Friday, July 27, 2007
found this on the back of a card.
lol. HELLO SUNSHINE!
This is actually a bookmark. nice rite? Someone gave it to me , last year.
AHH!! Adorable rite!!!
erm...this is something i got from a machine. u know the kind where u put in a 1 dollar coin,turn the knob and something will fall out of the flap. =D
ARGH!!!!
i hate being a girl!!!
and i really mean it.
its like so sucky la can.
grrrrr....
wasn't feeling too well today.
probably because i ate too much ytd.
muahahahaha.
but still, i eat too much, so i am getting fatter.
LOL.
but still, is like i care. lol. try to cut down on the food intake.
it seems that i cant pass a day after meals without munching on something to eat.
lol.
anyway,
another thing.
I CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT HANDPHONES.
lol.
technically speaking, i can la.
but as u know, the generation i was born in,
i am a lazy cat.
lol.
so having need to jot down the tel. phone numbers of ur friend,
and carry it around.
and u must be wondering why i am doing this.
cause, a) my hp is spoiled. waiting to get a new one soon.
b) i seldom use my mum's hp, and i dun ON it unless necessary
c) i dunno how to use her phone. XD
lol.
hohohoho.
and i find it troublesome to keep changing sim cards, (my card and my mum's)
moreover, the numbers in the card are some unknown numbers,
and i did nt save the my fren's hp. numbers in it b4.
so wasted. lol.
ok. enough crap said.
gotta go back to do some work,
or else i won't have enough time to finish during the weekends.
sobs*
kk. gtg now. cya!
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
hi all.
some things are really getting on my nerves. really.
let me tell u again.
when something happens, it's because of a misunderstanding.
and to that, there are often two perceptive to the story.
thats why its misleading.
cause u often dunno who to believe,
and the one who can solve this problem are the parties involved.
cause only they can tell wad really happened.
there are actually one side of the story,
but they wan to show that they are in the right,
so they twist the story around and exaggerate.
and its like crap la.
i hate that.
i hate playing the bad guy.
but if u dun, the person won't learn.
she will keep thinking that she did nothing wrong.
but its abit sad. the person will hate me for it.
yeah so? and i will admit i am still feeling bitter over wad happened.
and now everybody's back to normal.
they may be ready to forgive her this time,
but i dunno about next time.
meanwhile i on the other hand, find it hard to do it.
cause this is not the first time it happened.
it had happened lots of time already.
please la. for god's sake.
u can't have it both ways.
either u act like an angel or a devil.
u can't be both simultaneously u koe.
either u accept for who she is,
or tell her wad u think.
i am freaking damned by wad happened.
i wan to tell her wad i feel.
but i cant. cause its gonna fall on deaf ears.
cause she will just think i am being freaking bias,
and ignore wad i said. so wad AM i supposed to do?
yeah, we do complain and whine and all,
but wad can i do?
wad about u all? we all can do it, cause it won't be based on a 1 person account,
and its based to a testimony of many others who feel the same way.
but its not gonna happen.
i dunno why,
and hold on for a minute before u say something else.
u may start to be defensive,
to protect ur own pride.
but think it through.
i had had enough.
feeling really disappointed and upset.
and i am prepared to hear some nasty things behind my back.
but its okay. since i will be leaving soon. and never turn back.
i cherish the people around me.
try to give in to u people, but i have my own thinkings too.
u can't expect me to give in all the time.
i have my own future.
and i dunno whether the future includes u.
so i have to start thinking for myself.
i wanted to help u.
but u refused to let me help u,
so wad am i supposed to do?
ruin my life over u?
when i am still not sure whether we will still be friends, in wad? 10 years?
but if it weren't like tat, i can swear i will do anything.
we can just fool around with no boundaries between us, and i can just let it all out, and just have
fun. even if it mean getting punished.
if we were good friends, koe each other inside out, and koe that we can be depended on,
then its a different story.
u get my drift?
yeah. i am being mean. but i have learned something about u.
u koe karma?
the way u treat me, it will come back to u.
although i often say this, i still spare a thought for u people.
when i go quiet, its not because i am angry.
its because i am upset. and thinking.
thinking that i can't force u people to do things my way.
so in the end i still smile.
but now, who know how long i can keep on smiling.
my only means of support are the ones who stand by me,
who knows me inside out, who koe when i am feeling upset.
so good for me then.
maybe at the end of the day,
u people will win. cause wad u people will learn is more then i do.
and u people will always have happy times to think of, and at the same time gain things that i find hard to reach for.
so no matter wad, i will still wish u people sucess in wadeva u do!
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Friday, July 20, 2007
Photo of the Girls.
pics taken with Ms Ang !
Xuelin and i
Me and Caroline
empty classroom
group photos
lol. Huiting look so man with her arms around JN.
more group photos! 
pics taken with xueli
Roasted corns! i love them!
BEFORE
In the midst of cooking
AFTER.
STEAMBOAT PARTY @ MY HOUSE
hey all.
today is racial harmony day.
lol. didn't wear any ethinc costume, though i really wish to be able to wear one, but,
no one wants to wear,
and the person who is supposed to lend me was not in school today and the day before.
so went to school, and when i entered the galley,
surprise surprise, only saw a few boys in my class.
lol.
in total, the no. of people in school today is 13.
for english, Ms Wong going through comprehension passage.
but after a while, we went to the library. lol.
then after that was Art,
did our stuff, then the last period doing nothing. lol.
then took some pics with Ms Ang!
then after recess is racial harmony day celebrations.
lol.
got this Singathon thingy going on,
was looking forward to the bands playing, but due to time constraints, they didnt get to perform.
then focussed test, then after that went to my house for steamboat.
xueli, caroline, jianing, huiting, jingwen and yeeling was there.
it was nice having steamboat!!
the soup that mummy prepared was delicious!!!
mummy is being such a dear by helping us with a lot of things.
then they all left at 6 plus. yes, i chased them out, lol.
cause, i wan upload all the pics in my comp and then go take a short nap.
k. thats all i have to say. cya!
p.s-stop acting like u are so innocent. u are making me sick.
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
hihi..
hmm...
i cant seem to be optimistic, u koe?
and i dunno y it turn out like that.
all i koe is that 3/4 of my blog entries are like complaints, all unhappy stuff.
and y is tat so?
i find it frustrating. even on days when good things happen, the bad things seem to be the majority.
sometimes, i wonder..
and here goes another entry.
u people very funny lei.
wad do u take me for?
fool?
wtf.
i really had had enough ok.
and i dunno how to tell u wad i tink of u.
is like all u ever do is to pout and give excuses when u're asked to do something.
wad? u are the only one doing it? NO right?
and u haven even start and u start complaining already.
man. i really had it to u. to do something like this.
and whenever u need me to do a favor, u act nice and all.
otherwise? dun even bother to talk to me unless u are in the mood.
HAH. this is so hilarious. wad am i? someone for u to make use of?
doest mean if i keep quiet, i am ok with it, u koe?
and i am not being bias. i am just repaying kindness with kindness.
next.
this person is the best la.
i one day dunno throw how many tantrums, she can still stand me.
BRAVO BRAVO.
also ask me whether i ok a not.
is like stepping on a minefield.
even my sibling avoid me when i am not in the mood. HOHOHO.
lol. but still, am i tat scary? no right.
wo shi hao ren! LOL!
k. gtg. will post more tmr. now back to doing hw. sigh*
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
HAHAHA!
its no wonder u have go so many pimples on ur face.
THATS CAUSE U BAD-MOUTH PEOPLE TOO MUCH!
and u tink u r that handsome?
come on la. wake up can. LOOK AT URSELF IN THE MIRROR!!
and wad right have u got to say others? to criticize them or even hurt their self-esteem.
if u were in their shoes, hw would u feel?
u cant possibly tell me u dun mind people calling u names and all tat right?
and wad u people are doing right now is just despicable.
its like we are not blind u know?
and for god's sake, act like ur age hao mar.
dun act like u are just some sec 1 kid going through puberty and dunno wads right and wrong.
my god. and to think i used to respect u people.
oh might as well throw it away.
u wan people to look down on u? no right?
but wad u are doing now is just making me think.."My god..doesn't that person feel any sense of shame at all?" or "oh..so much so said about being responsible, huh...".
if u can't shoulder the responsibility, then dun carry it in the first place.
dun take it up.
pls. do some soul-searching pls.
back to whr i was saying, this people deserve respect. unlike u, who have got no right wadeva to criticize them, hurt them or even start questioning about their own flaws, which EVERYONE, thats right, u and me, have.
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
Nice book cover!
I bought this tin of candy today. Kind of unique dun u tink? Been looking for this for so long, and here it is!!
for sale anyone? found tis pic somewhr on the net. love isn't sold. it cannot me bought in the first place. LOL. so lame.hey there all.
today was a REALLY bad day for me to go out.
cos i met up with a lot of incidents that make me think that some people just dunno how to say 'Excuse Me.', if not they find it TOO darn difficult.
and then when i was buying some food, this guy suddenly shouted in my ear, and i ignored it, and then he did it again. wtf.
sicko. then i ended up with a very bad mood, and my family of cause look at me with a puzzled look. but still, sicko.
and then in the early afternoon when i went for tuition, the people there are like so cold and hostile. my god. wish i had somebody to go with me, cos everyone in class seems to have a partner. and i am the lone one. SIAN.
wads more is that i got tuition on sat and sun. meaning no rest for me!!! wish is like so tiring, having need to travel back and forth, time wasted. and each lesson lasts for 2 hrs. and, i need an half hr to prepare, half hr to get there, and same when i go home. so like 4 hrs spent?
oh well. 3 more months to go and i am free!! So, till then, i have to REN!!!!
kk. thats all i have to say. CYA!
p.s-btw, my hp is down, so it will be sent for repair soon, and also all my contacts will be gone, so next time when u sms me, dun be surprised to see that i ask who u are. haha.
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Friday, July 13, 2007
LOL. this card was by a EX-teacher who used to teach me. its a THANK-YOU card. Ironic isn't it?
hi all.
pretty bad day today.
lol. keep losing my temper. LOL.
so sorry to all who have to endure. LOL.
but seriously la. i no mood means really no mood. i love my peace and quiet. thank u.
and yah, i can be rowdy too. but tats when i am really HIGH. lol.
btw, do i look TAT stress when i am doing art? i thought i am just focused. lol. so funny when i heard that. But still, thks for the concern!
anyway just here to upload some pictures.
anyway as i was rummaging my drawer yesterday, i came upon this souvenir, so i decided to take a photo of it. this was given to me, by a friend, or should i say brother, a few years back when he came back to S'pore.
Hah..neat. Remember him and priscilla. He is now in the US, just heard from him, and Pris, unlike me is now in Ngee Ann Poly!! LOL.
Good for her.
Anyway gotta go now. CYA!
CUTE RITE!! Its so nice and small!!
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
heyhey!
here to update some pics!
anyway, last sunday was my sis's graduation ceremony.
too bad i missed it. (got tuition on that day. and it can't be postponed. *SOBS!)
so, mum and dad went, along with yanyan and shishi.
they tooks lots of pics.
(i am jealous.) LOL. keep pestering sis to put on her academic dress so we can take pic together!! but she hates me now for not turning up. lol. kidding of cos.
but she keep saying 'why u never come' etc.
lucky she bought the academic dress, no need to return, since its not being rent.
korkor last yr is rent the academic dress. so he have to return. dad got sis to buy since buying is more worth it then renting.
but korkor's sash is orange, sis's is pink. orange is for those taking science, while pink is arts.
but still, I WANT TO TAKE PHOTO WITH HER!!! LOL.
anyway, looking back now, sis changed A LOT over the years. lol. she definitely look better now!! CLAPS**
anyway gotta go now. CYA!
THREESOME. wait a minute..its suppose to be a FOURSOME! lmao. kidding
SHISHI, MUM AND SIS.
from left: Shishi, Mum, Sis, Dad and Yanyan.
lol. he looked like he's being forced to smile? nonetheless he's still cute!! and he's is so big-sized now!! going to be primary 1 next yr!
KYAN!!!!!!!! ADORABLE ISN'T HE?Labels: graduation.
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
MY GOD.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY dunno what's wrong with you.
and heck, i dun give a damn either.
because, all you do to me is treat me like a punching bag.
KNS. what am i? someone for u to vent ur frustrations on?
COME ON!
ASKING 1 or 2 PATHETIC questions that hard to answer?
and dun BLINDLY ACCUSE me of being TOO LAZY to search for the answers!
even if the questions that i am doing are pretty indirect, i still do it, trying to find a hint on to wad its related to!
if i REALLY AM asking u ALL the questions, then i can get things done in, like wad? half-hour?
U ARE NEXT TO ME AND U CAN SEE ME WITH MY HEAD BURIED IN MY BIO TEXTBK FOR 2 HRS!
AND WAD? I KEEP ASKING U QNS?
yeah. i do ask u qns. BUT BEFORE THAT, I MADE SURE I CHECK THRU MY TEXTBOOKS LOOKING FOR THE FORMULAS OR WADEVA THING THERE IS TO FIND. BUT WHEN I REALLY CANT, I THEN TURN TO U.
I TRY TO DO THEM MYSELF U KOE? but the impression u get is i'm not EVEN TRYING.
my my...i think u think too much.
i think u are trying to gain sympathy like wad u did last time?
wad a liar. liar liar pants on fire.
and, i know u are facing some kind of difficulty in school.
so, SO, i try to do something to cheer u up. and wad do i get in the end. SHIT.
y me then? and nt yy and sis?
y? because u koe i will let u off everytime? just keep my mouth shut?
LOOK. I HAD ENOUGH OK. I TRY TO HELP U. U REFUSE. U DUN WANT ME TO HELP.
fine fine FINE! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE OK.
AND DUN COME EXPECTING ME TO APOLOGIZE A FEW DAYS LATER.
CAUSE, I WONT GIVE IN TO U ANYMORE, LEST U GET THE IDEA U R EASILY FORGIVEN AND DO WADEVA U LIKE.
AND I AM THOROUGHLY GETTING SICK OF IT.
I TRY TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT U'RE BEING CRAPPY MOST OF THE TIMES.
I JUST FORGET IT, THINKING U HAD UR REASONS. BUT WAD U DID THIS TIME IS JUST WAY OVERBOARD.
i cry not because i am sad. i cry because i am angry, outraged.
i try to accomodate, u koe?
i curb my temper, so we can live in peace, and mum would stop worrying.
but look wad happen? i like u as sister. u are a good sister. but sometimes, ur personality sucks.
i accept that. i understand u need to let it out sometime. but when u give me THAT ATTITUDE OF URS, IT JUST SUCKS. HELL IT DOES.
WHY NOT SHOW THIS ATTITUDE OF URS TO UR FRIENDS?
why not lose ur temper in front of ur friends? let them koe the real u.
cos all they have been seeing all this while is just a facade.
and lets face it. u've changed. BIG-TIME.
i no longer recognize who u are, wad u are.
and lets just say sometimes wad u do just get pretty out of hand.
just because u are feeling irritated cos u dunno how to do something or solve it,
dun blame me or even try to use me as a punching bag.
all i can do is provide a listening ear for u to complain or maybe tell me wad's wrong, and maybe i can help u with it. but u dun want it. k then. fine. i dun want to bother anymore, cause my exams are coming, and i am pretty stressed right now too. we are on the same boat. but i try to control my emotions. UNLIKE U.
p.s-y cant u get my drift?
i try to reject, but u keep coming. and i dun wan to hurt ur feelings. thats y i am being so indirect.
i dun wan to hurt ur feelings. but if this goes on, i dunno wad to do.
too many ugly people in this world.
ugly not as in their exterior but their interior.
maybe i am ugly myself, too.
enough to make someone kinda depressed just to see so many of them right here, right now.
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Friday, July 06, 2007
LOL. sporting the same hair-do! quite blur though..
Commercial breaks. KIDS just love watching them.
YANGYANG!! Naughty boy. Dunno wad the word dangerous means.
Only got little miss late and mr silly. the rest of the collections i dunno whr she(my sis) put le.
STICKER!! Found it in my sis's sketchbook.heyhey!!
haven been blogging for the past few days..
been busy with homework, art and lots of other things!
anyway,
just ytd, KYAN came back to visit us!!
LOL. its like so long since he last came back and visit k..
and he is so big now! going to be primary 1 next yr..lol.
looking back when he was still 1 yrs old. lol.
good thing is he still rmbr my name!! PEIPEI JIEJIE!! lol. but for some reason he keep calling me yanyan jiejie.
lol.
and he keep asking us qns. lol.
he got a younger brother now, KIROS. lol. think so.
then few days back, yangyang came back to visit too!!
lol. cute too!! lol. he talk in a china accent, very cute.
p.s- YOU=MORON.
wad?
u think u very clever is it?
huh? zhi hui qiao bu qi biao ren..zhi yi wei shi...
think u so pro meh. not happy come say straight to my face la.
talk so loudly for everyone to hear. kns. u coward.
hah! dun think we dunno who u looking at everytime lor..LMAO.
btw, i heard from someone who says if a person keep insulting people, his/her face will have a lot of pimples.
LOL. MUST BE U RITE!! LMAO. think u so handsome meh. PUI! CAN PUKE LIAO LOR CAN!
y must u be so selfish huh?
last time it was sis, now u.
lend a tee difficult rite.
my god. u think i like to borrow from u?
i have got t-shirts too wad. but, i am reluctant to admit this, i am fatter now, cannot meh?
i just dun look good wad. thats why i prefer to borrow from u instead.
wth. everyone wants to look good rite. even u too!
i dun even hesitate when u wan to borrow sth from me..
sigh. just cant stop waiting for when i can go work after the exams!!
then i can earn lots of money!! buys lots of things!!
dun have to burden mummy too..
can save some of it, then the rest will be used to bring mummy my siblings out to eat,
then buy something for them, then buy some clothes, shoes, accessories, bags..etc for myself!
kk. blog too much. gotta go. cya!
p.s-will upload pics of kyan on my next post. TILL THEN!
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