long.
oh well. if u think that way, so be it.
i know wad u take me for, anyway. so, its fine by me.
it was nice hanging out together.

second, was Mum.
third, money matters.

haha..guess i was unlucky today.
gtg. bb


10:01 PM
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