Wednesday, January 31, 2007
hihi..
yawn*..feel like sleeping..lol.
just changed my blogskin, AGAIN..lol..picture is by Jimmy Liao, a famous illustrator..
p.s-nice pic done by Jimmy Liao.
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
hihi.. feeling quite bored lately. be it today, yesterday or the day before..yawn~can't help it. i barely understand wad the teacher is trying to say sometimes..today PE lesson, 2.4km, lol..fail..nevermind.. blame myself for walking 3/4 of the time. :P..social studies watch video in the library, on fall of the Tsar, mainly on Rasputin. after recess, chinese, then biology, then maths. today's english lesson, group discussions on a skit on how to educate the pple on why its important to defend S'pore..etc. bored..feeling quite slack during english lessons..i feel guilty towards my teacher. maybe i am being influenced? yah..just dun do things seriously anymore. can some sort of feel disappointment from her. sigh. maybe its just like wad mum said, u dunno wad u decided to do yet, once u have decided, u will aim towards that goal, and maybe u will then really concentrate.
been thinking about lots of things lately. think too much..my words were a tad too harsh today..just feeling peeved at certain pple, i guess. oh well..wad can i say? if u r gonna treat me like shit, then the same goes for u.
p.s-nana
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
hi, went to the beach today, with my friends, to Sentosa.. pretty fun, haven been there for like 6 yrs? yup. too bad the weather was bad, no sun, cannot sun tan.hopefully can go back there next week! wee~then to Siloso beach, then after that have lunch, then to Palawan beach..then back to Vivo city. Went to "Page One" to look for books..cos lazy go back JP. too bad dun have my book, but Yeeling got Paradise Kiss. Nice book. Then go back JP, buy. sian..went back home, my good mood was ruined. My ipod nano gt some problems..it wont turn on, scare me, i thought spoiled lor. then check the Apple website to check, then found solution..then went to tell my sis, cos i worried, then solve the prob very happy, then want tell someone. then someone an na an na, wad the hell. pple nt done talking, k? something with ur brain rite? confirmed one. kns. make my blood boils..curse u fall down when walking down the stairs! curse u slip and fell when walking! curse u!
i hate you! hate you hate you hate you!
wad the f***! Have u heard of freedom of speech in S'pore?! HUH?! Talking to my sister rite, not you rite, also cannot is it? i so worried about my ipod, then repair ok le, tell my sister how worried i am cannot is it? wad a sucker u are! its been like 3 yrs already? and over such a SMALL MATTER, u still wont let it go! wad kind of brother are u? i always admire pple with big brothers whom they can look up to. and yet u? bloody hell! damn u!
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
harlow..
just changed my blogskin..lol..
anyway, haven been feeling well for the past few days..sigh..Wednesday went to see the doctor at the polyclinic, #$%!@, waited for like 3 hrs plus b4 i get to see the doctor..wad the..vomiting, stomachache and fever..hmm..looks like half of my family was infected too.. me and yanyan and my dad suffer from infection..hmm..wonder how we go it..did nt turn up 4 skool for wednesday and thursday, friday, got homework, must complete them!! lol..then yesterday gt class committee meeting, which is like so boring to me..lol..went there feeling quite giddy, b4 tat went to staff room to look for teacher to collect workbook, then saw Ms Tan, sigh, she wants me and shishi to plan civil defence first aid demostration thingy..wrong place at the wrong time!! lol..should know quickly run away..haha..all my first aid techniques i forgot already, still want me demonstrate in front of school..anyway will stop here, byebye!
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
hihi..
haven been blogging for quite some time now..busy with school work..yesterday conference call with Kristel and Ziqi.. was fun, but most of the time not really listening..tired..but really happy, get to talk to them. realised some things..
you have been lying to me all along, and for that i hate you..to think that i thought u were a nice person..guess i was wrong..never should have judge a book by its cover..
sigh..dun feel like going back to red cross..dun feel a sense of belonging there.. the feeling is back..it was same like last year..go back there, just feel like i am an extra..not like someone, whom everyone respects..me? some pple think i am transparent or something like that. wads the point of having achieve the highest rank? it doesn't do anything for me. respect have to be earned. i know that..but how do you go abt doing it? suddenly everything looks bleak at the moment. dun feel like doing anything..too tired? yah..everything i do just comes to nothing. so wad for try so hard?
just feel like crying..wad am i supposed to do? no wonder when i went back there a few days ago, i sense a feeling of dread..now i understand..dun feel like going back. just want to run away..suddenly, i feel so weak and useless..just wish the floor would open up and i would fall into a bottomless pit.
so sick, so tired..i dun want to be the one giving in anymore...dun wish to bother anymore.
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Monday, January 01, 2007
hi..feeling pretty lousy right now..
yesterday was my last day of work. supposed to work for 2 more weeks but not possible right now, since my parents just grounded me. yesterday supposed to work 12-5, but end up doing FULL shift, cos 1 of my friends cant make it to work, so i have to replace her. Work till closing..tired..cos ytd new yr's eve went out to see the fireworks, then go Cathy there party..actually not really party, more like sitting down there and talk..the fireworks were nice..went home at 2.30++, wait tilll 3 am still dun have cab, about to call one when 1 came over. Reach home around 3.40, close to 4 i tink..went to sleep at 5.30..woke up at 9.30am the next day..so, can see i didnt get to sleep much..
after closing, which is around 10.15 or 10.30, which is considered early, went for supper at this hawker centre, with Louis, Chun Le(dunno whether its spelled correctly). Stanley, Pebble and Kristel. After supper they say want watch movie, then parents say cannot, then i about to go home then they all saydun like that la, last day already lei.............then i call back home, mum answered, then thot she say yes, then went to watch, Stanley went home first, then watch at Shaw, Sprit of the Victim. Quite scary, for the first quarter of the movie was covering my eyes, then later heed kristel's advice, cover ur ears, like tat wont be so scary. The story very complicated..dun quite understand wad it talking about.
after that went home. take cab..of cos..so late already, where got train. reached home, got scolded by my dad. oh well, i deserved it. my mum say to come home, but i thot she said can watch. then he tinks my friends are leading me astray...
wad a way to start the new year..totally sucks. everyone at home avoiding me like i have got aids or something..wad the hell..very disappointed with them. Yesterday they baked a cake, to think i can bake it together with them. So excited for nothing. just make me feel like crying..:'(
i hate u for wad u have done. i despise u! how could u? using this kind of excuse to prevent me from meeting my friends. shout at me for all u want! i no longer think of u as ****** figure. U dun deserve my respect. u deserve nothing!
Labels: last day. :(
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